Hah I made a meme.

Yuri's POV

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Natsuki had fallen asleep, she sure sleeps a lot, but I don't blame her. It just means I get to spend more time with her. But today is a school day so she needs to get back up soon. I nudged her. "Natsuki, c'mon, you have to go to school soon." I whispered in her ear. "No, your warm.." she replied sleepily. "How about this, you get up and go to school, and when we get home you can cuddle with me all you want." I offered. "Hmmm, fine.. You better remember your promise!" Natsuki said getting off of me. Monika and Sayori had already left around 30 minutes earlier, they said they were taking the decorations to the club. Natsuki changed in the nearest bathroom and walked up. "I forgot how cute you are in your uniform." I said, it's true though, she's adorable. "I am not cute!" Natsuki replied snappishly. I giggled. "When was the last time you looked in a mirror dear?" I jokingly asked her. Natsuki crossed her arms. "C'mon, lets go, baka." She said. I giggled again as I jumped into her pocket. 

Time skip because I can lol.

Today is the school festival, so Natsuki dropped me off at home. As I thought. It's just me in the house, I can do anything I want. Ǎ̸͓́n̵̤͉͚̬̭̞̏͗́̀͝y̶͇̘͠t̶͖͓͎̖͊h̴͕̏͘í̸̞͉̖̹̝̈́ṋ̸̦̾̀g̴̫̣̘̻̮̤̉̍.̴̗͉͚̗͐̉́.̵̲̳̍̇̆̓͝.̸̟̞̕.̶̟̞̗́͌̚͘. I giggled to myself. It sounded more crazed than happy, and I can't say which one it really was. My giggles soon turn to full on laughs, Į̶̲̜́ ̶̲̿̿c̵̖̍̽ą̵͚̫̦̖̄͗͝ͅn̸̨̤̈̀̈́̈͝'̷̥͆̓̋̈͠t̶͚̳̤̣̾̍͂̂͑̚ ̴͓̤̫͕̇͂̊͆̈́r̵̭̩̮̪͇͛̊̊̌͌è̷͔̓̂̓͂͗ṃ̶͂é̸̖̞̤̟͂̇͑̈͘m̸͚̫̝̱̈b̷͕͉͂͑̀̓̈́̑è̸̼͉̍r̴̠̦͈͕̖͒͑̈̚ͅ ̶͕̭̬̈̇̿̎ţ̷̠̆̆͌́̚ḩ̷̰́̊̍͘͠ͅë̴͖́ ̵̻̝̈́̃̆̈l̵͇͚̙̥̫̣̈́a̴̰͎̹̕ș̸̨̬͕́̒t̸͖̠̹̝͎̺͘ ̷̢̾͘͝t̸̟̰̀̔͌̊̑i̴͎̊͊̊͘m̴̢̜̤̩̤͓͊̄̔̽̕͝e̶̻̮̻̣͓̎̽̓̐͐ ̵̧͔͉̘̯͒̌͝͝Į̸̔̄̿͐͐͒ ̵̜̰̼̥̩͈̂̎f̷̢̲̑͐͆̎͝e̸̮̞͊̉̅̊͠l̷̨̫̰̜͂͆ẗ̷͉̈́̀͝ ̴͚̑̚̚l̷͓͕̙̤͗̀͋̆͘i̷͈̰̪̪̓̒͜͝k̵͑͑͜e̴̢̢̙̗͇͒́͘͝ ̶̢̥͎̯̈́͑͗͛͊͝t̶̢̠̖̣̟̼̏̐ḣ̷̡͉̦̠̏͋͜ḯ̷̠̣̼̀̓̒͗̄͜ş̷͖͈̮̬̑̍͛̄͌̚.̸̩͐̐ ̷̱̋̀T̸̢͗̽͜h̴͓̦̦́̽̀̃e̷͍̝̲̱͊ ̴̹̱̬̎̅͆͆̍l̶̢͉̩̚ạ̶̩̮̝̾͂̂̈́̅s̶̯̙̤̊̋̈́̈́̋̄ṭ̸͋͌̚ ̵͇͊͂͘͝t̶̡̞́͜i̸͓̻̝̼̜͉̔m̵̤͚̊̅̿͠e̴̡̢̙̖͠ ̷̘͔͚̓̅̃̔Ị̷̛̓ ̸̱̻̠͇͈͚̒d̵̡͙͙͗̌̓͌̇í̵̞̹̗̱̊̃͜d̵̩̣̼̈́̅ ̴͖̪̭̘̩̆̉ͅw̶̢̛͕̞̺̗̆̒̂h̸̜̗̓̍̀á̵͍̞̠t̸͎̗̊̃ ̴̡̨̲͇̍̌̄̾͝í̵̧̡͉̺̀͝ͅ'̴̭̹̼̙̠̫̀̃̿͠m̸͓͇͆ ̴̲̝̫̏̈̎͘a̴̭͇̟̜̋̆̀̽͌̈́b̸̛̼̼̣͉̬̬̄̌̀̈́o̴͎̙̦̽u̴͚̽̓̌t̷̮̳̪̘̋ ̸̮̤̀́͌̎̕ẗ̴̞̺̟̪̞̟̓́̋͝ǫ̸̢͎̥͌͛ ̶͖͓̣̥͂̇̐͝d̷̬̓͛̏ȍ̶͕͕͕̹̊̽̕.̷̬̠͇͈̀̈͠ Ĥ̶̛̏́͊̚ͅȧ̵̟͓̺̠̟̑͆h̸̺͑̌͛ ̸̨̻̫̰̥̓h̵̨̫̪͈̅̈́̈͘̚͜a̶͍̹̟̗̜͛̾́ĥ̶̡̗̳̲͗̓̅͛͜,̶̝̼̘̆ ̵̨̮͂̀̕

H̶̢̨̙̻͖̬̟̙̹̙̺̲͈͉͎͉̣̥̻̪̝̅̽̈̾̑͊̔̊̄̿̒̏͑̂̍̋̃͗̕ͅA̶̙͚̻̯͇͚͍͉̤̱̲̍̽͂̌̿͌̑̐͒̑͂̒̓͒̂̿̈̄͐̍̃͠͠H̶̫̠̘͓̫͔̄̈́͌̌͆͋̽̊͐͂̎̄͝͝A̷̛͎̥̦̖̙̦̼̭̬̲̰̾̀͗̄̀̓̽́̒̀̈͛̈́̾̋̋̋͗H̸̝͔͇͛̑̔͒̾̓̔͐͋́̾͑̅̀̋̄̐̃̈́̑͂́̚͝ͅA̶̞̖͙̪̩͈̣̗̩̯̟̖͒́͊́̌͋̿̎̐̊̀̈́ͅH̶̡̲͙̞̱͖͇̦̰̼̼̘̦̠̺̩͇̼̮̠̑͋͐̑Ȃ̷̡̨̨̢̛̝̟̹̜̺͖̞̯͇͈̠̞̜͈͔̗̹͎͐̿̄̆̃͑̕̚͘͜H̶̘͔͖̠̙̖͇̮͚̗͔̥̰̱̦̐̃̒͛̈́̎͆̃̿̅͌́̓͒͋̑͊̃͐͆̾̓͜Ǎ̸̬͚͆̊͊͐̑̀͐̈́̆̌̆̚H̵̨͕̗̙̘̳͕͙͚̳̣̬̏̏͠A̷̛͔̣͉͒̄̒̿̓̈́̈̉̆̄̃̈́́́̈̃̆̈́̚͝H̷̥̭̲̹͙̦̋͛̾̓́̈̑͌̓͋̄́̅̎͝A̸̘͍͎͈̳͍͚̹͖̗̻͊̃́̏̏̿̒͑͒̄͌̉͑̓ͅH̸̢̠̘̟̘̻̼͆͛͒̓́̋͛̏̔̃̔͆͗̽́̓̓̈́̾̃̅̈́̀̽͗Ą̸̡͔̺̞̖̭̺̩̼̖͙̫̦̙̤̻̩͇͕͖̐̃͒̌͗͒͊͋̓͘H̶͖̻̠͕̱̹͕̦̲̯̪̝͔̟̤̜̩̪̗̖̱͎̳̲͚̅̾̉̆̓̑Ắ̵̧̺͔͍̠̙̟͇̱͕̝̬͊̐̌͐͛́̇̐̋̄̚̕͜͝͠͠  

I darted upstairs with a twisted smile and a look of pure frenzy on my face. Can you blame me though, i'm sure you know exactly what i'm about to do, I know your not stupid. I crawled underneath Natsuki's bed. I cant help but think this might hurt her as well. But, it won't, she's not here to witness my self-destructive behavior. I can let loose, I can take away my pain. I grabbed a knife. I have a lot of things laying around underneath, in my own realm. I rolled up my sleeve and took a second to look at the scars, they might be ugly to others, but to me these scars are beautiful. There what ties me to my sanity. I put the sharp edge of the knife against my skin.

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I shuttered. I cant remember the last time I did this. But the feeling of adrenaline coursing through me feels amazing, I can't really describe it. I need more.

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More.

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More goddammit!

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I̴̡͚̎̏̉,̷̣͔̺̦̳͈̖͈̕ ̷̛̠͍̆͛̔̚n̶̨͙̝̼̺̥͓̉̓͑͂̈́͋͆̽͗̚ȩ̶̧̺̳̮̤͖͖̓̏͛̐͛̃̀͜ë̸̢͇̪̯̼̩̩́͊̎̇́̕ͅḏ̵̢̼͓͕̹̣͖̒̒̊̃̑̈̋͠͝,̴͙͙͚͖͇͓̋̀͑̒̂ ̶̡̢͎̺͙̗͕̂̑̀̽̓̏͆̒͠m̴̡͇̪̝͚̈́̔̚͝o̵̮̥̒̿̊̃̈́̀̈̊͘͜͜͝ȓ̷̛̞͔̝̹̝͆̌̍̂͊̚̕ę̶̫̝͈̬̤̝̬͝!̷̢̧̩̦͕̜͕̫̙͐͆̒̀ͅ

 Without thinking I plunged the knife directly into my wrist. It hurt, but I liked it. I breathed heavily, watching the blood spill from my wrist to the floor, it glistened in what little light was down here. I sighed and calmed down, I took the knife from my wrist. Although Natsuki doesn't get back for another three hours or so, but I decided to stay down there until the wound healed, it didn't take long. I crawled out from underneath the bed and went down stairs, it's like nothing ever happened. I smile to myself and sat down on the couch, now all that's left is to wait for Natsuki to come home. I figured it wouldn't hurt to doze off for a bit.

I opened my eyes, apparently I was out for a while, its around an hour after Natsuki should have been home. I called out for her, but no one answered. That's alright maybe she's just running late. I sat back down on the couch.

It's been four hours, Natsuki should be home by now. But she isn't. I get off of the couch and curl up into a ball on the floor. I know she's not dead. So why isn't she home?

It's been a day. Natsuki still isn't here. I know she'll come home though. She loves me, right? I'm begining to think maybe I did something, and that's why she isn't home yet.

A month, an entire month. I've practically destroyed any furniture, the walls are begining to be lined with blood writing, they said, I'M SO SORRY. WHAT DID I DO?  

A̶̦̾ ̴͇̼͔͙̅̄̀̽y̴͍̫̙̐ë̵͚̰͉̟́a̷̦͋ř̴̦̙͕͗̑.̵̟̆̒͑̔ ̴̮̼̇N̸̛͚a̴̳̅͒̑͠ͅt̶̢̼͔̗̾͆͘ṡ̸̛̙̫̦͑͒ư̷̘̒k̴͕̀̊̌̄i̸̭̙̊̐̿̈́ ̶̹̥̖̽͆l̴̦̬̿͛̈́̈́e̸̖͉͕͉̔̑f̷̻̫͖̮̂͑̂͝t̵͖̱͋ ̴̢̘̱͊̉̆̏m̸͓̺͖͖̉̏̄ḙ̴͚̣̜̈́͆̈́.̴̞̣̤̄̕ ̴͓̅S̵̱̣̻̿ḧ̵̦́̽͘e̸̬̟̎̀ ̴͔͔͓̉̾̌̃͜ĺ̴͚̍͘ê̷̮͆f̸̳͚̙̌͂̀͒t̶̳̬͐́ ̵̠͓̠̍̔̋̕m̷͉̦̹͓̾̄̋͆e̵̡̚͝ͅ.̴̛͈̬̞̟͆̓͘ ̶̻̇̎͝W̴̠͈͊ḫ̷̞͖͐̈y̴̮̤̎ ̷̨͋̓a̷̜͑̕m̵͓̉̈́͜ ̵̡̻̫̊Ị̸̘̇̃̐͑ ̷̮͎͉̤̐s̷͍͕̹̱̆̊̆͊ť̶̘̥̜i̷͈̜͛̂l̷̖̃̕l̵͕̮͆ ̸̟̍̓ͅͅh̷̼̙̯͚̎̽̆ȇ̶̠̭̾̓r̸̨̘̬͂͌ḛ̷̹̩̪̋?̶̨̨̥̳̊̈́ ̸̡͉͗̾T̵̨̰̻͐̒͑̔h̷̢̭̖͊ͅe̸͙̫͉͐ ̷̡̾͝w̴̧͔̙̲͗a̶̧̡͙̩͗ĺ̸͚̎l̷͖̞̔ṣ̸͍̟̋̕͠ ̷̡͓͚͘ä̵̫̂r̶̨̠̻̃͜e̸̬̙̲͑̉̉͘ ̶̠̹̬͗͊͊̚ć̵̬̄o̸̝̊v̵̦͋̒ë̷̟͚̏͋ͅṟ̸̲͙͙͊͆ę̶̖̺͊͆̎d̶̼̜̗͛ ̷̡̣̳̐̑̕í̸̹̔ṅ̵̺̻̌ ̷̢̲̹̪͒̌̾̒w̷̫͉̫̪̍̕͝͝r̸̡͈͖̳̓î̷͉t̸̟͎̘̿̓͘i̶̭̗̤͌̒̓͠n̶͕̙͈̫̈́g̶̤̯̑.̴̢̓̅̚ ̸̯̌̈́́͜Í̵͔̣̋̊͝'̵̨̞͗̆̽̔m̶̦͙̅̉͝ ̸̡̑͝ͅa̵̼͔͆̔̀n̴͎̩͂̈́̋ ̶͚̔i̶̲͕͐ḋ̷̡̜̄͆̕i̸̮̅̕͘ͅo̷̩͝ț̷̢̓ ̴̫̟̞̏̆ţ̴͕̈̈́͊͜o̵̝̬̚͜ ̸̙̌b̵̢̖̬̎͠e̷̬͍̲̦͊̒̅ḷ̴̯̗͉́̒í̷̠̪͉̖̀͝ë̴̺͐v̷͓͉̐͊̒͐ȇ̸̛̞̈́̔ ̶̹̂s̴͉̀h̷͖̦̒̾̆e̷̜̔ ̶̠̜͎͈͛̅͝a̷̖̔̈͜ć̴̢̎ẗ̶̻̗͎́̈́͐̚u̷̢̥̞͐́a̷̧͎͑͑̂ͅl̴̬̼̲̃̌̐̍l̸͑͜y̵̰̙͎͒ ̶̠͎̖̙̑̋͂͛l̴̢̮̳͕̒̂̽̓i̵̼̘̥̇̈́ḳ̴̡̔̊̎͛e̵̡͔̥͠d̷̢̛̊̒͠ ̵͔͖́͜m̸̜͛̽ě̶͇͚͌.̴̡͇͒̀̾ ̴͚͇͘S̸̢̯̙͎̔́̊h̴̢͕̓͛̈ė̴͓̩̓ͅ ̵̗͓̜̌̈͗͜͠w̶̱̖͔͆̍̀ä̴͇̠̼́͜s̵̞̝͂̈́̃ ̵͇̰̚j̶͇͇̹̾͗̍̍ͅu̵͍̬͔͇̓̿͌s̵͈̖͕̉̊͗̈ț̵̥̈ ̷͉̣̲͆͐̈́͌s̶̺̊͘ç̶̦͇͂̿̃͝a̶̰̠͖̮̐̓͌ŗ̴͔͚̆̈́͊͌͜ḙ̸͕̽̆d̴̞̚͝ ̷̳̜̂̅ọ̴͛̚f̵̥̟͇͙̍̈͝ ̴̧͔͖͉̍̀m̴̤̟̈̔ě̷̩̺̣̃͑ͅ,̵̤͠ ̷̛̣ľ̷̰̾̈́i̵̫̙͐k̷̡͇̈́ȇ̸̢͚͠ ̷̦̙̫̥̈͐̕ĕ̶͉͍̮̝͛̿v̸̗̱̩͍̎͛̈̚è̴͜r̶̡̟͔͋́y̸͔̋͋ọ̵͔͓̜̽̽̅̂n̴̛͓͓̆̈́ẹ̶̖̹̞͒͂͒͐ ̶̖̍̀̄e̵̡̖͎̾́ḷ̷͎̆̀͗ş̴̢͙͚̈͘͠e̶̱͇̒̅̐̏,̸͍̤͓̉ ̵̗̐̓̎t̴̯̍̍̕͜h̷̠̼͓̯̑̌͂͂å̸̤̎t̶̄̽͜͠'̸͉̽̔̕ș̵͌ ̴͚͛ͅw̴̮̭͑̉͠h̶̯͇̺̜̃͌̔͠ÿ̴̡̭͎͎́̉͛̏ ̷͕͙͉̈͗̕͝s̶͚̄́̿̚h̵̨̤͙̟̀̿̀̀é̵̼͖̤̥͊́̇ ̴̜̀͐t̷̛̼̔r̶͓͚̝͈̃̈́̋̓i̷̧̭͖̿ͅe̵͖̞͇̚ͅd̶͎͗̓͐͠ ̵̛̟̙͎̬̈́͌́t̸͈̩̥̹̒̇̇͠ō̴̧̡̜͚͝ ̵̗̆͗͑̕g̷̹͍̥̮̓̾ẹ̴͙̆̌̔t̸͓͘ ̸̺̖̣̐͗͋o̸̟͝n̷͖̣̳̦͌̅͗̎ ̶̙͗͗̀m̵̜̆͝y̸̜̎̑͑͒ ̵̤͛g̵̩̽̌̕̚ơ̴̼͖̣͎͆ơ̶̞̤̲̍͘d̸̛̘̞̈͐ ̸͔̯͗̈́͊́s̷̗̱̈́ḭ̴͝d̴͈͙̜̼̏ě̶͈̫̺̞̈́̒,̵͖̆ ̴͍̟̟͐͂̏͊a̷͈̾̆n̵͈͉̪̖͗͋̏d̸̰̣͓̈́̕ ̷̧̀͊̎͝ŵ̶̜̥̣̾͠ḥ̴̨͐̄ȩ̴̾ṋ̶̙͉̤̇ ̴̦͂̓̔t̶̻̠͈̊͆̌̕h̴̭̙̾e̴̪̎̾̿̔ ̴̺̐̆ẗ̴̺͚͙̠́͆̐͝î̶̖̼͇̈́m̶͖͕͚̆̈͌͝e̸̟̘͊̉̾ ̶̢̻͍̓͑̿͠ć̶͍̠͔̔̍̿ä̴̡̤̤́͝m̶͔̩̯̟̾̈́ĕ̷̩̂̏̽,̶̭̜͘ ̸͕̿̈t̵̟̾͗̊͝ǒ̵̙̦͓̜̋̚͠ ̴͙̝̾̈ļ̸̰͕̒͑ȇ̵̲̗́̎͝a̸̘͉͎͇̐̀̐͆v̵̰̰̫̜̔̃͠e̶̡̲͙̠͘ ̴͙̩̞͂͌͌̓w̶̞͎̲͒̉i̵̧̯̫͑̇̀t̷̢̥̰́̄̈́̾h̶̨͆̇͠o̴̼̠̳͑́̀͜ư̷̳͇͙ͅt̸͉̍ ̴̣̬͔̏͛a̴̞̋́͒ ̴̛̺̂ͅt̷̩̖̟́r̶͈̤̤̯̄͛a̸̭̮̹͕͒̀c̶̙͝e̸̘͙̗͐͝.̸͙̉ ̴͓͊̌̀I̶̡̡͇͝ ̶̦͇͌͝m̶͚̤̑̃̅̊ỉ̸̝͓̯͇s̸̜̭̘͆ͅs̶̭̰͓͖̀̄̚ ̸͇̦͙͒h̵͎̼̰͗́̈́͜͝e̴̙͖̗̗͝ȓ̸̝̖̠̚.̷̦̝̦̌ ̷͔̟͔̽͝Ḅ̴̝̯̈́̕u̴̲͇̯̐́͘͝ţ̶̈́́̑ ̶̤̓I̵̥̜͛ ̵͔͈̓̚g̵̡̉̄̒͑u̷̝̍̋ẹ̸̡͒̓̽ŝ̸̼̯̰̽ś̵̘͌̑ ̴̢̫̯̬̎̚͠t̵̨̰́͛̾h̵̦͈̫̊̚ȅ̵͈̘r̷̟̲̳̬͌e̴̺͖͋͜'̷̮̱̱̂͆̑s̴̢̲̹̼̀ ̵̩̳̋ͅn̵̰̗̎͑̍o̵͖̲͐́͝ ̸͉̈p̷̮̗͌o̸̧̮̝̙̾ỉ̵̖̊̚ǹ̴̪͗ẗ̸̺͔́̅̾ ̵̦͌̈͋̂i̵̗̓̋͌͠n̶̗͂̕ ̶̧̟̾͜w̷̛̗͈̻̓̊a̸̛͙̜͐į̶̖͊t̷͈̲͕̆ḭ̴͙̫̍̄̊͝n̵͖͖̞̯̋g̷̡̮̜͐̚ ̷͎̹̈́a̷͕̱͓̭͑n̴͕̾̋̆͝y̷̢͇̯͔̋̋͠ṁ̷̱̪̣̲̇o̸͚͝r̶̮͎͋͆͝e̴̞̯͠-̶̻̥̊͠

And then I woke up. I woke up with tears in my eyes. What a horrid nightmare. I felt something wrapped around my waist. I looked down. Natsuki. She was there. She didn't leave me. Natsuki looked up and smiled, she looked like she had been crying to. "What were you crying about Natsuki?" I asked her. "Because when I got home you were asleep, but you looked really sad, so I set down everything in my arms and cuddled next to you, but it only got worse. That's why I started crying to, because you started crying in your sleep." Natsuki replied. It's not like her to be so honest with things, I was expecting her to remind me about the promise. I smiled and hugged her. I whispered. "Please, never leave me." I don't think she heard it, which is good, I was aiming for her not to. "Hey, Yuri?" Natsuki asked. "Yeah?" I responded. Natsuki cuddled close to me and wrapped her arms around my waist once more. 

"I, love you." 

I smiled. "I love you too."