Dear Diary,

Napaharap agad ako sa buong angkan ni Miguel. They were already planning out the details of the wedding kahit wala pa mang proposal na nagaganap. Gusto kong umuwi ng Maynila. I want them to forget that we ever announced the pregnancy but it's too late.

Natatakot ako, diary. I was so unsure with my future.

Sure, I'm not getting any younger and it's a high time to get married but it just feels like things were rushed! From NBSB, nagka-boyfriend ako tapos nabuntis agad. Ngayon naman, wala pa kaming isang taon ay gusto na kaming ipakasal ng mga magulang nya!

Minamadali na ba ako? Ano 'to, making up for the lost time?!

What am I to do, diary? Should I just go with the flow? What if Migs is not the right guy for me? Paano kung makilala ko yung right guy kung kailan kasal na ako at hindi na pwede?

At the same time, I kinda agree with the timeline. Matanda na ako. Ayaw ko mang aminin sa sarili ko pero yun ang totoo.

Should I just get married?

Ingrid