^^^ you see that gif? That's me hugging every one of you, okay?

Lemme tell you, I've never met and connected with so many people so quickly and so closely before. I used to be on this website called Quizilla (which has been shut down just recently and thus some of my old works are now thrown into the void) and have met a few people. But, me being the early teen, I was an awko taco, and I couldn't bring myself to talk to my internet friends more than mere messaging.

But here, I've met so many people I have skyped and video chatted with and actually would look forward to the next time. Yes, I've stepped out my boundaries. I'm still an awkward child, but I just feel so much more open here on this (problematic) lovely site!

And so, I'll have to note a few people.

melihartsyou & Sug4rplum: I guess this is considered cheating since I've met the two of you on Quizilla and bonded over there. But you two were the one's have officially been really close to first in terms of internet friends, and I can never forget that. The times we shared together during our One Direction phase were amazing and I had always been able to turn to y'all for advice as I was one of the youngest within our bunch. I'll never forget the times we wrote each other in one another's One Direction stories and oneshots. Those were good times, and if you're actually reading this, Melina and Parker, I love you two and I could only hope for happiness!

KZOMBI3: KZ, helloooo how have you been?? It's been ages, huh? You have been so supportive of me since we began talking. It's still such a shock that we live in the same area and we discovered each other online! What are the odds that we actually passed by each other? May have been slim, but still very much possible! You were there in anime phase and had been one of my biggest supporters and i can never thank you enough for that! And I remember the times you have helped me ease my worries about the future and actually helped me sort things out, I really do look up to you! I could only hope that everything is doing well for you right now, because, man, being an adult is tough.

PixieDustRed: Girl, I don't think I thanked you enough for all the support and help you have given me in the days I have been writing Free! like nonstop. The support you have showered me with, I can never ever be ever so grateful for! From my Rei story, my oneshot book, and even to my EXO books, I appreciate all the love and the comments and such! It's seriously so amazing that you have expanded as far to my kpop stories and given your support there. I'm sorry I've been inactive lately for Free! but I can only hope we remain cool.

redvelvetts: Lauren, my lovely, WONDERFUL Lauren. I'm looking at my following list and you're seriously the second person I followed on this account. I discovered you first through your Haikyuu!! story first (at least I'm sure it was), and then it branched to your Free! story and to your KNB story (bc hell yeah, sports anime ftw). It wasn't until you wanted to talk about Akane and Sei's story when we really hit it off. From there, we've just really connected with our love of these animes. And then you just had to post that Kim Jongin story. As I had been so in love with your writing, I decided I wanted to support that story too, even with my lack of knowledge of where he came from. It was you who had introduced me into the world of KPop and to the love of my life, EXO. Because, seriously, Lauren, it was you that got me spiraling down this endless hole and now I can never get out. We've chatted, video chatted, watched dramatic movies, and overall fangirled together. I love you so much you talented, beautiful girl and even when you've been inactive due to school, you'll always have my support.

-kaizar: ZAR MY STAR. We basically first met when you commented on my Baekhyun ff. Could you just imagine my initial shock when I saw your lovely username in one of MY stories?? You may not believe it, but I've always seen you as one of the bigger authors within our kpop fandom on wp, whether you like it or not. I've known about you way before you suddenly came crawling into my stories. You basically my senpai, whether you like it or not. Your stories (even though I'm currently still reading through your BTS series bc holla at me for getting into those boys recently) always impress me with their raw emotion. As short as they may be, they always smack me with these feelings and just how you write them always make my heart flutter. You're gorgeous, like damn. I remember a day you put your selfie as your pfp and I was legit like "OMF GIRL, IS THAT YOU BC YOU'RE HOT AF" We may have chatted a bit before but it was until our sqwuad began to form when we finally got to know each other. You're beautiful and wonderful and worth it. #Kaizar4ever

lullabyun: I remembered you first as dis-ney and OMF YES YOUR APPLY FIC. I've followed your stories for a while, girl, because damn that period of time that was me trying to take in ever bit of EXO as I could, and there you were. I loved your stories so much girl and I'm so happy that I ended up applying to your apply fic. This just lead to us fangirling and really getting to know each other and then our love for watching kdramas have come. I loved the messages we would just go off on a tangent about those dramas either you have watched one I haven't seen or vice versa. Lmao, our Reply 1988 convo was lit af, girl. You're seriously such a ball of sunshine, Nehal and aaaaaaah i love you so much, you make me want to fly over to you and just hug you! Plus, you be fueling my love for Baekhyun too, like damn my bias wrecker right there. AND YO. NOW WE MAMAMOO TRASH TOGETHER. QUEENS RIGHT THERE. Always be the Moonbyul to my Solar, Nehal <3

zitao-: My gorgeous wifeu, Sunny. Ah, I've been a fan of you for soooo long, way WAY before we began chatting. I happened to stumble upon your apply fic Halcyon and HELLO, one of the few apply fics I actually wait for updates from! I was also looking at my old messages on wp and I saw that I had sent in a form for one of your other apply fics <//3 but our conversation didn't go further than that. It wasn't until Zar had invited you into our gc and MY GOODNESS. Your brashness, sass, and just everything, I LOVE. From your beauty to your voice, I'm seriously in love, okay? I love you so much, despite how short we have known each other, you've become one person I can turn to and I'm no longer a single mother #biannyisreal. I'll never forget the short period of time that we were actually in the same town at the same time but our schedules were such a bitch and didn't let us meet, but we still will always have Florida. (I also still can't believe you tried to hook me up with your brother smh)

xiurious: Lily love, my troublesome, wrecking child. Ahhh, what can I say about you? I've basically met you through Mio, as I had been a curious girl and checked out your profile. Clicking one of your fanfics was one of the best decisions because seriously, your writing and the way everything was just blew me away. I found myself wanting to read more of your EXO stories and I'm legit sure I have all of them in my library. We've mostly been chatting with each other through our stories back then, haven't we? Haha, and then the wonderful moment of me opening that idea of the video chat happened and you wanted to join. I remember the two of us messaging each other on kik and you telling me how nervous you were to join the gc we now consider the sqwuad. You definitely showed your true colors when we got over there and I'm so happy that you had decided to join us in that video chat. It was seriously just you and Nehal that had messaged me on that vid chat update. And here we are, the talented, smart girl who had wrecked our gc so much that she has her own phrase dedicated to her. #stoplily2k16

bekuhyon : My Filipino coconut child ❤️❤️❤️ I remember stumbling upon your Chanyeol story and falling so deeply in love with your writing right then and there because oh my gosh, such perfection, and really, I actually haven't read so much Chanyeol books despite him being my damn husband. But then you told me you liked me too and like???? Whaaaaat even, I have proof of this too

Just look at us dorks fangirling over each other. From then on, I continued reading your beautiful stories (and eventually I had discovered lilypooh). What more can I say? You're such a talented writer and I absolutely love the ideas you come up with! You're so precious and cute (YES YOURE HELLA CUTE OKAY. I DEMAND MORE SELFIES OF YOUR ADORABLE SELF). Let's continue what we got going!

qiandae : Leslieeeeeeeeeee, my lovely child. I remember when you stumbled upon my books and commented and such and I've always seen youuu. I did some lurking and we offically really gotten to know each other in December, the real main thing we talking about was EXO's Sing For You album. Man, that feels so long ago and in reality, it kind of really wasn't? And then we moved our messaging from wp to kik, and really, I appreciate telling me things that could possible be hard to discuss. And then there be other things we talked about and made me so jelly because damn, you so lucky. You also always getting that merch and going to those concerts, girl, I need to fly over to you and join you or somethinnnng. Your kpop game be strong af. And now here we are, look how far we've come! Plus, that kdrama spam we got going on right now ;) Love, love, looooove. //cues in eggso

tenderchen: MY FLOWERRRR CHILD MAISY PAISY DAISY, AH. Ahhhh we seriously met so recently if we really think about it, it's two months now, hasn't it? You were one of my biggest supporters for Dear Diary and it really did make my day whenever I get votes and comments from you girl. And then came the day you asked me where I have gotten some of my Jongdae gifs from ;) hahahaaa God bless Kim Jongdae for bringing us together and then us realizing we have the same kind of group of bias and bias wreckers!! But you also dared to contradict me at this moment.

Yes Maisy, you are cute. I know, I have seen and experienced your cute myself. So if you still want to fight me on this, I'll do it. BECAUSE YOU ARE CUTE AF. AND I REMEMBER THE DAY ASKING YOU TO JOIN OUR GC. YOU FIT RIGHT IN JUST LIKE I THOUGHT, HUN. But I see you be wrecking recklessly, my child. Wyf being a lily, damn, also calling me Brian and claiming bianjoon be real WHEN IT AINT. Smh at my flower child. I love you though ❤️

flowertae & chenfetti : Okay, I had to add you guys together because it was when Lily invited you guys into our group chat when I first met you! You two are different in varying ways so I'll go off into a tangent about the two of you lovely ladies.

Lola, my love! Lemme say right now that your voice is so aesthetically pleasing. Like the moment you had recorded yourself talking and sent it to our gc, I was so in awe with how much I loved your voice. You be my grandma bc let's not forget that Lola in Tagalog means grandma #lola^2 #bestgma I swear your jibberish also makes my day!! I'm so happy that Lily introduced you to us. But lowkey still judging you with the YALL thing.

Hannah banana my beautiful love!! You had clicked with all of us just so well in the gc and I'm so, SO happy for that! But TBH, even though it might have always been there, you showing more of your byuntae side to us seemed so sudden the first time around but I'm so used to it now lmao. Also your snaps give me fuckin LIFE.

-yoojungsunbae : IM SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF OMFG IM SO SORRY YINA. YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE ADDED HERE TOO BUT I ASDFGHLLAJAIS I CANT. IM HORRIBLE.

YINA BABE, OKAY. I've always noticed you voting and commenting on my stories and seriously that made me so happy! It was only just recently when we began talking when I saw this gif of Baekhyun and it reminded me of your story! AND WE CLICKED. I LOVE RANTING TO YOU ABOUT KPOP AND DRAMAS.

YINA I LOVE YOU OKAY. PLEASE LOOK PAST THE ERROR OF MY WAYS.

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Yes, I understand with some I don't even talk to anymore, while as others I talk to every single day. If I don't message you or we just suddenly drift apart, always know that I would always hope for the best for you and that I will support you in anything and everything you do. May your days be sweet and bright, and when they're not, never give up!

I love you all and I'm so happy to have met you all. ❤️

And I apologize if I don't add anyone here that I have talked to. We may have just started out and I still have LOTS to learn about you! Also, I hope you understand that I'm actually such an awko taco but don't be scared to fangirl with me, lmao.

I'll try to do my other tags now~

So byebye!