It's been far too long.

Here's an update:

Grades are back up (yay!)
Physical health is improving
Mental health is eh

Don't look into that too much, I'm just delving into my thoughts a little too much.

Here's what's happened:

I found out Sebastian Stan is my soulmate-

I've really been getting into twenty øne piløts recently, and apparently Tyler Joseph and I are literally that same person.

Then buzzfeed further comfirmed my suspicions-

Here's a few struggles I've dealt with because of my love for tøp:

I've always been a music enthusiast. It's my thing. Playing and listening to and creating music is something I've always done. So it affects me a lot. When I play my flute, I'm always swaying. When I play the piano, I'm shaking my head and almost head banging. Especially when the song gets quiet, I lean really close to the keys.

In a sentence: music makes me move in a way that I don't notice my movements until people pointed it out to me.

Okay.

Now, if you've heard any tøp songs, you know they're extremely relatable, accurate, emotional, and intense.

Long story short, I can't listen to certain songs at school or in public because I will start moving around like a crazy person.

Then I watched Tyler and Josh perform live on youtube and was like 'omg tyler does the thing' except he does it a lot more than me.

So yeah. I've learned 9 of their songs on the piano within the last week.

My life is a hot mess. But that's okay.

Stay street. |-/

And then some Seb too

I made this:

I have two husbands now:

Sebastian Stan and Tyler Joseph