I shifted instantly and took off where I didn't know. Rage filled me as I kept running and running to clear my head. It wasn't working it never did anymore the rage was too much to handle. I didn't even trust myself around anyone human let alone the pack. I whimpered as I came upon a field but suddenly the most disgusting scent filled my nose. A vampire I growled rushing towards it ash it ran. I easily tackled it and ripped it to shreds anger filling me even more then before. I looked at the mess in front of me shards of vampire spilt everywhere. As if blood were or had come out of it it was everywhere. I panted as I realized I was on the border of Canada all of the sudden. I turned and bolted again knowing I couldn't stay here in Canada. I missed Jared even now but I pushed farther when I came up to a group of vampires. They surrounded me as I growled looking at them. Six of them i howled to call out for help but I got nowhere and nothing in return. They charged at me and all I knew was I couldn't let them wrap their arms around me.

Knowing they would crush me in a second I had to fight. I fought my hardest but it was hard being alone. I killed two when suddenly more wolves appeared. They weren't of my pack I didn't know who they were but they helped. Until one came right at me angrier then the others. It's fangs dug deep into my skin causing me to scream in pain. It was then ripped off me and torn to pieces as I phased back. I was naked but clutching my wrist in agony and pain. The group that saved me threw a blanket on me and rushed to my side. There were four boys all alike and I knew I was on another rez.

"Is she dying?" One asked

"Will she turn?" Another said

"Who's your pack?" The alpha asked

"Jared I need Jared" I cried in pain

"Who's Jared?" The last one asked

"Mate my imprint" I screamed

"Where?" Another said

"La push Washington" i said before everything went black but I could slightly hear

"She's fading we need to get her home" someone said

"Make it stop" I screamed in my thoughts

"What's happening" Jared said

They were closer or getting closer as I heard their thoughts. A vampire bit me, I'm am I dying. I thought to myself, will I never see them again. What if Jared and the pack hate me forever if I turn. What will that make me?, will I be a hybrid or lose my wolf. Will I be the thing I hate the most in this world.

"Stay with us Lena" Paul said

"Don't let me turn" I cried out in pain

"I love you Lena" Jared said

"Don't hate me please don't hate me" i said

"I could never" he said and then it stopped everything stopped

The pain, the feeling, the tears the love the hate all of it just stopped. Jared and the pack were no longer talking to me and it sucked.