Lucia felt as if her world just crumbled down when Alex told her he needed space. Deep down, she knew that Alex would need his personal space, that it would be a very difficult and terrifying time for him, but she really thought they were making progress with Alex saying he wanted to marry her and all. Maybe it was just the drugs talking, because she knew how drugs worked but she still clung on to that small piece of hope that it was really Alex talking and not the drugs. Her emotions were really jumbled up, she was so confuse, sad, frustated and maybe angry? She didn't know as she wasn't in the right state of mind then.

She needed to talk to somebody, but who would she talk to? Talking with Blake would be reasonable, but it would make her sadder. She could try Olivia but she just had a baby, maybe Jonathan or Emily but-there was always a but. She didn't know who, because everyone just seemed to have a "but". Just when she began to panic, her phone rang. Her old bestfriend, Eleanor's name popped up in the screen along with a picture of them together at the beach in Malibu, from a few years back.

"Luciana Rose Clarkson, how are you? Blake told me he met you in the hospital. How dare you meet him and not me? I am deeply offended." Eleanor's voice boomed through the speaker, still high pitched and excited as always. Some things just never change.

"Jeez, sorry to offend you, but I can't help to accidently bump into Blake your royal highness princess Cindeleanor!" Lucia replied sassily,the nickname slipped off her tongue easily.

"Hmm yeah sure" Eleanor hummed, "but seriously, why are you in the hospital though Lus? Blake says it's bad but he wouldn't tell me why due to those silly privacy whatnot you doctors swore to." She continued, genuinely curious.

"I-Well, you know Alex, he- he um, he-"

"What happened? You're boring me out! Stop stutterinh and please for the love of god just go straight to the point."

"My god Eleanor! Why can't you be a little bit more patient and sensitive? How in the bloody world can you become this cold? Last time I checked you were a hopeless romantic, drooling over the so called Cody Watson."

"Ughh, fine! So my darling Lady Luciana Rose, would you mind telling your nosy bestfriend, Princess Eleanor of nowhere, what happened to you beloved Prince charming Alexander?" Eleanor replied in a posh british accent.

"He..he got Amnesia." Luciana said sadly

"Oh. I-I'm so sorry Lus." Eleanor paused, "Why don't you consult with Blake or maybe a specialist? You know, don't forget that yourself is a doctor too Lus. Think of Alex as a patient, I'm sure all those medical training you had would help."

"I-I-I don't know! I really dont know Elle, I know I am a doctor, but I just am so lost right now. I just felt so overwhelmed and my emotions are so jumbled up. This is a new level for me, one I had never experience before. Alex is different, he is my bloody husband! I just can't treat him like a normal patient!"

"It's alright Lus, just calm down okay? Deep breathes, deep steady breathes. Don't panic Lucy. I know you're a really strong women and you can do it. Don't be heartbroken, I'm sure he will remember you again. He is Alex for gods sake, he loves you very much."

"What I did to him was terrible, Elle. He doesn't deserve me, he is too kind for his own good. I just wants what's best for him. I know he will remember me as he just got temporary amnesia but what would happen afterwards? He would be so devastated and more heartbroken, I would break his heart twice! I just can't bear to see him so down again."

"Listen to me Luz. I know what you did is wrong and it really broke his heart. To be honest, I was really upset with you too then but what's done can't be undone. You have made that mistake in the past and all you can do is just to fix your mistake now. If you really love Alex, go shower him with love and made him feel like the happiest person in the planet because he still loves you very much Luz."

"Yeah you're right. Now thats I know I had feelings for him too, I'm going to start it all over again and love him with all my heart, because he really deserves it, E. I want to make him happy."

"There's the spirit! Maybe you should talk to Shawn for help since he's a psychologist."

"Oh right! Why didn't I think of that earlier? You're amazing Elle!"

"Of course I am! That's what I'm here for. Go on then! Call me back later Luz Luz!"

Eleanor ended the phone call and Lucia called Shawn, a psychologist and one of her friends in the hospital. Shawn was having a day off so Shawn asked her to meet him at the Café near the hospital. Although Lucia didn't really want to go out of the hospital, she went out to meet Shawn beacause she knew it was going to be a long conversation and they should meet in person.

At the café, Lucia looked arround and searched for Shawn, after she looked arround, She found a hazel haired guy who sat at the corner near the window. She waved to him and sat next to him.

"Shawn, oh gosh. I haven't meet you since what it feels like forever."

"Me too. I miss you so much Lus!"

"So, um. You know I call you because I want to ask you something"

"Yeah. You told me earlier. So what is it about? You never act so serious, I mean as serious as this before accept for talking about our patient's condition"

"Um. Yeah. About that. I want to ask you more about Amnesia. Temporary Amnesia."

"Why? I thought you didn't like that part and you are not interested about that topic and that's why you took operation with Sam and Blake."

"Well, my husband-uh, my husband got a car crash and he got temporary Amnesia. I...I want his old memory back Shawn. I want him back. I know even though he knew that I'm his real wife, as long as he still having temporary amnesia, he'll never be his old self. He will be a completely different person, having a completely different personality." Lucia said sadly and tears started forming in her eyes and slip out of her eyes.

" Shh. Don't cry Lus. It's okay. Shh. I can consult him if you want. It's temporary. It won't take too long. You said he got a car crash right?"

"Y..yeah." Lucia said

"Usually when people got amnesia from a car accident, it's usually and most likely to be a traumatic amnesia and yes you're right. It's temporary. It's caused by a hard hit."

"H..How long? How long can Alex get his memory back?"

"It's according to the person Lus, If you managed to bring back the most important memories or the things he love and mostly the person whom he love the most, he can get his memory back faster. You have to make him remember his memory by telling them one by one just like a story. But don't force him to remember something too much. Just take it slow. If he force to remember something, he will get a strong headache. I'm sure you're the one he loves the most so try to bring back memories of both of you together, I think it will help him."

"C...can you come tommorow? I want you to help him. I'm sure he needs someone to help him. I'm not an expert in psychology, so I don't really know a lot about these things. I used to think that it's boring and I'm really not interested in it but I know that it's important now. Even if it's boring, it helps you alot in this type of situation."