Whe. One has been left great disappointment many times
And left with lies upon lies
When one has been left with their trust thrown and broken to bits
You may say that all trust is broken to them
But you are wrong....
They have trusted themselves to not trust in others for there will be great disappointment

This will only make sence if you allow it to.

In other words

You have broken my trust so many times that i learned to trust myself that you will only disappoint me wich makes me disappoint myself

And its true i am a disappointment

Look around i always say

Im not like "normal" girls

I dont know what i am anymore

Once again i fallen into the abbys
The one i have tried to hide from
There is no escape from myself

I fear myself

Who knows were this path will take me now..

Yet again another mistake i have made

I made the mistake of disappointing you....

I am trully sorry

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