Suicide used to play a huge part in my life. I saw suicide as a companion or as a friend. People all around me would always be happy. I always though life would be happy everyone says it is but i dont believe a single shit they say i would always ask myself
Why are they so happy?
Then i clicked i didnt know what to do my parents started noticing i told them i was fine they shrugged it off. I was always faking everything
My smiles
My laughter
My emotions
My life
It seemed to last forever
My parents would always say oh dont worry its just a stage teens go through she'll get over it.
If it were just a stage then explain to me why there is suicide all around the world from different ages
I cant take it
I cant tell anyone my voice always betrays me
I just want to break down and cry,cry untill i have no tears left Suicide is a permanent solution
For a temporary problem
I hear this quote all the time but think about it i know i do
Would people care if i died? would they even notice?
Who knows? They might they might not.