Maybe it was all just a big joke
Everyone pretended to care
All those times you said you loved me
It was just a joke
I should've known
I never ment anything to you
But its okay
.....its fine
Fantastic
Its not like it hurts or anything
Its not like i care
Its not like ......its not
.......it maters anymore
Dont worry about me making you feel bad
You wont see me around anymore
You Dont have to deal with me always faking a smile
None of you have to hear me scream
Or cry anymore
Not that You care
Oh well its time for me to end this
You'll be better of withought me
Youll be happier

3:15
Youre sleeping
Im crying,
Screaming...

3:28
I paint with silver it turns to red

Magic

4:20
Cry myself to sleep

5:00 wake up tear stained
And with blood shot eyes

8:00
Fall asleep again

9:30
Wake up like nothing ever happened

10:00am
Try not to break infront of anyone
Laugh so no one will notice

9:00pm
Start all over again

Your insults
I say i dont care about
But i do
Please stop
It hurts
You make fun of my scars
I laugh with you calling myself stupid
When im alone
I let it all out
And take out the anger on myself
Making new scars

Its all just a joke to you
I laugh
But its not funny
At all