What a beautiful day...
What a marvelous place..
What a magnificent family...

Not

It's a horrible day
It's a terrible place
It's a fake and broke family

How should I say it
It's not good
It's not bad
It's numb

Great smile
Oh yeah it hides my wounds
Great laugh
Oh yeah it hides my screams

Having to laugh when wanting to cry is a horrible feeling
I've seen it
Of course she only thought I was crying from laugher
Let her believe that
As long as she doesn't know anything
I'll be okay
It will be okay
When tomorrow?
No but it will be
Someday it will
Just not today