"What the hell?!" I screamed out as I walked into my childhood home. My drunken father was laying in the middle of 100 beer cans, maybe more. I finally snapped out of my daze and walked to the middle of it all and checked his pulse just in case. I stared in astonishment as in how somebody can consume this amount of alcohol content and still live to tell the tale. "Dad?" I asked loudly while shaking him. After 5 minutes of this I gave up and walked up to my room and grabbed a bag from the closet and walked into jakes room. 

I stopped at the door just staring into his plain room, our father never really allowed him to have many stuff only what he truly needed in life. I walked down the stairs and stood by the front door, starting at my father I pulled out my phone and I called 911. "145th st sw 98760 alcohol poisoning" I hung up before the operator could get a word in. I spared him one last look and walked out the door and straight to my car. I stayed for a bit but when I heard the sirens I left back to the Cullens. Now the only thing on my  mind is how am I going to tell jake. I pulled into the driveway and saw the Cullens waiting outside, Jasper looked pained. Getting out he flashed next to me checking me for injures and when he found none he hugged me tight to his chest.

 " Alice told us what happen are you okay?" He pulled back and I could feel him start to mess with my emotions. "Stop doing that, it's okay to let me feel how I feel, now where is Jake?" Taking a step out of Jasper's arms I walked towards the others.  " Upstairs " I glanced at Esme great fully as I made my way into the house with all of them following. " Sissy " Jake came flying down the stairs with a bright smile playing on his face. He jumped into my arms giving me a giant hug. "Jake I need to tell you something okay?" I carried jake to the couch and sat down with him beside me. " What is it?" I was so busy trying to think of ways to tell him that our father might not be alive anymore. I didn't know I zoned out until Carlisle put his hand on my shoulder. Glancing up he gave me a nod to continue. 

"Honey I know you don't really like our father but today when i went to pick up some of your stuff I saw he was drunk and passed out on the ground. Well I called 911 and they are most likely there now but I don't think he made it. I just wanted to tell you and If you have any feelings to talk about we are here for you." Jake sat there for a good moment surrounded in silence, everyone was on edge. "Did you get my stuff?" We all let out a laugh and I nodded my head. Jake smiled and went to play video games with Edward. Sighing I felt arms wrap themselves around my body. "Hello major" I purred out while turning around. "You can talk to me" Jasper said looking me in the eyes. I felt him trying to influence my emotions and I started to get increasingly angry. 

"Stop!  what did I tell you about that!" I increased the volume of my voice and pushed myself away from him. I noticed a change in his stance, I'm guessing he is starting to feed off my anger because his eyes started to withhold anger.  "I'm only trying to help, don't get angry with me" His harsh words sliding right through his grinding teeth. "I can do what I damn well please! same with my feelings! STOP CHANGING THEM!!" My voice got louder with each word until I full out yelling. "Stop yelling or else" Jasper was full out glaring and grinding his teeth. I should've stopped there because I knew i was crossing into pretty dangerous territory but my anger kept clouding my mind set. "OR ELSE WHAT JASPER." I glared straight at him almost challenging him for dominance in this fight. 

Something changed about jasper, his stance changed into a almost army stance. His hands flew behind his back and his eyes turned completely black. "I said stop ash" His voice , It was more demanding , more fearful but I refuse to back down. " How about you make me" I yelled back at him my tone held anger. I knew I was pushing the boundaries but I was to angry to care. "I'm warning you one more time." This time it seemed it was more serious, like his patience was wearing thin. "How about you make me Jasper" I knew I over stepped the line because next thing I know he was grabbing my arm tightly with a glare directed at me. " I said enough, don't make me hurt you!" His voice was raising. " You wouldn't even if you wanted to. " I challenged him with a smirk. 

I trusted Jasper enough to know he wouldn't hurt me but major was a different story. Major then said "Jasper wouldn't but if it came down to it I would set you back in your place and you're pushing it ash." My fear spiked slightly knowing major was in full control and not Jasper. If I wasn't careful I might be in trouble or worse. I knew  what major was capable of but i didn't know what he would do if I kept pushing him. " I know you can't hurt me, i'm your mate no matter how badly you want to you can't." I said. I started thinking of ways to bring Jasper back before this got out of hand. " I can't hurt you but i can make you feel fear like no one's ever felt. " 

I was entirely wrong about the major..