Soon after the wolf's everything started going back to normal. Jake was playing games with Emmett and luckily he hasn't comment on my red eyes. I started thinking about the past. My father... (God i want to kill him) After that thought my throat started burning really badly, worst then when i woke up. My anger boiled over like lava. I just wanted to kill him... (What..) i was shocked at my own thought. "Ash" Edward warned slightly getting ready like i was going to attack someone. "Honey whats wont" Jasper pulled me close. I could feel his power trying to smooth the burning rage building within me. "I don't know, i started thinking about Him and suddenly i just want to kill something" I hushly said so Jake wouldn't hear. "You're a newborn that's very normal for you to feel for blood" Carlisle said quickly drawing the attention of Emmett. "i knew it" He mumbled under his breath. Suddenly a phone started ringing and Edward reached picking up. It was bella asking to come over, well more like demanding. "Um i don't think that's a good idea" Edward tried reasoning with her but she would have none of it and wanted to come see him. "Okay new problem" Emmett said getting up but jake was to engrossed in the game to notice Emmett leaving. "She can come but no where near Jake or jasper because she seems to protective of them." Esma said while coming up to Carlisle. "She better not touch them" I growled out getting all worked up again but Jasper toned my anger down a bit. We were interrupted by the horrible sound of a broken down car. "Jake honey come to sissy and don't leave her side okay" I spoke to Jake slowly so he could understand my tone. Nodding his head he logged off his game and walked over to me. He moved so he was slightly behind Jasper and I, grabbing our hands tightly. "Hello?" We heard Bella's voice echo through out the big house. "Up here love" Edward didn't seem to happy to hear his mates calling for him. She walked into the room like she owned the place. "babe" her voice sounded way to fake happy. Her eyes moved from Edward to me and widened greatly. "Who is she" "I'm Ash" i replayed before Edward could. I stepped forward not daring taking a breath of her smell but i could hear the blood rushing through her veins like a waterfall. Her heart beat like a hummingbird. "Wait Ash from school, the emo one" I started not to like her tone and my throat wasn't helping my problem. Jasper reached out and pulled me back behind him slightly so he could get a better hold on me if i do attack.  I felt a small hand grip the back of my shirt tightly. "WAIT IS SHE ONE OF YOU!!!! WHY HER AND NOT ME" Bella started screaming at Edward her anger rising. It all went really silent when a whimper from Jake rang throughout our ears. My whole body froze along with the rest of there's. I whipped myself around and saw jake crying greatly. "Brother What is wrong" I hushed my voice and kneeled myself down to make me smaller to him. "She reminds me of daddy yelling" Jake wailed hugging me tightly, I forgot yelling made him go into flashbacks of our dad and mom. "Emmett take Jake to another room please" My voice was strained from holding back the huge amount of anger i was feeling. "i don't-" "Emmett just don't" i cut him off with a glare. He was smart not to anger me more and took crying jake to another room trying to smooth him. "Esma you should go with" I was glad Esma was listening to me and ran out of the room. "You won't hurt me right Edward and Carlisle won't let you" Bella's voice sounded hard but i could tell in her eyes that she was very scared of me. "Oh honey didn't you hear? I'm a newborn they can't hold me back even if they tried" I could feel the anger push over and my eyes go bright red, my throat burned in hunger for her blood and i wanted now. No one will stop me... "Enough"