Hey, I'm Joseph ! Just a ordinary 14 year old in a big bad world ! So this book is gonna be like my life basically and I'm breaking the 4th wall again aren't I ? Well you're gonna have to deal with this sh*t if you are gonna read this book..

I just started school and I feel so awkward about everything ! Year 8 is starting soon and I'm gonna have to make new friends..... yay? I dunno... I haven't been the best at making new friends but I guess my old ones will have to do. I have to see her again...... I don't know her much but I am hoping we are gonna have a friendship. She seems funny and enthusiastic about everything.

The first period started and mr Buckley has been so annoying..why can't he just shut up ? Hmm I wonder how much they are paid to talk and talk some some useless shit that we aren't even gonna use in our lives ! Like WHY !

Finding my old friends were hard as they would be playing basketball I dunno where ........ the girl I liked, I found out her name when a few of the other guys started discussing about her and saying how good she looked and how awesome she was but I didn't care and was going to find it all out by myself.

I hope she was the one. Even though I knew she wouldn't like me back the way I want her too......