Made for the lovely poetrythanki! <3

So I just kind of want to get this off my chest. Today was a weird day. I woke up, brushed my teeth, had my breakfast, trolled people on twitter and kinda enjoyed most of my day till noon. I was okay with everything until mom and I had this conversation that really triggered me. It's kinda personal, but sometimes even parents cannot take the hint that the things they say might affect their children in the wrong way. This thing has been bugging me since last year (a big big mishap that changed my life for the worse. And if you think I'm exaggerating...then oh well) and I carry that burden even today. I get bad anxiety attacks; sometimes they could be mild, but most of the times they're just...bad. I kinda black out, my hands start shaking and I just cannot talk to anybody. It takes time usually to jerk back to reality. Today thankfully it wasn't all that bad, but it affected me all the same. I talked to my bff (who honestly has her own shit to deal with rn. None of us has things going smoothly at home) and it helped. I did some plotting for ACD; made that graphic; and overall I was productive? Lol anxiety attacks kicking my lazy butt to get all the work done haha. It's weird. Really weird. But I'm so thankful it wasn't all that bad, like the last one.

Anyway, lol really wanted to just get that off my chest because parent's ain't fun to talk with and I have no siblings so...YOU GUYS IT IS! Haha. 

But dude, gothic style is so not my thing haha. 

Tell me about your day! <3

~Jenna