"Can we talk?"

I've been staring at my phone for the past hour not knowing what to say or do. I do want to talk to him yes, but at the same time can I trust him? He literally tried to kill me a few days ago.

I know I have to face him either way because we go to the same school. It's honestly so scary how someone can flip their emotions so quickly. Kai was ready to marry me, he even told me he loved me...but then in seconds he tried shooting me because of his reputation. Ezra would never do that to me. Even when I embarrassed him in front of hundreds of mafias he still made sure I was feeling fine.

I decide to text Kai back.
"Tomorrow at lunch?" I write and send. Since we will see each other at school we have to sort this out. He can't make me his enemy. We were so good before all of this happened and I hope in a weird way we can become friends again.

***

Alex drops me off at school and I make my way inside. I go to my first class. It's all about Mrs Morris talking about how to solve X. I hate math.

When the lesson ends I walk out to find  Kai but see that he's already waiting for me outside. I pause where I am. Scared to move. He sees my fear and tells me "I won't hurt you"

I give him a nod and we walk outside to talk about it all. We find an empty bench and sit down.

I don't know what to say so I wait for him to start this conversation. "I'm so sorry for what I did that day" he starts.

I don't dare to meet his eyes. "The Kai I thought I knew would never try to hurt me" I say.

His head drops. "I know, I don't know what got into me, I really did love you" he says.

"Someone who love doesn't do shit like that" I snap sounding more harsh.

"I swear it was all my father, he told me I put shame on our family and I don't know why I cared but it was all a big mistake" he says sounding genuine. I do believe him. I know from experience how much family affects people.

"I will give you a second chance, but never do something like that ever again" I say sounding unsure of my decision.
He nods. "I would like that" he says with a slight smile on his face.

We chat for a while before the bell rings and I have to go to my next class. None of my classes was with Kai today which was pretty nice actually. It gave me time to think.
But if Ezra deserved a chance Kai does too.

I get home and study some more before Mia shows up knocking on my bedroom door. "How did you get in" I ask surprised she is here.

"Your brother let me in" she says getting comfortable on my bed. "I'm happy your here and I force you to stay til dinner" I say as she nods.

I tell Mia about today and she thinks I made a terrible choice. But like what was I supposed to do he looked so miserable.
"Dinneeeeer!" Alex yells from the kitchen. We head to the table and take seats. "The food looks amazing" Mia says taking in the smell.

Alex has got us a maid to cook food every day and it's honestly been so much easier. She makes amazing food.

"How has your day been" Alex asks Mia. We both get quite shocked because they always fight when they get together. Mia makes a quick laugh then starts to tell a story about a guy she saw today.
"And then he winked at me! Like what does that mean?" she says happy. "Obviously he likes you, you should flirt back" I say while taking bites of my food.

"He's was so fine! But I don't think I have a chance on him, I mean you guys haven't seen the girls he hangs out with, they are literally models" she says.

"Oh shut up you look like a literal goddess" I say because she really is beautiful. I've always thought that, Mia could get any guy she wants. "Right Alex" I say tapping his foot from under the table.

"Yes, you are gorgeous Mia, don't let anyone say otherwise" he says looking at her.

"Aww guys you are making me tear up" she says blushing. "You know this is the first time you guys aren't actually fighting" I say laughing.

"Yea it's nice to not fight sometimes too" Mia says as she watches Alex laugh.

I tell Alex everything that's been going on. Mia helps me fill in the things I have missed. It's funny how close we have gotten that she even knows my stories better than me.

"Shit! It's past ten I have to get home and study" Mia says putting her jacket on fast and opens the front door. It's raining so much. She pauses to think. "No worries I will drive you" Alex says putting on his coat. "Oh no, it's fine I just need an umbrella" she says smiling.

"Nope my brother is driving you I'm not letting you get soaking wet" I say as they both head outside.

*one week later*

It's been a good week. I talk to Kai like normally. And Ezra talks to me daily. It's nice having them as friends. I try to stay away from all relationships. It's better to not have feelings for someone than to  get crushed again.

I've told about Kai to Ezra. He wasn't happy at all but tried to stay calm. He just wants me to be safe and for me to hang out with the guy that tried to murder me sounds not so good. So Ezra is scared and calls me a lot to make sure I'm safe.

But today he hasn't called or texted me.  I really shouldn't care this much. Sometimes I just wish I could know what people think about. Mind reading would be a cool superpower.

There will be a party at Kai's today and I think it would be fun to go. I've been so into school lately I haven't had much fun. So I call Mia and Ezra to join me. Both say yes so I head upstairs to ask Alex if he wants to come too.

I knock on his office door. "Come in" he says. "Sorry to bother but I'm heading out for a party, care to join?" I ask.

He thinks about it a lot not sure if he wants to come. "Mia and Ezra will be there" I say. "Alright let's go" he says standing up.

We drive to the house and it is quite scary being back here since his family hates me. I'm lucky they aren't home today. Ezra is already here standing outside waiting for us.

I run up and hug him. "Hi, love" he says so effortlessly. I've missed that word. I smile softly at him. Trying to hide the fact that I liked him saying that. "Is Mia here" I ask. "Haven't seen her yet" he says. Alex gives Ezra a death stare beside me. "Alex" I say hitting him with my arm to make him stop.

"Please be nice to each other for one night guys" I say standing in between them. "Yeah if he behaves" Alex says wanting to piss off Ezra. I know how much Ezra regrets what he's done and that he understands my brother for being angry at him. So he stays calm.

"I will I promise" Ezra says giving Alex a slight nod.

"I'll wait for Mia you guys head inside" Alex says and we do so.

"Do you hear the music!" I say jumping inside the house while singing the lyrics. Ezra laughs watching me.

"I need to say hi to Kai" I say trying to find him in all of these people. He's on a table as he spots me too. "Ladies and gentleman that is the fucking best human you will ever meet" he says pointing at me as I laugh. I push through some people leaving Ezra behind, then Kai takes my hand and pulls me up. Everyone starts cheering as we stand on top of the table close to each other.

***

We dance so much as I get handed drinks every 10 minutes. I've not had this much fun in so long. My feet hurt from jumping and dancing. I don't know why but Kai kisses me on the cheek and holds my ass. I blame it on the alcohol and try to move his hand away as I laugh it off. But through the whole night he keeps touching me in places a friend shouldn't.

"Stop touching me Kai" I say as he laughs. "We are just having fun sorry" he says acting like I'm the wrong one here. I get off the table and push my way out of these people.

I bump into Ezra. "Are you good" he asks worried. I do not tell him about what Kai has been doing because I know it would cause a problem and I don't want this to end bad. "Yeah, are you having fun?" I ask changing the subject.

"Why was he touching you like that" Ezra asks clenching his jaw. Well great now he's mad.

"He just thought he had fun" I say knowing how stupid it sounds. Kai had no right to touch me like that.
"I will fucking beat him up, no one can touch you like that" he says as his eyes set on Kai.

"Actually you can't tell me who can and cannot touch me. You are just my friend and I am allowed to be exploring guys" What the hell am I even saying. I think those drinks were stronger than I thought. He looks at me confused. "You can't be serious right now" he says still angry that someone touched me.

He walks off frustrated leaving me. We are not finished here so I follow him outside. "You can't just walk mid a fight" I yell behind him. He turns to me hands in his pockets. "Love I'm trying to not cause a scene by killing Kai" he says furious.

"No you have no right to act like this. Are you going to act this way when I meet a new boy too?" I ask talking like I could ever fall in love with anyone else again.

"We can be really good frie..." I get cut off by Ezra.

"Don't fucking say friends again" he says. "We could never be just friends, never been and never will." He says his eyes filled with so much lust.
My heart starts to speed up as he stares into me.

He walks towards me fast with steady steps. "Fuck it" he says grabbing me by the back of my neck and smashing his lips onto mine.

I push him away and breathe hard. "You shouldn't have..." I say as I feel my body reacting. I want all of him, as much as I try to push that my body can't control itself. Before he get a chance to apologize for his action I grab his shirt and pull him in for another kiss. The kiss his hungry, needy and passionate. It's like we both have wanted this for so long.
He smiles against my lips as my hands go to his hair and he picks me up. I hook my legs around him. His fucking touch feeling so good on my skin.
He breaks the kiss to catch his breath.

Those freaking gorgeous eyes looking only at me.

"Amelia!" I hear a scream. "Fuck Mia is looking for me." I say to Ezra as he drops me to the floor again. "Not a word about this for Mia" I say as I fix my hair and head for where Mia is standing.

"Oh there you are. I looked everywhere for you" she says relieved I'm fine.

"What are you even doing out here" she says giving Ezra a nasty look as he can't stop smiling.
"Just sorting some things out" I say nervously as we all head back inside.

***

I can't keep my eyes of off Ezra for the rest of the night and it seems like he can't either. Our eyes say so much more than words. And it's so hard having to resist getting close to him. I try my best because I had promised myself to not fall for this again. But god that was easier said than done.

Alex seems to have a lot of fun and keeps going wherever Mia goes. I knew he would like her. I mean how can you not.

Ezra walks to me and takes a seat beside me. I don't look at him as I'm trying to breathe correctly. His knee slightly touches mine. And the air becomes heavy, spinning my head.
"Do you want to leav..." he doesn't get to finish as I look at him and burst out a "yes"

We both stand up and leave this party. He drives to my house and parks outside. I get out of the car as he stays. I don't want him to leave. I need him.

I walk over to his side of the car and he rolls his window down. "There is no one home, just me..." I say teasing him. He smirks knowing what I want. "You can just ask if you want to see me shirtless" he says making a joke about it.

I laugh. "Asshole" I say opening the door for him then pulling him out. He looks down at me his eyes so deep. "Are you sure you want this love" he asks as he leans down, inches away from me. "Positive" I say. He kisses me slowly at first then picks me up and walks us inside the house.

He presses me against the wall as he kisses down my neck. I let out a soft moan making him go feral. We go into my room and he throws me onto the bed. He takes off his clothes. Oh lord have mercy.

I throw away my top and Ezra helps me with taking my pants off. He kisses down my spine and I can't help but arch my back. He pulls down my underwear and as his tongue slid inside  me I grabbed onto the sheets.

*phone calls*

It's Alex. Really he had to call right now. "Ezra wait" I say out of breath. I answer the phone. "Amelia where are you!" Alex asks worried.

I try to get myself together. I see Ezra smile proudly as he goes back down on me as I'm on the phone. I let out a light moan. Shit. "I...I'm home" I let out.
God it feels so good. "I will be home late today so don't wait for me. Why are you out of breath?" Alex asks on the phone. Fuck. Come up with something fast.

"I... had..to run up the stairs" I say as Ezra keeps giving me pleasure. It's getting really hard to stay quiet.
"Alright...see you tomorrow then" Alex says and I hang up the phone.

"That was so evil" I say as he looks up proud of himself. "But you still enjoyed it" he says smiling. He knows what he's doing to me and that I can't resist him.

"Come here" I say grabbing him making him kiss me again. I need all of him now. He's on top of me. "Shit I forgot condoms" he says disappointed in himself.
"It's fine I'm on the pills" I say pressing him inside me. I moan out loud. "You're so big" I say.

"You can take it love" Ezra says. "Yes I can" I say agreeing with him.
I'm arching everywhere. My hands are gripping his shoulders, his body so hot against me. I'm trying not to scream as he thrust himself inside me and I move with the motion. He knows it all. Where to kiss me, how to kiss me. He kisses me until my head spins into oblivion.
I close my eyes in pleasure as I listen to the soft grunts from him. He grabs my face sliding his tongue inside my mouth. Kissing me so hard. His taste so good.
"I think that my heart will burst out" Ezra says his heart beating so freaking fast I too think it will pop out.

I smile because moments like this makes this all worth it. Even after what I've been through these sweet moments is what I live for. I just wish we could stay here forever.

This was by far the longest chapter but I hope it's not too long!

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