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Jungkook sniffled, wiping off his tears with his hands. He feels so lightheaded as he stood up from the floor after crying for hours.

He hissed because of his pounding headache. He drank some ice water before going to his bedroom. It’s already mid night and Taehyung hadn’t came back to his apartment.

Jungkook was already tired after what happened and he needs some rest but Taehyung was still outside, and he was worried about him which kept him up from falling asleep.

Cold water splashed over his face, trying to washing off his tiredness and sadness. He wiped the remained water droplets from his face with a towel while walking out of his bathroom.

He sat over his bed and take out his phone, dialling Taehyung’s number which was already switched off. He laid down on his bed, thinking about everything that Taehyung said to him.

Tears flowed down as he recalled how Taehyung was looking so upset and hurt by his words. He accused him for nothing. Insecurities possessed him which was why he acted like that.

Jungkook never liked to yell or fight with Taehyung because it makes both of them upset and Jungkook never wanted it.

Jungkook didn’t realise when he fallen asleep while crying to himself.

Why can’t he just live happily.

The pain was still there, eating him and hammering on his mental health. They became so attached to each other that it feared him to even think about letting each other go. The fear of; never seeing each other, never talk to each other after breaking things off or even moving on from each other. It scared them to death.

Jungkook’s eyelids flickers open when he felt a warm duvet over his body, a warm pair of lip placed over his cold forehead.

He let out few squeaks of confusion before opening his eyes. “Taehyung?” he mumbled in a small voice but sighed when the door creak closed.

Jungkook quickly climbed off the bed, grabbing the duvet cover with him before he left his room. He didn’t realise he fell asleep for 4 hours as it was past 5 in morning when he glanced over his wall clock while walking to the living room.

Jungkook sighed in relief as when he spotted Taehyung who lying on his couch with arm over forehead.

“Tae?” he ambled over Taehyung with the duvet cover in his hands.

Taehyung removed his arm when he heard the soft and delicate voice. His gaze met with Jungkook who looks so adorable as the male laid on couch with him, settling down over couch.

“You haven’t sleep yet?” Taehyung asked, embracing the boy into his arms who cuddles onto him.

“No.” Jungkook mumbled, placing his head on Taehyung’s chest, listening to his every heartbeat.

Taehyung nuzzles his nose against Jungkook’s head, tightening his grip around the boy to hold him closer. 

Jungkook clutched over Taehyung’s shirt, slightly sniffing–

“Why did you smoke, Taehyung? You promised me that you wouldn't continue to doing it.” He muttered, looking up to Taehyung whose eyes were closed.

“I guess I broke it.” Taehyung said nonchalantly.

Another peaceful silence before Jungkook let out a sob onto Taehyung’s chest.

“I made you to break the promise, right? I’m so s-sorry, Tae. I-i didn’t mean to hurt you– i was just confused with everything.” Jungkook stammered, crying out and letting Taehyung know that he was sorry for his actions.

Silence.

“T-Tae–” Jungkook let out, so fragile and light.

“Sleep Jungkook. We can talk tomorrow or some other day. I know you’re tired right now.” Taehyung said sharply, except for mumbling the last part.

Jungkook shakes his head. “N-No. I’m sorry, Tae. I wrongly accused you, I’m mad at myself for doing that. I just got overwhelmed with everything around me, you were ignoring me, Tae and suddenly I saw you with someone- I just got the wrong idea. I’m sorry for having so many insecurities but I trust you Tae–”

“You don’t trust me.” Taehyung cut him off. “But please don’t doubt my love for you. I-I love you more than anything.”

Jungkook sniffled as he continued to listens to Taehyung’s heartbeats.

“I love you too.” He breathed out softly, his own heart began pounding. “I’m sorry, Taehyungie. I wish I could undo all of these, I don’t like to fight with you but I just got confused by your distant behaviour. I’ll try to be a good boyfriend–”

“You’re more than enough, my baby. It’s me who isn’t good at being a boyfriend, should’ve realised that I was hurting you.” Taehyung grasped Jungkook’s cheeks before pressing a kiss on his forehead.

“Even if we fight, please don’t give up on this relationship, we’ll work on it and sort out everything by talking.” Taehyung mumbled softly, throwing his leg over Jungkook’s body, cuddling him over the couch. “Call me selfish but I need you for me.”

Jungkook looked up at him, drowsy.

“You want to meet my cousin?” Taehyung asked.

Jungkook shakes his head. “I trust you, Tae. I'm so stupid to even thinking about you cheating on me. I-I just want to live with you happily for rest of my life. I seriously don’t need anything else.”

Taehyung blushed at Jungkook’s words.

“You wants to be with me? Forever?” Taehyung grinned. Jungkook nodded before pressing their lips together.

“Then I’m going to be with you. Forever.”

Oh how wrong they were.

Sharing few kisses, mumbling each other ‘I love yous’, silently pleading to forget about what happened earlier and let’s restart everything, they fell asleep on each other, though, it was a bit uncomfortable on couch but it doesn’t matter for now.

Taehyung was first to open his eyes. He grunted, trying to stretch out his numb limbs but he paused when his gaze falls on the pretty boy who was sleeping. Blonde peachy hair fell upon his closed eyes, lips parted, head against on his firm chest, fist bunched onto his shirt.

He ran his fingers through those blonde locks before kissing the pretty boy’s head. He heard a soft humming from Jungkook in sleep.

“Wake up, Kookie. It’s already afternoon time.” Taehyung mumbled softly before wrapping his arm around the pretty boy, whose body was oddly warm than usual.

“No~ it’s cold.” Jungkook whined, eyes still closed.

Taehyung chuckles but his smile fades away when his hand slide under Jungkook’s shirt because Jungkook’s body was literally burning from fever.

“Jungkook, you have fever.” Taehyung said, furrowing his brows. “Get up, baby.” He gently shook Jungkook’s body to wake him up.

“No, Tae don’t leave me please.” Jungkook whispered when Taehyung sits up on the couch.

“I won’t, Kookie. You have fever and we have to go to your bedroom so you can rest properly, alright?” Taehyung picked up Jungkook from the couch and take him to the bedroom.

Jungkook’s eyes and cheeks were swollen from crying, cheeks were crimson due to the high fever as Taehyung measured his body temperature by a thermometer. Taehyung changed Jungkook’s clothes to freshen up him and helped him in wearing the new clothes.

“I’m going to pharmacy, if you need anything just call me. Your phone is on the nightstand.” Taehyung said, shoving his phone and wallet into his pocket, glancing over Jungkook who was under blankets.

“Kiss me,” Jungkook muttered, slightly pouting, cheeks red from fever.

Taehyung grinned, walking to him. He leaned and plant a kiss on his forehead.

“You have fever, baby.” Taehyung said before walking away from there.

“Thank you for visiting our store, sir.”

Taehyung smiled politely at the male receptionist before walking out of the convenient store which wasn’t so far from Jungkook’s apartment. He bought medicine and some grocery items for them.

Ding

Taehyung take out his phone while walking to Jungkook’s apartment.

Shee-whale

Uncle Seoyun’s asking u to join a meeting with him

Taehyung

I’m not going anywhere

Shee-whale

Y’know he’s going to be angry at u

Taehyung

So???

Taehyung’s jaw clenched as he shoved his phone into pocket.

“What are you doing?” He asked as he walked into the kitchen and spotted Jungkook sitting on one of the stool.

“I’m hungry!” Jungkook remarked, looking up with his big eyes. Taehyung grinned, kissing on Jungkook’s temples.

“Why is it so tasteless, Tae?” Jungkook cringed at plain taste of the porridge. “I want to eat something else. Um something spicy.”

“You have to take your medicine, alright? Moreover you’re sick, plain food is healthy for your body right now.” Taehyung explained gently patting Jungkook’s head, eating his own brunch.

Jungkook stirred the porridge with his spoon while looking over Taehyung. He looked away, his jaw was clenched as he was thinking something.

“Want me to feed you?”

Jungkook shakes his head before he stood up from the stool.

“I’m hungry for something else.”

Taehyung’s eyes soften as he cupped Jungkook’s jaw. “What?”

Jungkook got on his knees while maintaining the eye contact with Taehyung whose eyes widen.

“I want to suck your dick.” Jungkook said, gripping on Taehyung’s thighs.

“Lemme show you that I’m worthy more than anyone else. You cannot leave me.” Jungkook continued while un-buckling Taehyung’s pants, hands shaky and breathing unstable.

“Jungkook, what are you doing?” Taehyung asked confusingly.

Jungkook didn’t listen to him as he un-zipped Taehyung’s pants.

“You wouldn’t think of leaving me after this.”

Taehyung stood up. “Jungkook!” he snapped, pushing away Jungkook from him.

“Taehyungie, please let me do this–” Jungkook said desperately.

Taehyung gulped as he could see how desperate he sounds. He had never seen him like this, doey eyes weren’t sparkling like they always do. His eyes were darken for some reasons and Taehyung was so confused about it. Probably because of his fever...?

“Baby, you aren’t well right now. We can do it later, alright?” Taehyung stammered.

Jungkook shook his head. “No, I want now!!”

“I’ll do it properly and try to feel you good, so you won't leave me or wouldn't even think of it.” Jungkook crawled over Taehyung who zipped up his pants.

Taehyung grasped Jungkook’s shoulders and helped him to stand up.

“What’s wrong with you? I said I won’t leave you, I could never think of leaving you, baby.” Taehyung hugged Jungkook who started to sobbing. His whole body was trembling and breathing were uneven.

“Oh my baby, don't cry please.”

“I k-know but i-i’m afraid, okay? What i-if you’re l-lying to m-me.”

Taehyung gently rubbed circles onto Jungkook’s back, trying to calming him down. He could feel the way Jungkook’s body got tensed and shaky against his body.

“I’m not leaving you. I love you so much, did you get that? I love you Jungkook.” Taehyung continued to rubbing Jungkook’s back.

“My baby, you’re okay. Jesus, you’re literally shaking.” Taehyung mumbled the last part to himself. He was so confused, like what happened to Jungkook. It's not like he have never taken care of Jungkook whenever the male have fallen sick, he always take care of the pretty boy but he doesn't know what went wrong this time.

“I-I can’t c-control i-it–” Jungkook let out a choked sob.

“It’s okay, you’re doing okay.” Taehyung’s own body was tensed as he have never seen Jungkook like that. His own heart was accelerating. He continued caressing Jungkook’s back, mumbling sweet things into his ear.

His own tears were building up after hearing Jungkook’s cries.

“Jungkook?” Taehyung’s grip tighten around Jungkook as he felt the male completely loosen up his body upon him.

“Kook–” Taehyung’s heart skipped a beat when he saw Jungkook fainted on him.

Jungkook just fainted over him.

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there're a lot of mature topics that we're going to encounter in future, please only continue reading it if you can handle it !

lil kookie got sick :( after crying so much

stay safe and healthy

I love you

- polo 💚