(Kalila)

Zayn left the kitchen to go shower and I tried to keep my upbeat facade up to Gwen.

"So, Niall will be here in an hour", Gwen said.

"Yeah, about the university....I...I've been thinking that I need to work a little longer in photography. Just for now!", I told her, trying to look as nonchalant as possible.

"Totally get it", Gwen shrugged, not making a big deal out of it, to my relief.

"Want some breakfast?", I smiled at her.
"I make a mean omelette", I raised my eyebrows and looked at her from the side.

"Sure!", Gwen pulled herself up to sit on the countertop next to me as I got out everything I needed for our omelettes.

"Soooo.....the rest of what happened with Theo, Niall and Liam...?", I said to her.

I couldn't rest until I got the entire story. I'd never heard anything like it. It was fascinating.
Gwen gave me a look and smiled, knowing it was only a matter of time before I brought it up again.

"Right, okay, umm-", she started, but I jogged her memory for her.
"Niall told Liam to put the cream in you", I said, fast.

She looked at me and smirked at my impatience, then picked up where she left off.

(Gwen)

Niall exploded at Liam.

"I'm NOT letting this mother fucker touch her again! She was drunk as hell last night and he took her virginity, Liam!!"

"Please stop!", I shouted, crying harder than ever, mortified by this entire situation, but mostly scared.

"Give me the cream", I heard Liam say.

He sounded closed to me.
"Gwen? Are you okay with me applying this cream?", he asked me as a doctor, not a friend.

All I cared about was stopping it.
My fear obliterated any reservation I'd normally have about a friend, a friend who's a man, putting their finger inside of me.

I nodded as I curled into a tighter ball, the throbbing getting faster.

Niall walked over to Theo.
"Let's go", he said as he pulled Theo's arm with him as he walked out of the room.

Theo looked conflicted and infuriated. He jerked his arm out of Niall's hand and stormed out of the room.

"I'm going to wash my hands, I'll be right back", Liam said to me as he left the room.

At this point, I could actually feel the pulsing deep inside of me compressing so hard that I almost orgasmed. The numbing of the cream seemed to be wearing off.

A moment later, Liam was back in the room and paced over to me.

"Gwen", his tone was purely professional. I didn't even feel like I was in the room with Liam.
This was Dr. Payne.

"Can you get on your back? It's okay if you can't", he said.

I inhaled and shoved myself over to lie on my back, my legs bent with knees propped up, my body and breath shivering.

"That's good. Now I'm going to lift the bed sheet off of you", he said, steadily, and I nodded.

"Can you spread your knees apart at all?", he asked and I shook my head "no", fast. My thighs were pressed together so tightly that my inner knees stung.

"Okay, that's okay. If you need to stay in this position, I can apply the cream by moving under your legs. Do you understand and are you okay with this?", he asked me.

I nodded fast, my eyes closed so tight that my ears hummed in pain.

"I don't have gloves. Are you okay with that?", he said, again, very professionally. I felt surprisingly calm because of his tone.

I opened my eyes and saw him squeeze out the Lidocaine cream onto his middle finger.

I felt his arm graze against the bottom of my thigh and I sharply inhaled.

"Gwen. Are you ready?"

"Okay", I exhaled, fighting off more orgasms.

I felt the tip of his finger against my entrance and push in, the tiniest bit.

A moan came out of me that I couldn't control.
Liam didn't even flinch.

"Gwen, it's okay. You can't help this. You have a physical condition. There is nothing wrong with you. I'm going to push in further to get the cream deeper inside", Liam told me before he moved his arm, going deeper into me.

For what seemed like the millionth time in one day, my muscles convulsed, pumped and clenched, except this time, it was around Liam's finger.

I couldn't help moving my hips, bucking my body, whimpering as I thrusted myself, making Liam's finger go in and out of me.

He just held still and looked away as I got off on his finger.
I couldn't stop.

I cried out, mortified, as my back arched and I jerked myself up and down, tears rolling from the edges of my eyes.

Liam saw my tears and held his fist hard as I pumped against it.
"You're okay, Gwen. I'm here", he soothed me.
"Keep going if you need to".

I relaxed hearing his voice, a high-pitched whimper escaped my lips.

We heard shouting on the other side of the house, but Liam was quick to speak over them.
"Gwen, breathe, the cream will take effect, you're okay".

I felt his arm move a little and I looked over to see him grab the prescription bottle that he held earlier.

With one hand, he popped the cap off as his other hand was held strong against me, keeping his finger inside of me while I moved my hips, sliding it in and out of me.

He took a pill out and held it over my mouth.
"Take this, Gwen".

Anything to end this

I opened my mouth and he placed it inside, then handed me the glass of water. I drank it down immediately.

My hips kept rolling, I whimpered and moaned, riding out a dozen more orgasms that were somehow unsatisfying.

My muscles pulled Liam's finger deep inside of me, sucking it hard and desperate.

"Gwen. Do you want me to...help you", he asked, his voice steady.

I couldn't think, I could only feel, I nodded, my face contorted, pleading.

I felt his finger flex and push up against that spot that made my toes curl. My eyes went wide open, instinctively looking down at myself.

Liam had his head turned to the side, not looking at me, giving me as much privacy as he could possibly give me. I saw his bicep swell and felt his finger press hard against the spot again.

A moan came out of me that the neighborhood could hear.

I watched Liam's bicep flex over and over again as he curled his finger, stimulating that deep spot inside of me.

A release that felt so angry came over me that I vibrated against the bed. I shook with relief, screaming out from the ferocity.

As I was sighing loudly against the pillow, I heard more shouting from a distant part of the house, but my eyes rolled to the back of my head.

A sweet soothing hum buzzed through me, making me so sleepy, I couldn't keep my eyes open.

My legs relaxed and I felt Liam pull his finger away, very slowly.
I smiled out of pure gratitude that I didn't moan or get going again at the feeling.

I felt the sheets cover me and a kiss on my forehead that wasn't Dr. Payne anymore.
It was Liam.