THE LOW, A JACK HARLOW FIC.

CHAPTER 17.

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user1 OMG SUCH A GOOD COMBO.

𝐕𝐈𝐄𝐖 𝐀𝐋𝐋 MORE 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒...

𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫 THEY LOOK SO GOOD

user2 parents 💔

user3 WHO BROKE UP WITH HER? ARE THEY MAD???

user4 wait they're besties? I thought jack was his best friend?

user5 bisexual alert
⤷user6 nah fr I'm about to combust

user7 OMG 😍😍😍

user8 they could shoot me. both of them.

user9 she's always tagging people to her insta

user10 are y'all peeing together or something?

user11 I thought he was gay?

user12 she was just talking about Jack now she's with his bestie. A little sus
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user13 drop some music !!!!

dojacat no I wasn't invited to a threesome?
⤷sza next time love
⤷dojacat OH OKAY

jackharlow Montero.....

𝐋𝐎𝐀𝐃 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒

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9:30 PM

jackharlow

:
jackharlow shared szas story with you

What is this?

LILNASX
she's my girlfriend now

jackharlow
bruh fr why are y'all hanging out?
we just broke up.

LILNASX
sound like a you problem

jackharlow
really? Why you acting like this?

LILNASX
tell her who Claire is. I mean why would
you cheat on a goddess, like she was
probably made from the ashes of
Beyoncés ancestors atp and you
cheated on her

jackharlow
I didn't cheat on her. It's. I can't explain
it my manager told me something and I
can't explain it. I know what happened
y'all don't need to rub it in my face

LILNASX
I definitely will, you had one job
and now I have a new baby daddy

jackharlow
c'mon Monty I really love her it's a
fucking misunderstanding, you know
me

LILNASX
Look I know your ex really broke you
but it doesn't have anything to do
with SZA, keep that stuff separate man

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1:45 PM

jackharlow
hey I saw you hanging with mont,
hope you guys are having fun.
I miss you.

Jack immediately regretted the message as he sent it. Even though he did miss her, it had been weeks since she texted him. It was always him sending some message like the one he just did. He wanted her to know that he would never forget her.

No matter what she thinks he did, he was going to get her trust back. He just hoped it took sooner than later.

Solána let a tear fall down her face as monty yelled, "Ayeee you ready—" mont started before he walked into the living room and saw sza crying. She wiped her face before smiling at him.

"Are you okay?" He asked immediately getting serious which wasn't something that happened often, "is this about that toenail ass looking dude?" Montero asked with sass as if he wasn't just hanging out with him last week. She didn't care about side or anything she just needed someone to be with.

"No it's not about Jack." She lied holding back another tear. Honestly there was nothing sad about her and jacks breakup. Except for the fact that she's never been so lonely, her body and mind felt completely rejected. It went from feeling angry, indifferent, neglected and then totally numb. So there was nothing sad about it.

But it was more about her ex. She knew getting into something would bring back the way she felt about him but she did it anyways. For Jack. While he was with someone else.

Solánas hands must've been curled again because Montero was holding them. She took a look in his eyes and took a deep breath. He didn't agree with Jack cheating on Solána so he made sure that he was by her side. They already been friends, connected through Jack.

"He's an ass and he doesn't deserve you." Montero had said that almost everyday but but it always felt like she was the one that never deserved him. He was sweet and gentle and made her forget all of her pain. Fought with her while she was stubborn. All to screw her over and lie about it.

"Do you know who he was with?" Solána asked because she never wondered if maybe he knew who Jack cheated on her with. So she could spend every minute comparing herself to whoever it was. A look of realization crossed his face before he said no.

Solána didn't believe him. No way in hell. But she nodded and stayed silent beside him. Trying not to think about the fact that she had no relationship or friendships that involved actual trust.

Jack ended the phone call with his manger before taking a heavy breath. He had just gotta a text from her and decided it was best to call his manager. Because that's all he could do. He wouldn't have to apologize or make excuses for why he wasn't enough.

You're not enough.

Jack cursed and threw his phone as it flew farther than he intended. He cursed as his face grew red and tears threatened at his eyes. I'm not weak, I'm enough. He repeated the mantra walking over to his broken phone.

He cursed realizing all his contacts were going to have to be transferred. He sighed knowing he'd had to wait to talk to Solána. She must be fine. Looking at his text messages and rolling her eyes. Jack smiled and winced at the mental image.

He looked at Claire's last message, "You think I'll hide this from people? Slip up and I'll let everyone know." She threatened behind the cracks of his iPhone as a tear dropped down his face.

He laughed because who would believe that his anxiety was getting the better of him. That Solána was the only one stopping his attacks.. and now without her... what would he be? Why couldn't she trust him? That's all he wanted.

He's a "cheater" and "pathetic", he remembered before letting out a strained laugh before sighing picking up the phone, staring at the dull cut on his finger and heading to the store.

an: I have nails so if this isn't in English and there's massive typos that's why
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