"You are here " Phaya answered grabbing him in his trembling arms  "I thought I was dreaming " , he added sobbing hard , trembling from all his body.

*Ah,.... that's right, he must be traumatized. I saw him every single day , he was worried and cried most of the time. How did I forgot that ? Phaya was the most hurt when I was in the hospital. It was painful for me that's true, but thinking about that, if I was in his place I would be traumatized too. I don't even know if I could handle so much pain . Ah, ....how did I forgot that? After all, even at that time... He was the most hurt too. He was the one always offering to be beaten instead of me and Zoo, his reason was so childish "I'm the biggest, I can take it" . Ah..., being the biggest doesn't mean you are the strongest silly. I see, I should've known that too, Being the biggest doesn't mean the strongest , I'm sorry honey. *

"Phaya, I'm here , I really am, I'm not going anywhere. From now on I will stay right by your side. From now on I will be your shoulder to lay on when you get tired. I'll be here to wipe your tears and give you force . I won't go anywhere. I promise"  Tharn said stroking his hair lightly trying his best to be strong and not crying.

"Tharn, you know you can cry , right ? Don't be strong in front of me , I'm ok , after all , I'm the biggest, I can take it "

Phaya's last words struck Tharn terribly, who began to cry loudly. Phaya didn't even remember the past but he was still the same , he didn't change at all . How was he doing that? How was he so strong ? He was beaten, famished, punished . He was living in that dark room almost all the time. Even when Tharn and Zoo where punished, he came there and stayed by their side . He was the strongest but at the same time he was the weakest. But in his weakest times, no one was there by his side so that made him feel like he needs to be strong.

So thinking about that Than cried loudly grabbing Phaya's clothes. All of them were in pain . All three of them where in pain ,all three of them deserved to be happy but all of them where in pain.
Somehow because of their trauma and because of the fire that took place into the orphanage, Tharn and Phaya forgot everything and got to live a normal life, still , Zoo was not able to live a happy life . Zoo remembered everything and the fact that he was the only one knowing that made him go wrong.

"After crying to their hearts contents , the two had a shower and after bandaging his wounds, Tharn dragged Phaya into the kitchen where the two ate in the utmost silence while holding hands .

"Tharn, how are you feeling? Are you ok ? Is anything hurt? Thinking about that, you just wake up and we did......"
"I'm ok " Tharn interrupt him smiling sheepishly.
"Are you sure , didn't I...."
"I'm ok Phi, don't worry " Than answered trying to make him shut up. Was not the best moment to talk about their actions."Let's go to sleep, you need rest" he added making Phat broke into laughter.
"You?!..."
"Phiiiiii, let's go to sleep I'm tired."
"Ok, ok , let's go . Should I carry you ? "
"Huh? No way , aren't you hurt?"
"My head is hurt. The rest of my body is completely functional." Phaya answered while scoping him up from the sofa.

Going inside their room , Phaya put Tharn down slowly and caressed his hair smiling sweetly.

"Welcome back home Nong. I really missed you. Thank you for coming back to me ." Phaya said kissing his forehead tenderly. "Good night Baby"
"Good night Phi, I love you"
"I love you the most Nong"

Wishing good night to each other , the two feel asleep while hugging each other.

Hi guys, here it's you lazy author. Thank you everyone for staying with me until today and have lots of patience with my peace in writing.
From what you maybe discovered until now , English is not my first language so thank you for bearing with my orthography.
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