your beauty shines more than the sun on the clearest day

or the moon on a full moon in the clearest midnight sky

you light up my life more than I need

your love for me is the biggest surprise for who could love what is not worthy of such

they call me what I believe

but

you call me what I think of you as

beautiful

caring

nice

charming

these I am not but you find them true and for that I love you

every inch

every spec

even the smallest glance at me and I melt at your feet In a second

you wish for me to stay by your side and I try

but I try so hard and everytime I upset you

everytime you don't laugh

makes me think

think that I failed

and it tears me apart I want you to be happy at my expence

YOU

ARE

MY

LIFE

and every second you hate yourself

everytime you cry

and when I see your soft skin and see the things you have done

I cant help but think

its my fault