depression for some its jut a way to get attention

to those who have it its  is so real its heartbreaking and it really is is tears you up and throws you down millions of people can say you look beautiful but a little voice in your mind tells you

no they hate you your ugly they just want you to leave but that's not true depression is not some silly way to get attention its a demon that never leaves no matter what you do

it could be small just hanging on your shoulders till one person does one bad thing and that demon grows so big it consumes you till you cant go on then it repeats just waiting for the small chances to get to you

or its just big and when complements are given you ignore them thinking there wrong but insults are huge bigger than boulders an crush you

depression

I have it

and if you call me an attention seeking whore your wrong so fucking wrong

I try so hard to be strong and independent but it all falls to me crashing back into that hole

cause one person says the smallest most insignificant thing

and I think there right