Aussies Birthday

January 16, ignore the time skip from Christmas To January 16. It was the closest I could find to the start ofJanuary. I will try to make this chapter long.

Watch video up there 👆 to make you feel better. And because Aussie needs a cake for his Birthday. And this whole book is gonna be from Ames POV unless I have an idea in the future.

America POV 

The sky was beautiful the wind felt good. I was flying to my treehouse. I had cut again, and I need to feed Liberty. I finally got there. My knee was still not healed, I'm starting to think it's broken. I will be fine. I sat down on my beanbag, and Liberty sat next to me.

Ame: what up Liberty?

She nodded.

Ame: want some food?

She nodded again.

Ame: alright here you go!

I dropped a few pieces of chicken in her bowl. And I gave her some more water.

Ame: Хорошо, вот! (Alright here you go!)

Ame: Uh, oops. That means Russia is near.

And then I heard yelling.

Russia: AME ARE YOU UP THERE?

Ame: what do you need Russia?

Russia: Can I come up?

Ame: give me a sec.

I spread my wings out and flew down.

Ame: what did you need?

Russia: I wanna hang out.

Ame: I can but not for long, I have to work & its Aussie's Birthday.

Russia: that fine with me.

Ame: alright, go ahead and go up.

Russia: you first.

Ame: I'm gonna fly up.

I started flying up. And Russia grabbed my leg. I couldn't fly up because of his weight.

Ame: what Russia?

Russia: Canada told me to check your arms.

My eyes widened.

Ame: uh- yeah I will once you let go.

Russia: I know you're going to fly away Ame. Arms.

Ame: let go.

Russia: Not until you show your arms.

Ame: No. let go. Canada already checked

Russia: Ame, let me see please.

Ame: No.

He was loosening his grip, I don't think he did it on purpose. I took my chance and flew away.

Russia: вернись сюда прямо сейчас, Америка!! ( Come back right now Amerika! )

Ame: Нет! ( No! )

I paused in the air. Fuck. I spoke Russian in front of Russia.

Russia:...did you just speak Russian?...

Ame: О, нет, я этого не делал! ( uh, No I didn't! )

Fuck. My mind was focused on a different language again.

Russia: Америка, ты знаешь русский язык и говоришь на нем?... ( Amerika, you know Russian and speak it?...)

Ame: Нет! ( No! )

I flew away as fast as I could. I was cursing in Russian, my mind finally went back to English. This happened sometimes. I would sometimes speak in the language of the country I was talking to when I'm mad or sad.

I was flying back to the cliff when I realized he would check that place. I found a tree near the cliff to see if he would check there. I was waiting for a good 5 minutes, I was about to fly off again when I heard him running to the cliff. So he did check huh?

I sat back down on the tree branch. I hid myself a little more when he turned around. I was holding in my laugh, I remembered why I was hiding. What should I do? Not it's obvious that I cut again. I remembered it was Aussie's Birthday. And I need to get going. I waited till he left then I stood up and flew off to Britains house.

I got there just in time. But I realized that Canada will be there. I am very good at lying though.

Aussie: You came!

Ame: yeah, I was just (cough) doing something real quick.

Aussie: you okay?

Ame: yeah, I just flew here.

Aussie: okay, can I get you a soda?

Ame: what do we have?

Aussie: Pepsi, Coca Cola, ginger beer, Archie rose, and root beer.

Ame: I'll have a Coke please. Thanks. 

Aussie: No probs big bro.

Ame: oh yeah! Happy Birthday!

Aussie: Thanks!

Ame: know where Canada is?

Aussie: Kitchen.

Ame: thanks.

I walked over to the kitchen, and I saw Canada sitting at the table with a Coke in his hand. I walked over to him.

Ame: what's up bro!

Canada: I was waiting for you! I sent Russia to you treehouse.

Ame: oh? I must've left before he got there.

Canada: ahh, okay. So. What did you get Aussie?

Ame: New Pet. It's in the garden.

Canada: Nice! Thanks for the warning.

Ame: * laughter * No probs.

We had a great time at Aussie's birthday. He was very happy when I gave him a new pet. And New Zea jumped on me again. I head out after everything. Then remembered that Russia was trying to find me. I flew to my college & walked to my dorm. I locked the door then went to my room. I also locked that door.

I sat down on my bed thinking about everything that happened. And I heard a knock on my door. It was either Germany or Japan.

Ame: Who is it?

Canada: Canada.

Ame: oh, let me unlock the door.

I got up and let him in.

Ame: what's up?

Canada: Russ sent me a text.

I started sweating.

Ame: oh that's nice, you can leave now!

Canada: Ame.

Ame: Yeah?..

Canada: show me your arms..

Ame: why? Nothing happened?

I looked at his face then at my arms. I fake chuckled.

Canada: I know you're lying Ame! Arms now!

Ame: never!

I ran to my balcony and flew away.

Canada: Get back here Ame!

I stopped in the air, close to my balcony.

Ame: listen, just don't please ok? It's only going to make things worse!

Canada: Why!?

Ame: I can't tell you!

Canad: Tell me!

Ame: Beacause I'm fat and ugly! I almost killed Russia's dad and he still like me! Everybody likes me! Except for me! I hate myself! Everything is my fault! It always is! I'm sure I make everyone feel bad! I starve myself because of that! That's why I didn't want to tell you! Now you're going to feel bad!

I froze. I just said all that to Canada.

Canada: you what...

Ame: no...

Canada: Ame...

Ame: stop just don't please. We can talk tomorrow just...please go back to your dorm...

Canada: we better talk tomorrow Ame...

Ame: we will...

He left back to his dorm. I cannot believe I just said that to Canada I yelled at him my secrets.

I flew back to my bed I sat down, crying. Great just great. I grabbed my knife off my dresser. It's time to end all this. I can't deal with this anymore. I put it up to my neck. I looked in the mirror. I closed my eyes. Someone grabbed the knife from me.

I turned around to see Russia.

Russia: did you just try...

Ame: Stop please! Why can't I just die! I just want to end this!

Russia: Ame..

Ame: why do you even still like me! I almost killed your dad!

Russia: Ame...why do you do all this?.. you..why did Canada want me to check your arms? Why did you just try to (unalive) yourself?..Ame...

Ame: just stop please! I will talk to you and Canada tomorrow!

Russia: how do I know you're not gonna try that again?..

Ame: I won't! Just leave please!

He left and took the knife with him. Great. I can't even (unalive) myself tonight. I grabbed my mp3 player from my dresser and sat down on my bed. I'm just going to listen to my music and fall asleep.

I woke up. Was that a dream? I heard my music. Great. Not a dream. Now I have to talk with Canada and Russia today. What am I even going to say? I can't run away this time. I got up and changed into my favorite green hoodie & ripped jeans. 

I walked out of my dorm to the park. I sat down by my tree. I was still listening to music. I pulled out my book, I started reading when I saw Canada & Russia walking to the park. I covered my face with the book, still reading. And someone tapped on my shoulder.

Canada: Ame

Ame: yeah yeah.

I put my book away.

Russia: it's time to explain.

Ame: yeah..

They sat down in front of me.

Ame: no no no. Not here, come on.

I got up and they did to. I started walking to my treehouse.

Canada: we're going to your treehouse?

Ame: yeah..

Once we got to the treehouse I flew up.

Ame: you guys have to climb.

Canada: fine, just this once. Again.

Russia: alright.

They started climbing up. While they were doing that I fed Liberty.

They eventually got up and sat down in front of me.

I was petting Liberty the whole time I was talking. Talking about Middle school & highschool. And that Phil was my best friend and got into a car crash to come surprise me. So I blamed myself. I told them everything except for my Gaurdian Angel.

Canada: I..never knew that happened...but, you were always happy when you came home!..

Ame: I'm very good at putting on a fake smile and lying. Any questions..

Russia: do you know why they bullied you?..

Ame:...I can't tell you. But I can tell you it was 2 things.

Canada: I know why but, who bullied you in middle school?

Ame: same person, that you kicked out of your little club.

Canada: what?..but..I thought you said he was your best friend?..

Ame: lying. I had to cover up every bruise & scar he gave me. All because of 2 things.

Russia: and you're still doing it because of the past?..

Ame: I can't answer that.

Ame: now can you guys please leave?..I need to cook more chicken for Liberty.

Russia: we can't leave for that.

Canada: why not?..

Russia: because of what happened last night.

Ame: don't tell him anything about that!

Russia: I won't if, you don't try that again.

Ame:...fine..

Canada: what?..

Russia: nothing.

Canada: so are we still going to stay to watch him cook?

Russia: yes.

Ame: fine. Just don't bother me. Come on Liberty.

I walked over to my small microwave. And cut up some chicken. I stood there for a second staring at the knife.

Russia: don't.

I looked over at him and back at the chicken, I put it in a bowl and into that microwave. I started petting Liberty again. I let her sit down on my beanbag. And once the chicken was done I let it cool off a bit. She flew at it to start eating. But I grabbed her in the air.

Ame: you need to wait for it to cool down, Liberty.

She nodded and went back over to the beanbag. I sat down next to her.

Canada: do you usually do this?

Ame: yeah, don't have enough money to buy more treats. It's expensive nowadays. I ask father for chicken, and since it's so big it lasts for awhile.

Canada: I never knew eagle's eat chicken.

Ame: well they do.

Russia: so, what days to you guys work?

Canada: Monday, Wednesday & Friday.

Russia: okay, I will make sure to visit.

Canada: yeah ;) I'm sure Ame would love that!

Ame: No?

Russia: awh, why not :(

Ame: whatever.

I gave Liberty the chicken and left. I was sliding down the slide. I got up and flew off. Leaving Russia & Canada behind. I flew back to the park and sat down by my tree. I pulled out my book, knowing that Russia & Canada would come back to me. I sat there for a bit reading. And I saw Russia & Canada coming towards me. Not a surprise.

Ame: now what? 

I said as a put my book away.

Canada: why did you fly off?

Ame: because I gave an explanation. That's all you guys needed right?

Canada: Yeah, but we should all hang out today!

Ame: you guys can.

I put my book up again and started reading. But Canada took my book away.

Ame: you guys aren't taking No for an answer are you?

Russia: Nope!

Ame: what even is it.

Canada: I don't know let's ask the group chat!

He pulled out his phone and started texting.

>Maple-boi: Guys! We should hang out! What should we do?

>Sushi-Burner: An amusement park?

>Germ: Mall?

They were taking forever so I decided.

>Gay-Burger: Beach.

>Maple-boi: Beach?

>Gay-Burger: yes.

>Germ: I'm fine with that.

>Sushi-Burner: Yay!

Canada looked up at me.

Canada: beach?

Ame: yes a beach, no one was deciding so I chose.

Russia: beach it is.

So, yes the next chapter will be at a beach! Add some Rusame fluff to ;)

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