Guys 😫 I have something to confess🤧

I'm im I'm im I'm 

So good at writing!🤭🤭🤭

Alright alright, back to the story...Also no self-harm or suicide attempts!🤧

America POV

Well that's something to do Friday..Going to the mall with RUSSIA what if my father finds out about this? Ugh, at least Canada will be there. Alright so I think I know everyone in Russias friend group

-Canada

-Ukraine

-China..thankfully isn't coming

-Germany

-Japan

And last but definitely least Russia

So I'm just going to have to deal with Ukraine. Since Canada is my brother, Germany & Japan are my friends and Russia I just know. So I think we are gonna go.. To a movie and shopping? I think so, but I don't like shopping with other people. I like shopping by myself cause I have a more feminine body, so I shop in the womans section.

Oh well we might split up so I will try to go with Canada or I will just get food. My week is a normal college week. 

~Le time skip to Fries day~ ( yes I mean fries day ) TW: bullying 

I woke up to my alarm. I swear I'm gonna break another, I slapped my alarm and it shut off . I got up and changed into a sweater and (not ripped) jeans. I went to the bathroom, when I was done I grabbed all my homework and books shoved it in my bag and grabbed an apple from the table. I woke up Germany & Japan, rushed out the door to meet Canada and head to class.

I was walking to my locker, but when I was done with my locker and closed the door. You know what I saw? China 

America: W-what do you want China?

China: Oh p-poor s-stuttering a-America.

America: I said what do you want?

China: oh I just wanted to see if the gay, actually went to this college.

America: Shut up!

I ran down the hallway, past all the people staring at me. Great. I ran into the bathroom and called Canada. I might have another panic attack, I called Canada.

Canada: Oh hey what's up Ame?

America: China..

Canada: What?

America: Chinas here...

Canada: Yeah! I know. Why do you seem upset?..

America: Listen just come over to the men's bathroom okay?

Canada: okay..?

I hung up the call. Great how am I supposed to tell my brother, that's friends with china. That China bully's me? What is he gonna think? Is he gonna yell at me or defend me?

Once Canada got here I told him everything and when I say everything I mean everything like how I cut, get bullied, get beaten by father, how I almost hung myself, and that I'm gay.

Canada: Wait what woah slow down..

Canada: let me get this straight.. China bullied you in middle school, and now you cut & try to kill yourself because of him? Ame I understand that you're gay I will always support but, I didn't know China bullied you? I can't be friends with him anymore.

America: what?..I thought you would defend him.. ( I said while crying )

Canada: it's ok big bro..Fir now on thought you might as well be my little bro! (I chuckled at his joke)

Canada: I told you would protect you didn't I?

America: Thanks Canada..

Canada: it's ok but I have to tell Russia and the others about china!..

America: Don't!

Canada: what?

America: Don't it's gonna make things worse, we will try to give hints while he's in the friend group try to make someone else take the video, so he won't think it was me.

Canada: I can get japan to follow you and China and take a recording. I know China wouldn't hit girls.

America: that's a good idea Canada..

Canada: now forget that, show me your arms ame..

I knew he would come to this luckily I haven't cut in a few days so they're dry kind of.

America: fine.. I haven't cut in a few days..

Canada: I-I have no words. I have to make sure you stop cutting. Every morning come to me instantly I will check everyday. And we will try to make your self-esteem better..

America: okay..

After everything that happened in the bathroom we went to our classes.

At the end of school~ 😬

Canada: alright bro you ready for a movie and shopping!?

America: yep! Are you gonna shop with me? You know I only like shopping with you.

Canada: I will try! What movie do you think we are gonna watch?

America: I don't know.

America: alright I think they said GoTown mall.

Canada: you're driving right?

America: Nope. I'm gonna fly us. My wings need to stretch.

Canada: what

America: you heard me.

I grabbed Canada and flew into the sky. 

Canada: I don't like this!>_<

America: you're so dramatic.

Once we got to the mall, I found Russia.

Russia: I forgot you had wings.

Japan: you have wings!?

Ukraine: what American doing here?

Russia: gosh sis, your memory is so bad.

Ukraine: oh yeah! Hey American.

America: uh hi..

My anxiety was getting worse. I just wanted to get through the movie already.

America: Alright can we go to the movie yettt..

Russia: oh yeah come on everyone!

Canada: yeah I think we should go. I knew he could tell my anxiety was getting worse

Once the movie was over. Which I fell asleep on. We went shopping.

Canada: I think I will go with America!

Russia: ok and I will go with Ukraine 

Germany: I guess that leaves us Japan. Come on

Japan: okie!>v<

Canada: alright, come on bro.

America: We are going to the women's section right?

Canada: yeah!

America: thanks "big bro"

We laughed and picked out some clothes, once we were done we met up and all got ice-cream from a new ice-cream place that was run by Greenland.

Russia: alright everyone get something?

Canada: yep!

Germany: yes

Japan: what about you Russia?

Russia: da, me and ukkraine got something.

We all left back to our dorms and went to sleep.

Well some of us did.

I was awake thinking about what Canada said. "Let me check every morning"

Even though I felt like cutting, Canada was gonna check so I didn't. But I could..try to hang myself? No Canada would probably bring me to the hospital and I would survive. I guess I can't do anything tonight. Might as well go to sleep.

😌Why the next morning (takes a sip o tea)☕️

I woke up to my alarm. I smashed my alarm. I broke my alarm. Great well that's one start of a morning, I broke my alarm again. Guess it's time to buy a new one, I got dressed and walked out the door of my dorm. I saw Canada standing waiting there.

Canada: Arms?

I pulled up my sleeves to reveal no harm done.

Canada: where are you going?

America: I broke my alarm again I have to go to Walmart.

Canada: Is it only an alarm?

America: yes Canada

Canada: I'm coming with you, to make sure you don't go buy a razor.

America: fine..(I was planning on buying one..)

We drove to Walmart and I got a new alarm. We also got Halloween costumes.I payed  for the stuff then left. Once we got back to our dorms I invited Canada to my room.

Canada: sure you're not hiding anything right?

America: Uhm no

Canada: alright! We should play video games!

America: Sure!

We played video games and then went to the park, to which I sat down at my favourite place with Canada. The I saw Japan sitting at the park bench.

America: look it's Japan maybe we could go tell her about the plan?

Canada: I will stay over here.

I saw them talking and then Japan looked surprised but nodded her head yes. I think that means she's gonna help us. And Canada sat backdown next to me.

Canada: She said to try to run into china tomorrow & then she gonna record.

America: this is risky but I think I got it.

Canada: you got this bro.

Pls I can't take it anymore but I have to write more😭😠🥲🙃 Never Back down Never Give up.I can do this

Japan POV

I was hiding behind a locker waiting for Ame-kun run into China-chan to record it.

Once I saw china-chan look over at Ame-kun I started recording.

America POV

I saw China as he looked over at me.

China: Wel well well look who we have here. A gay American.

America: Go away.

China: Oh well little America over here is always the Center of attention is he not? So why not give him some attention.

Japan POV

I was recording China-chan beating up, mocking and making fun of Ame-kun.

I decided it was time to stop him. I got the principal to look at the footage to stop them. She ran out of her office, to go stop china-chan. I created a friend group that had 

-Ame-kun

-Russia-chan

-Cana-kun

And -Germany-chan

I sent the video to everyone in the friend group (except China-chan). 

>Vodka-Lover: What!? What is he doing to Ame!?

>Germ: What! Tell me you got the principal Japan?

>Sushi-Burner: Yes, I got the principal.

>Maple-boi: Thank you Japan. We have to kick china out of the friend group.

>Vodka-Lover: I agree

>Germ: Yes.

>Sushi-Burner: We'll then it's decided. China-chan is getting kicked out >-<

America POV

While I was being thrown on the ground, my phone went off. The last thing I saw was >Sushi-Burner: We'll then it's decided. China-chan is getting kicked out >-<. Then I passed out, all I saw was black and there was screaming. 

I woke up at the school nurse.

Russia: Guys! He's awake!

Canada: Thank god!

Japan: I'm so sorry Ame-Kun!

America: I-it's ok Jap pan.

I sat up. I felt my arms. Gone, my hoodie. 

America: W-what!? Where's my hoodie!

Russia:...Its hanging up..

I quickly covered my arms.

Russia: Why are you hiding your arms?

I felt my skin nothing there? Were my cuts healed?

America: oh I uh just felt cold..

Russia: your kold? But it's hot in here?

America: Jokes you know? I was nervous now I had sweat running down my head.

Guys help, I'm dying it's only like 925 words and I said it would be longer. Never Back Down Nevr Give Up.😭

America POV

I was back in my dorm, where had my cuts gone? Maybe they got healed. What if I cut again?..

I can't only cause Canada checks every morning. Maybe I will call my father? What if he's not in a good mood. I only got lucky last time. Maybe I can call mum? Yeah that will do.

I started calling and she picked up.

France: Need something hun?

America: No I'm just bored. I wanted to ask if you could find my Halloween costume?

France: Sure I can look right now, which one darling?

America: Maybe, the grim reaper?

France: ah I just found it !

America: Thanks mum I will come pick it up later today.

France: Alright dear, I don't want to burn my bread! See you later.

America: Goodbye mum.

Alright so I have to stop by the house later maybe I will bring Canada. I jumped off my bed and ran out my dorm to right next to mine. 

Knock Knock

Canada: Come in, I know it's you Ame.

America: How did you know it was me? I said as I walked in.

Canada: I can memorise people footsteps.

America: uhh ok, anyways want to go back to the house later mum found our Halloween costumes.

Canada: Sure, let me guess we are flying again?

America: You know it lil bro.

Canada: whatever see you later.

It was still early, so I went to sit down at my favourite spot in the park. You already know it's my tree. I sat down and listened to music it was nice out. And I was thinking about Christmas, should I get the friend group and my family all gifts? Should I also give my teachers gifts? Ehh it's still 2 months away. I went to a nearby coffee shop to order a black coffee. I sat down at one of the tables and worked on homework. I drank I sip of my coffee and spit it right back out and I jumped a little. Someone came up to me and said hi from behind me. It was Canada.

America: You can't scare me like that lol bro-

Canada: Sorry I was just gonna surprise you.

America: it's fine Canada.

America: so what are you doing here?

Canada: I came to order a croissant and saw you sitting over here on your laptop. By the way what are you doing on your laptop?

America: I'm doing homework. After this i will do my morning jog wanna come?

Canada: sure, maybe on the walk we could fly to the house?

America: sure.

I finished my coffee and we went on a jog.

America: ready to fly? I came up from behind Canada.

He was surprised when I suddenly picked him up and I flew to our house.

Canada: let me guess that was payback?

America: you know it bro!

Once we got to our house I knocked on the door. I heard my father screaming

Britain: WHO THE F*CK IS IT????

France: Calm down my love. It's your sons.

Britain: WHY ARE THEY HERE??

France: costumes. She opened the door.

I hid Canada behind me

America: we will just take the costumes and go, thank you.

France: sorry dears. Yes yes here's your costumes! Love you sweethearts.

America: Love you mom, bye twins!

New Zealand: help he has animals again!

France closed the door and helped out New Zealand.

America: alright should we fly back?

Canada: sure.

I flew us back to our dorms, and I went straight to my room. I must get a new razor at Walmart tomorrow. I can't stand it it's all my fault that britains like this. Now my family has to deal with him. Canada hasn't been checking my arms every day now.

The end jk jk there shall be more.

Any questions you can ask in the comments or during the chapter!

I'm like super motivated but it's almost time to sleep.

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