Warning: Attempted Suicide, Cutting. Sorry!

America POV

I was in class trying to follow along with everything the teacher was saying. When she was done talking she gave us all homework, I hated homework & definitely math (which was my next class.) When we were done class I started heading to my next class (math) 

"Ughh I hate math" I thought do we really have to do math everyday? Everything is just so weird in math, like why are there letters? I thought math was numbers when in life am I gonna USE letters in math? As I was walking someone started talking to me I looked over and saw Russia. What does he want?

Russia: Hey America why did you ignore me earlier?

Ughh I just want to get to my class more than talk to Russia.

Russia: Come on man, you can't ignore me for 2 years?

America: Well I'm gonna try!

Oh no I just talked to him, and said mean things! I looked at him took one step forward and ran. He's right though I can't ignore him for 2 whole years! What am I supposed to do he's gonna try to keep talking to me.

2 weeks later ( still Ame POV)

I was by my favorite tree in the park that I found the other day, sitting there doing my homework. Russia was still trying to talk to me throughout the whole week. I ignored him the best I could and was hanging out with Canada more. What kind of math is this? Ughh I'm never gonna make it 2 whole years. I was sitting there when a leaf fell on my head. Ohh i forgot it was fall what should i be for Halloween i thought? I guess i should ask my mom to make me a costume or something? I should go with Canada even we are like 19 we can still go trick or treating! All of a sudden a dog started barking at me i jumped a little, and the owner said sorry. I nodded my head and continued doing homework.

China POV

I was sitting in my bedroom when russia asked me to come over to his dorm. Of course i said yes, and left my dorm walking to his. When i got there he greeted me and asked me something i had a very big plan for..

Russia: Hey china, i was wondering if i could ask you something?

China: sure friend!

Russia: i have a friend here that i was friends with in the past but he's been ignoring me could you maybe help?

China: sure! Who are they?

Russia: America..

China:... of course i have a plan dear friend!..

Russia: thanks china! That's all i needed.

China: see you later, rusk!

Heh so Ame goes here huh? Well well well thought you could hide from me could you? I will get him real good with my plan..

Ame POV

It was night the time i got back to my dorm, thank goodness Germany was cooking. Whenever japan cooked she would start a little fire trying to make sushi. But she got us really yummy drinks. I sat down at the table, i had managed to befriend them. I asked if i could invite Canada over and of course they said yes, so i called Canada and invited him for dinner, once he arrived i gave him a big hug. Canada hugged me back, and walked over to the table.

Canada: hey guys!

Germany: glad you could make it!

Canada: glad japan isn't cooking..

Japan: hey!! Be great full i got really yummy drinks! She turned her head away.

We all laughed and after dinner we played a game and went to bed. I was the only one awake this time i made sure of it. Warning: attempted suicide!

I pulled a chair out of my closet and rope out of my dresser, i tied the rope to the ceiling stood on the chair and rapped the rope around my neck. I took a deep breath in and out. I stood on the chair for a while knowing if i kicked the chair i would make a lot of noise, so i moved the chair a little and jumped off the side. It was getting hard to breathe but remembered i wanted this. I removed the rope right then and got back on the chair. No matter what i just couldn't do it instead i put everything away. Warning: Cutting!

I pulled my knife out of my dresser took off my old bandages and walked into my bathroom. I started cutting deep into my skin closing my eyes i felt warm blood run down my hand and onto the counter. I felt tears start forming in my eyes. I stopped when i had done both my hands and rapped them up in brand new bandages.

I went and payed on my bed I payed there for a minute thinking about everything. My family would care. They would probably bring me to the hospital i would survive and they would question me a lot i guess i better turn on my alarm and go to bed.

The next day

I got up from my bed smacking my alarm over and over. I was hurting and tired from last night. I eventually threw my alarm on the ground and stomped on it. When I realized I broke my alarm I got dressed to go buy another, luckily it was Saturday so no school. I went to the nearest store and bought a new alarm. I walked out the door after i bought the alarm and went to my favorite spot in the park to probably read a book. Once I got there I sat down and read for a while, until I got bored. Maybe I should call my family back at home? Yeah let's do that.

I called my father and he picked up.

Ame: Hey father!

Britain: hello son, need anything?

Ame: No, I was just bored, but I broke my alarm!

Britain: of course you did. He took a sip of his tea.

Ame: yeah, it was annoying what did you expect I was tired

Britain: well you're always tired. I heard someone scream from the background.

Ame: was that Australia, with his animals again?

Britain: probably, I have to go make sure everything is fine see you later son!

Ame: good-bye father!

I hung up. Well I guess that was something to do. Suddenly I got shivers down my spine, I quickly looked behind me but nothing was there. Maybe I'm just chilly, I should get back to my dorm anyways. I got up and went back to my dorm. As I was walking I made sure I didn't see Russia, that's the last thing I wanna do today. But to my luck I didn't see him, I unlocked my dorm got in and locked it again. I went to make sure no one was home, so that I could shower. And to my surprise no one was here.

Mentions of cutting!

I took off my shirt about to get in when I looked at my hands, cut as always, guess I just gotta go through the pain. When I was done showering (I shower with my sunglasses on)I couldn't see well cause my glasses were foggy, I guess I have no choice but to show myself me ugly eyes. I slowly took off my sunglasses to see my ugly dark black eyes my eyes just looked like a void..

I couldn't handle it I wiped my sunglasses and put them back on. I was still in the bathroom just standing there. Until I started feeling liquid run out my mouth and down my chin. I must've just been drooling I thought. Until my chest started feeling hot. I-I was gonna have another episode.. I need to call Canada right now before it gets worse. I call it an episode, it's when I just throw up black liquid, nothing could stop it my father tried everything.

Canada rushed to my dorm, unlocked the door (as I gave him a spear key few days ago) and helped me. Suddenly my vision went black and I couldn't remember anything that happened in the last few minutes.

Canada: Are you okay Ame? As he picked me up, I bit him

"מי אתה! אל תיגע בי!" " who are you! Let me go!

Canada: I don't know what you're saying Ame! Why did you bite me?

After I could see and speak English again, my roommates came back.

Germany: oh hey Canada why are you here?

Canada: listen I have to give you guys a warning ok?

Germany: a warning for what?

Canada: come here.

Germany: okay?

Canada: listen guys, sometimes my brother has something called an episode where he throws up black liquid, if he does call me ASAP ok? No questions

Germany: I'm so confused, but alright I guess?

Canada: also he cannot speak English when he does so don't freak out, he also cannot see so if he fight just try your best to get him to me.

Japan: we will try our best!

Canada: thank you, good-bye!

Germany & Japan: Bye!

Japan: I thought we would have a normal roommate.

Germany: don't say things like that Japan!

Germany: he might have some rare disease or something!

Japan: okay, sorry Germany.

Russia POV

I was walking down a hallway when I ran into Canada.

Russia: oh sorry, Canada!

Canada: Oh! It's ok Russia!

Russia: What were you doing in Americas dorm?

Canada: oh uhm! We were hanging out

Russia: okay, next time can you tell him I wanna talk? He's been ignoring me.

Canada: sure! Don't worry it just he doesn't like people much.

Russia: oh ok glad it wasn't just me.

I pulled my Ushanka up I little as it was falling onto my eyes

Canada: yeah I can get him to talk to you, before he leaves to get his eagle from home!

Russia: he has an eagle?

Canada: yeah, remember we all have our national animals?

Russia: yeah but I thought there were no animals allowed?

Canada: well him being him he's gonna sneak his eagle in.

Russia: ohh of course.

We said bye to each other and I left for my dorm. I didn't know ame would even try that. What if he gets caught? Oh well it's not my problem. I was still thinking about what china would do to make him talk to me. Oh yeah I'm gonna go tell china to not do it since Canada is gonna, get him to talk to me. I got up from the couch and walked back out the door to chinas dorm. Once I got there I knocked china answered I told him to call off his plan cause he got Canada to get him to talk to me. He said whatever and closed the door, and that made me think. He was never rude to me like that, could he maybe have planned something bad on America? No I should stop assuming things maybe he was just in a bad mood. Well, I walked back to my dorm.

Eventually it was school lunch day, that day. I decided I was gonna go to the cafeteria to see if ame was there I don't think he would miss it right? Well I think he did cause I didn't see him there so I sat down with my roommates (Finland & Mexico)we ate lunch together and went to the park. That's where I found ame, he was sitting by a beautiful pink tree. I took a step towards him and I saw he was listening to music. I decided I shouldn't scare him off and let him be in peace.

Good-Bye Comrades!

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