Warning: Attempted Suicide

America POV 

I woke up to my alarm, I got up but I forgot to turn it off while I was changing so when I was done I smashed the alarm and threw it at the wall. My brain took a second to process what I did. I stared at the wall. Wait, I just threw my alarm. Ughh now I have to go buy a new one. Oh wait! Today is Christmas! Christmas is my favorite holiday.

I sat back down on my bed. Maybe I should go visit Canada! Oh and visit Father again! I will bring Canada with me this time. I grabbed my goggles and ran out my dorm. Oh wait I forgot my shoes. I went back inside put my shoes on and rushed back out again. I opened Canada's dorm and saw him sitting on the couch.

Ame: Hey Canada! Wanna come with me to Fathers house?

Canada: Sure! Why you got goggles? We are flying aren't we?

Ame: We can take the car this time.

I took off my goggles and put them on his table.

Ame: Get ready! Meet you at the College Entrance.

Canada: Alright.

I ran down the hallway then I ran faster down the hallway. Oof. I ran into someone. I looked up and saw Ukraine.

Ame: Ohh! Sorry Ukraine what's up?

Ukraine: I'm fine thank you.

She walked past me. I guess I have to walk this time. Boring. I was walking down the hallway when I heard someone call my name. Russia.

Russia: Ame! Hi! How are you?

Ame: fine.

Russia: where are you going?

Ame: Fathers house.

Russia: same! I'm going to mine.

Ame: nice.

Russia: I got you something!

Ame: what is it?

Russia: here!

Ame: ehh, thanks. I don't like gifts but I will take it.

Russia: Daa! See you later!

Ame: see you later rusk.

It's true I didn't like gifts. I liked Christmas but I liked the baking the hot cocoa the hot fire and the snow. In the past we had lots of fun and I liked presents. But not anymore. I felt bad for everyone spending so much money on me.

I was waiting for a few minutes. And then I heard Canada.

Ame: Alright let's go.

We get into my car & drive to Britains house.

Once we got there we got out and opened the door.

New Zea: AMEEEE!!!

Oh no.

New Zea jumped onto me again.

New Zea: Oops sorry again.

Canada: Again?

Ame: I came last night.

Canada: oh ok!

Aussie: Hi Ame!

Ame: Hi Aussie. I brought your presents!

New Zea: YAYY!!!

Aussie: Yay!!

Here you go twins.

New Zea & Aussie: Thank you Ame!

New Zea & Aussie: Jinx you owe me a present!

New Zea & Aussie: Don't copy me!

Ame: I got you some to Canada.

Canada: Really!?

Ame: of course! How could I forget my little bro!

Ame: here you go!

Canada: Maple Syrup Plushie! Thanks Big Bro!

Ame: No problem, I got everyone 1 of their favorite things.

New Zea: A goat Plush!

Aussie: A Bird plush!

New Zea & Aussie: Thank you Ame!

Ame: No problem guys.

Ame: I got you guys something too.

France: us?

Ame: yeah. Here

Britain: ohh, nice! Some tea!

France: A baguette! Thank you darling!

Ame: No problem!

France: you are so kind, dear!

Ame: it's really no big deal. I will stay to bake cookies but after I will go back.

Britain: Why not stay longer?

Ame: Planned something with friends.

Ame: Speaking of which, I need to text back.

>Gay-Burger: Guys, we still going Ice-skating?

>Sushi-Burner: Yep! >v<

>Germ: Wait, we don't have skates?

>Vodka-Lover: They have them there.

>Germ: oh, ok!

>Maple-boi: We'll go at about 4:15.

I looked up across the room at Canada. He smiled back.

Ame: we're going later?

Canada: that way we have more time!

Britain: What are you guys talking about?

Canada: Nothing.

>Gay-Burger: Alrightttt

>Maple-Syrup: =~=

Ame: I will have more time to stay..

Britain: Well that's great!

France: What do you dears wanna do now?

New Zea: I say we play a game!

Aussie: I vote game.

Ame: Sure

Canada: I guess we are doing a game!

Britain: What game?

Canada: twister?

Ame: sure

New Zea: Yeah!

Aussie: Alright!

Britain: Alright, Your Mother & I will do the Board.

After a few rounds of twister (by the way the board is that spinning board thing)

Ame: I know! I'm just to good.

France: Time to bake cookies!

Ame: HELL YEAH!!

I ran to the kitchen and got out the ingredients. And tools.

France: Wait for me!

Ame: got all the stuff out!

France: how did you even remember what ingredients there were?

Ame: I have good memory.

France: oh yeah? Remember that time you ere climbing a tree and fell?

Ame: No! I just uh, whatever. Here let me get a bowl.

I squatted down to grab a bowl from a bottom cabinet then my knee started feeling wet.

Not again I thought.

Ame: ehh, I need to use the bathroom.

France alright I will wait for you, dear.

I limped to the bathroom and closed the door. I sat down on the floor. I wonder if they still have bandages here. Yep. I found them, exactly where I left them last time. I grabbed some. I took off my bloody bandages & replaced them with new ones. I wrapped it around my knee. Then got back up. I limped to the door. I took a big breath in & out. I opened the door and limped out. I limped back to the kitchen.

Ame: Alright ready?

France: yep. Are you okay dear? You look like you're limping?

Ame: No, I'm fine!

France: Alright well let's start on the cookies!

When they were done that cookies

Ame: Dammit, I got so much cookie mix on me!

France: it's all about making a mess!

France: now let's go give them to everybody!

Ame: Ok!

We were walking to the living room France holding the cookies luckily cause i tripped on my way there.

My stupid knee it was stinging a lot, only Canada knew about my knee. I quickly got up before anyone noticed. We gave the cookies to everyone. And we had a good time. I noticed it was about 4:05.

Ame: Alright guys, we have to go!

I pushed my sunglasses up a little more.

Britain: Alright, see you boys later.

France: Alright, dears. Love you! Stay safe.

New Zea: Byeee

Aussie: Bye Big bros!

Canada: Bye, everyone!

Ame: bye.

We walked out the door, and hopped in the car. I was driving down the road when all of a sudden a car stopped in front of me. I screeched to a stop.

Ame: WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!? KEEP FUCKING GOING YOU FUCKING DICKHEAD!!

Canada: Ame calm down!

Ame: Holy Fuck.

They moved and I kept going. We got to the skate rank.

Ame: God fucking dammit, now I'm not in a good mood.

Canada: It's ok Ame, they might've stopped for a reason.

Ame: yeah but for what fucking reason?

Canada: Can you stop swearing now?

Ame: fine, but for what reason?

Canada: I don't know, maybe there was something on the road?

Ame: let's just forget it, I don't want to be stressed when we go skating.

Russia: You guys are here!

Canada: Yeah!

Japan: Ame-Kun & Canada-Chan!

Canada: Hi, Japan!

Germ: what took you guys so long?

I walked away but was still listening.

Canada: well, Ame is kinda pissed right now so...don't try to talk with him. We almost car pushed into someone on the road.

Japan: Are you guys okay?

Canada: Yeah but Ame is pissed.

Germ: Well, let's go ice-skating now.

I got on my ice-skates & went out onto the rank, I've been ice skating before. I was in an ice skating competition before & won 1st place. I still had the trophy.

I was skating around watching my surroundings.

Russia: Your really talented Ame!

Canada: ;)

Ame: Russia, Thank you.

Russia: Have you been skating before?

Ame: won a competition.

Russia: really? What place?

Ame: 1st.

Russia: That's great!

I tried skating away but he kept following me. I put on a fake smile.

Guys look👇

5AM-3PM 0% Motivation 

6PM-12PM 100% Motivation 

The time: 7:55

I did I flip in the air and landed perfectly.

Russia: Oh my god!

Japan: How did you do that?

Canada: Still got it Big Bro.

Ame: uh thanks.

When we were done, we all headed back to our dorms. I sat down on my bed. I haven't eaten in a while, I saved my cookie from earlier.

I laid down getting ready for bed I brushed my teeth & I showered. I put on a long shirt. Then someone knocked on my door. I quickly put my glasses back on.

Ame: Who is it

Canada: it's me..

Ame: come in, what's wrong

He opened the door and walked in and sat down on my bed.

Ame: what's wrong. I repeated 

Canada: You know your middle school best friend that moved away?

Ame: yeah? Is he moving back!

Canada: he was..he got in a car crash.

My eyes widened. What... but he was my only friend the only friend I had memories with.

Ame: please get out...

Canada: yeah, just came to tell you.

Ame: yeah..

I held in my tears, I sat down on my bed.

Warning: Attempted Suicide

I looked over at the closet, maybe I should try a different way this time. I walked out onto my balcony. I stood on the edge. Then I heard someone come in my room.

Canada: Stop! What are you doing Ame!?

I turned around and jumped off.

Canada: NO!

I hit the ground with a thud and all I saw was black. Every thing that was there was black but there was one thing in the distance. It was glowing white a human shape.

Ame: who are you? Where am I?

???: I have been protecting you, I've been hiding following you. Making sure you didn't die but now is not the time. I will send you back to life. Before you go to your balcony, and this time don't jump.

Ame: wait what! No don't send me back! Please I don't wanna li-

I woke up, was it a dream? No, I know something has been following me. I looked outside, day. Must've been the next day.

I got up. I was flying out my balcony, I'm going back to that cliff. I need to catch them. And this time I'm not gonna slip, I Already had a chance with that. It was like making a deal with the devil. Maybe I had a guardian angel?

I was flying back the way I went last time from my treehouse, north.

I found the little pond & cliff. I sat down on the cliff. I found a big rock, luckily i brought my knife. I started carving something out, it was an angel. What I thought an angel looked like. I threw it into the pond. Stupid. I'm so bad at carving. I knew I was gonna hear something in a second so I turned around and there it was. My guardian angel.

Ame: there you are! I knew it was a guardian. I have a question please!

Guardian: Only 1.

Ame: thank you. Why didn't you try to save me when I almost fell off the cliff?

Guardian: I had heard someone coming. I turned around I did not see you. Then I saw your friends.

Ame: I guess I do have a guardian Angel.

End of chapter, I guess Ame has a Guardian 🤡

I'm gonna post another chapter to make up for the other days

Word count: 1777