No Rusame Fluff :(

America POV

I sat down on my bed. I got back up. I did this about 5 times. I drank some water. And I was pacing back and forth. I was feeling really dizzy, I was trying to gain focus again. And someone knocked on my door.

Ame: who is- I tripped over something. I sat there and asked.

Ame: who is it?.

I was feeling really dizzy now, everything was going blurry.

Germany: it's me can I come in?

I tried getting back up, once I was up I answered.

Ame: ye-

I fell down again.

Germany: are you okay?

Ame: I'm fine!.

Ame: you can come in!

He walked in and saw me on the floor.

Germany: are you alright?

I tried getting back up but fell down.

Ame: I'm good.

Germany: no you're not.

Ame: unicorns?

Germany: what? No, I said you're not. You definitely aren't.

I grabbed onto my bed to sit down, I laid down on my bed.

Ame: I'm fine.

I looked at him, he was very blurry and it looked like there were 3 of him.

Ame: I didn't know you had twins?.

Germany: go to sleep. I'm going to go get Canada.

Ame: what?.

I saw him and his twins leave the room. That was weird. I got back up and fell down on the floor. I kept doing that. And someone came back into the room. I looked up. I tried getting back up but failed again.

Canada: what wrong?

Ame: I know, Germany's twins told me.

Canada: you need rest Ame. Germany doesn't have twins, and you are not steady. What happened?

I looked up at him. 

Ame: wait, you have twins too?

Canada: And your vision isn't good. We need to go to fathers house. I just need Russia to bring us, since I can't drive well.

Ame: hi

Canada POV

I ran out of Ames dorm to Russia's. I knocked on the door.

Canada: Russia!

Russia: Canada?

He opened the door to me.

Canada: I need help with Ame, he isn't feeling good. His vision isn't good and he can't focus, he keeps tripping.

Russia: do you know what happened?

Canada: he keeps saying hi or I know. He wasn't answering right.

We started running back to Ame's dorm. I opened the door and leaded the way to his room.

America POV

I saw Canada & Russia.

I tried getting back up, I slipped again.

Ame: Am I on ice?

Canada: see? We need you to give us a ride to my Fathers house.

Russia: alright.

Canada: are you able to carry Ame?

Russia: yeah.

I felt someone pick me up.

Ame: Chickens.

Russia: I can see what you mean now.

Canada: yeah, I'm sure my mum would know what to do. This happened before. But we never knew what happened he would never tell even when he was normal.

Russia: any drugs?

Canada: goodness no!

Russia: then it's either Dehydration or Stress & Anxiety. Or maybe both.

Canada: that could be it. It might be both, he has anxiety gets stressed a lot & barely eats which means he never drinks water.

Russia: alright then we figured it out.

Canada: wonder why he would never tell us though?

Russia: that is quite weird, but also understandable. Who would want to tell someone they've been starving themself?

Canada: you have a point.

We got in Russia's car & drove to Britain's house. All I saw was blurry. And I could barely understand them. Once we got there Russia carried me inside, I think it was Russia? Maybe Netherlands?

I heard Canada say something close to the word Russia, maybe he was? He carried me to something to sit on. I got up but fell down.

Russia: Ame, you can't stand. You aren't focused.

Ame: who?

Russia: do you mean who am I?

Ame: who?

Russia: it me Russia.

Ame: Prussia? Why are you here.

Russia: no, Russia.

Ame: Russ?

Russia: close enough.

Russia: Canada has gone to get your parents.

I saw 3 people come into the room. Or for me, 6.

Britain: what happened again?

Canada: same as last time, he can't focus or hear properly. He can't walk either.

I couldn't hear what they were saying so I went to leave. I got up but fell down. I tried getting back up but I fell Down again.

Canada: see? Ame, you Can't stand.

Ame: who?

Canada: sit down.

France: I will deal with him again. You all can leave.

I saw 3 people leave the room. I saw 2 people though. They looked like twins, does everyone have twins?

France: drink this dear.

Ame: who.

They handed me something. I grabbed it. I think they said to drink it. So I took a sip. I felt a little better now. I still couldn't stand or focus.

France: Now sleep.

Ame: sweep?

France: Sleep.

Ame: Sleep?

France: Yes.

Ame: ok.

I laid down and fell asleep.

~The next day~

I woke up. Why am I at Britain's house? What happened? I saw France asleep on the other couch.

Ame: what happened?...

I saw France wake up.

France: America, dear?

Ame: What happened Mum?

France: you had one of those things again.

Ame: dizziness?

France: yes.

Ame: oh sorry.

France: it's ok dear! It wasn't your fault.

Ame: I'm going back to college.

France: alright I will tell Canada & Russia when they wake up!

Ame: Canada & Russia?

France: They brought you here.

Ame: Canada I can understand but why Russia? Why's he here?

France: Canada can't drive.

Ame: fuck. Tell him I said sorry for bothering him.

I got up and left. I walked out the door. I had gotten Russia involved. At least it wasn't One of my Episodes. I can't have him find out about those. I forgot we are going to the beach later. Since it was the morning I flew to the cliff that I cut myself on. I landed on the cliff.

I sat down on the end. The little pond/lake was not frozen anymore. I jumped off and started flying. I sat in the air, still flapping my wings. I stayed there relaxing & flapping my wings. I heard someone shout at me, I turned around still flying. I saw Canada & Russia.

Canada: Ame, come here!

Ame: what do you want? I just need time to relax.

Russia: but aren't you working your wings?

Ame: they need Exercise. What do you want?

Canada: just come over here.

Ame: fine.

I flew over to the cliff and landed.

Ame: what?

Canada: we are going to the beach today, remember?

Ame: yeah. So?

Canada: we have to go shopping for bathing suits!

Ame: fineee. Only because you're my brother & friend.

Russia: Yay!

Ame: whatever.

I have a weird feeling evertime Russia smiles. It just feels like he is the sun of the world.

What am I thinking? He's just a friend.

W started walking to the mall.

Ame: Canada, you do remember we have work tomorrow right?

Canada: yeah, we should get another outfit too!

Ame: I will pay, you 2 get whatever you want.

Canada: really!?

Ame: I got a big pay check last week & I've been saving up. Go ahead and get and outfit and bathing suit. You to Russia.

Russia: really?

Ame: yeah. I will be in a different section.

Russia: Thank you!

Ame: it's fine. No thanks needed.

I saw the 2 run off. I looked at the men's section. I walked over. I still had a bathing suit. And a new outfit I got the other day. I guess I will go to the kitchen supply's for a new knife. I changed my mind since Canada will be checking again. I went over to a boba place. I saw Japan & South Korea hanging out there. I decided to go over to them.

Ame: what's up Japan?

Japan: Ame-Kun! Hai!

Ame: Hello, South!

South: Hi, America! Have you heard my new pop song?

Ame: I have! It's very good!

South: Thank you!

Japan: want a boba Ame-Kun?

Ame: I'll get my own.

Japan: you sure?

Ame: yeah! I sent Canada & Russia to go get bathing suits for the beach.

South: Beach?

Ame: yeah, we're going to the beach. Want to come?

South: Sure.

Ame: alright!

I went to order a boba. Once I got it I went to sit down with them.

Ame: so, what's going on?

I took a sip of my boba.

Japan: Nothing much! I've been helping people with crushes!

Ame: that's nice! What about you south?

South: Been arguing with North.

Ame: what it about this time?

South: He says that I should stop making music & Learn to fight like him.

Ame: aw shucks. Well you should do you own thing!

South: thanks Ame.

South: I think that's Canada & Russia there!

I looked behind me to see Canada & Russia.

Ame: got what you wanted?

Canada: yep!

Ame: alright, see you later South & Japan!

South: see you later!

Japan: see you Ame-Kun!

I got up and grabbed their stuff. We walked to the register and payed. We went back to our collage. I flew back to the cliff to at least get 10 minutes to myself. I flew into the air. I stayed there. Just floating in the air. I was relaxing, flapping my wings. When it was about 10 minutes I flew back to my dorm. We planned for 2:30 it was 2:25 I put my bathing suit on. Then I wondered how to cover my scars & cuts. I used a bathing suit with a shirt.

I walked over to Canada's dorm.

This is what he looked like👇

Oops, I forget the wings.

I opened the door to Canada's dorm.

Ame: we got to go Canada.

Canada: okay!

He got up & came with me for the walk. We walked to the beach. I waited for the rest. I decided I would fly for a while. I flew up into the air, and sat there in the air.

Canada: what you doin up there?

Ame: just hanging.

I saw Russia walk to Canada

Russia: who are you talking to?

Canada: look up.

I saw him look up at me. I waved. I flew over to the water.

Ame: come on! Don't be wusses!

Canada: I'm coming!

Russia: coming!

I walked farther into the water.

Ame: come on! I usually go chest level! Canada knows!

Canada: i know, but it's always so deep.

Ame: it's fine!

Canada: look! The rest are here! Let's go back.

Ame: alright.

We swam back to the shore. And greeted everyone, except for me. I was walking to a small cliff. Once I got up there I sat down.

Canada: Ame! Come here!

Ame: Maybe later.

Canada: Ame!

Ame: fineee.

I flew back down to them.

Ame: what is it?

Canada: we're gonna play volleyball, wanna join?

Ame: I'm good. But I'll watch.

I flew back up to the cliff and sat down, facing them. I watched them play. I saw Russia in the water. Guessing he didn't want to play either, I flew to the water next to him.

Ame: what's up Russia?

Russia: I didn't see you there! You didn't want to play either?

Ame: yeah.

Russia: yeah, I didn't want to hurt anyone.

Ame: can't say the same, but I just didn't feel like it. So what were you doing over here?

Russia: I caught a fish.

Ame: what.

Russia: see?

He brought his hand up from the water and I saw a fish in his hand.

Ame: how the fuck did you manage to do that?

Russia: I don't know. But look it's pretty!

I looked at it again.

Ame: sure, whatever you say.

I flew back up to the cliff and sat down. I watched as Canada and the others finished their game. So I flew down to them to ask who won.

Ame: Who won?

Canada: My Team!

Ame: who was on your team again?

Canada: Me & Germ.

Ame: oh nice! Let's go to the water with Russia.

Canada: all of us should play truth or dare in the water!

Ame: I'm fine with that, you want to get everyone?

Canada: yeah, be right back!

I started walking to the water. I walked over to Russia.

Russia: your back!

Ame: we're going to play truth or dare with everyone in the water.

Russia: okay!

(Once everyone got to the water)

Ame: alright! Who wants to start?

South: I will!

South: Japan truth or dare?

Japan: truth!

South: who's your crush?

I saw Japan cover her face, I could see her blushing.

Japan: uh, それは南です！(it's you south!)

South: I can't speak Japanese.

Ame: but I can!

Japan: don't you dare Ame-Kun!

She pushed me into the water.

Ame: what if I do?

Japan: then no boba for you!

Ame: aw shucks. I guess I can't tell.

Japan: alright! My turn.

Japan: Canada-Chan! Truth or Dare?

Canada: Truth.

Japan: who is your favourite brother?

Canada: I don't have a favourite?

Japan: we all know you do!

Canada: fine, it's Ame.

Ame: why, thank you.

Canada: shut up Ame.

Ame: alright.

Canada: Ame, Truth or dare?

Ame: dare.

Canada: do a flip off of the cliff you were on into the water.

Ame: bet.

I flew up to the cliff. I stood on the edge and did a flip off. I landed in the water, and swam back to them.

Ame: alright, Russia! Truth or dare?

Russia: Dare.

Ame: go a day without vodka.

Russia: fine, it can't be that bad.

After that, they all had fun at the beach. And then it was time for bed. But sometimes it doesn't go as planned.

I sat down on my bed. Just thinking. Then my chest had started to feel hot. I knew it. It was gonna be sooner or later. I was hoping later.

I ran to my bathroom and locked the door.

Ame: भाड़ में जाओ भाड़ में जाओ, फिर से नहीं! (Fuck Fuck Fuck, not again!)

I felt the black liquid run down my chin, my vision was going dark. I heard someone knock but I couldn't answer. I started throwing up the black liquid.

I heard the person come into my room. I was hoping it was Canada. But it was my imagination, no one was there. No one. Once my Episode was done, I went back to my bed. My stomach in brutal pain. I put my glasses back on. Then someone actually came into my room. It was Canada.

Canada: what's up big bro?

Ame: अभी नहीं।

Canada: Ame?

Ame: Didn't mean that.

Canada: you good?

Ame: yeah, just an accident I was practicing languages.

Canada: oh, okay!

Ame: what did you need?

Canada: Nothing, just came to say good night! And make sure you weren't doing "that".

Ame: I told you I wouldn't do it again.

Canada: just checking.

He left the room, I laid down. I had work tomorrow.

Yay! Long chapter! (For me) Longest chapter I've written. I might post tomorrow, depends. My (Favourite) cousin has a birthday tomorrow. So I might, it's also going to be a long day.

Good-bye Comrades!

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