Riddhima pov

I looked at him and try to digest his words...

Earlier when i think of that kidnapper as my father and call him he used to beat me and ask me to call him daddy .. i found that uncomfortable so I didn't say and he used to beat me black and blue untill i say it....

No riddhima control urself u can't have a anxiety attack here no no

One two three four five six seven eight nine ten

I count the numbers with passing second by matching them with clock...

He looked at me confused

What if he force me like kabir what if he be..beat me...

I looked at him with fear and he frowned

"What happen little one u won't hug ur dada huh!?" He asked softly while opening his hands

I m a second away of having anxiety attack... What if he abuse like them if i didn't follow his orders... Ales also can't do with him right... What if he also join me... No no no why will he join but what if i already annoy him ....

I took a step back and run in my room ignoring him calling my name...

I close the door with thud and fall in the ground and tears are coming from my eyes.....

How much did i try ... How much i can't able to forget my past... Them abusing me calling me names... I was on track before but see where i m now...

I cried sitting there but soon i heard a knock in the door....

I wipe my tears

"Who?" I asked controlling myself

"Ridzie it me xander fuck! What happen why are u crying open the door" he said starts banging the door

"I am no..not cr...crying" i stutter while crying

"If u will not open the door then i will break it.. do u wan that" he said

And i quickly open the door and as soon as he came i closed it with a thud ...

"Now tell me who i have to beat who made my sister cry huh!" He said hugging me

"None"

"So why are crying bambina"

(Baby)

He asked caressing my hairs .....

"I i am sc..scared" i said still hugging

He sighs

"Oh! Ridzie" and then he sit in bed and i m still hugging him like a cola bear... And then he made me sit in his lap and i hug him instantly...

I know i m being clingy but i need him now...

"So why are u scared huh! And to whom are u scared tell me i will beat the shit out of that thing"

"Umm i m sca..scared of th..that man wh..who is calling him..himself my father"

I said playing with his button of shirt

My habbit

He sighed

"He is really our father ridzie u don't need to get scared of him... He loves u soo much... He does not know about ur past but when he will know about that he will burn this world i can bet u"

(Only a metaphor hn).

I looked up at his face with my doe shaped eyes

"Really"

He nodded

He then starts caressing my hairs

"U know ridzie when u were 6 months old we used to teach u how to speak our name first" he chuckled

"What was my first word?" I asked curiously

"U wanna know"

I nodded

He smiled and starts speaking

"You speak first name of ales but not that clearly its 'aasy' alsy for short. You know xavier was babbling that he is your favourite brother and we all rest were so irked but ales is so calm. Then suddenly angre asks you that who is your favourite brother. You blabered and i quote 'aasy fab' we all were so much jealous with ales who has smug look at that time.

Dad loved you so much and you don't even say his name. He is so much jealous of ales he grounds ales but ales didn't care about that. Dad was so so so irked and jealous he acts like a toddler that time he does not even eat his meals properly can you believe."

He said smiling

And i have tears in my eyes ..... How much that man love me to whom i get scared seeing  .....

Seeing tears i  my eyes xander frowned

"Why are u crying my baby" he cooed me like i m a baby....

"I made him sad na what if he beat me"
I said sniffling

"Oh! Ridzie he will never ever even think about that .... He can beat his father  over u... u know who is very very cold strict and arrogant and doesn't smile" he said

"I have a grand father"

He nodded and i smiled

Well i have to make it to my dada

"Okk now i want a very bug smile on my ridzie face okay" he said and starts tickling me and i starts laughing

"Okk so u know i also got suspended and so did ur other bros so u know we can prank them together" he said smirking and my mood get good hearing the word prank....

"Yes off course" i also said smirking

"Okk we will start from tomorrow morning its already 8:00pm lets move to eat dinner"

"I m not hungry and u know about my PUNISHMENT na" i said looking down

"Its okk now come on u can't skip it and wait" he suddenly frowned

"Why are looking skinny again huh!... Are u not eating properly"

He is right whatever i eat forcefully from my brothers i vomit it out in washroom

"Lets move then" i said   not wanting to discuss it....
He gave me a knowing look but nevertheless move....

I m freaking nervous now ..... I ran away from him will he love me like that again or will he abandoned me

No no riddhima think positive think about xandie words

No no he will love me and if he will not then its ok i will love myself....

I give myself a peep talk before going to dinning hall

And then i enters and see all my brothers and father is sitting in the hall ..... Father is in the head chair and ales is in second head chair .. and rest all are sitting in other chairs ..... And to my luck or u can say destiny only chair beside father is empty as ales  has removed all them for gawd know what reasons

So i sit beside him

I can feel his eyes on me but i didn't look up

Why i m doing this he loves me

Okk u can do it look up at in his eyes and say sorry as simple as that....

So i look up and speak
"Sorry i got scared that time so i behave like that" i said and immiediately looked down

"Its ok umm can i hug u" my father asked scratching his back

I nodded and smiled at him and he immiediately came and hugs me tightly

The warmth of dada's hug

And i feel my shoulder wet

I frowned is he crying... I parted away forcefully and held his bug face in my hands

"Why are u crying huh! I don't like tears in my dada eyes" i said  with teary eyes

He huggs me again

"I m not crying okk" he said but i chuckled at him

"I m sorry little one I can't able to protect u from kidnapping .... I m a very bad father .... I did not deserve to be forgiven plzz punish me i will do anything for u" he said and a tear dropped from my eyes

"U r not at fault it was not ur fault okay it was my destiny forget whatever happen in past and lets move on" i said and he nodded hesitantly

He then sat in his chair and i was about to sit in mine but he hold my wrist and made me sit in his lap....

"Now i will make it for all past years ... I m gonna spoil u soo much okay ... U can ask me anything i will give u and u can also complain to me about anything or anyone " he said eying all my brothers

"Come one we are also ur sons dad" said angre

"Hmm who used to annoy me very much and used to kick me on my shin when i scold them" father said glaring at angre who give him a sheepish smile

"Well dad u know what our little ridzie do today in first day of her school"

"Alessandro Romano stop" i said by his full name

He looked amused

"Okay now i m gonna definitely tell him bcz u r not talking to me" he said
dropping his folk in his plate

"Dada I don't like him send him away"
I said pouting and huffing

Dada laughed

I glared him

He pinched my cheeks

"I can't send him away love but he can" he said making me frowned

"Nooooo" i said and hug dada

"Dada u r also his dada he will not send u away from me and u can scold him" i said

"Hm hm ales its enough don't tease me daughter now"

"U know ur daughter get suspended for one month at her first day of school"

"Alessandro Romano i m not gonna talk to u  now"

I said and he smirked

I then looked at dada and he looked at me with proud

"My daughter is like me i also get suspended for two months in first day for doing pranks" he said proudly and i grinned

And flip my hair

"Like father like daughter" muttered ales

Huh!

He is jealous thats why doing such thing .....

Oh come on bro admit it

"Can u plzz sit down in ur own chair" ales asked me

"U have any problem Alessandro"  father asked a d he glared at him

"She is my sister and she will sit with me not u" he said and gets up from his sit and pick me up from father's lap and make me sit on his lap

Well now i m in my brother's lap

Others looked at us amused

"No i want to sit with dada i don't like u huh! I said wriggled in his hold

"No u will sit with me u are my sister first and then his daughter" he said

"Awww my brother is jealous of my father" i said

"No" he said

"But are u so light from before"

And here it comes

Thats it for today

I tried to write it longer

Sorry for late

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Is the chap emotional well i tried to make it .....

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-akshita