ONE

It's not easy to be alone. It's not easy to not have friends while growing up. But then I have no choice but to choose that kind of life. Alone and has no friends. I became self-centered, which I know is not good. I choose to excel and focus on things that will bring me more achievements. 

Achievements and winning are the only things I knew as I grew up, because that's the time when only my presence was acknowledged. Without it, I'm invisible.

The kind of life in which I grew up is not easy. But then here I am growing up, proving to people a lot of things and let people decide for me.

As I held my pen, all I knew was to do my best to win a gold medal.

As I held chess pieces, all I knew was to win the game and never lose.

As I hold the string of Banduria, I should not make a mistake, or else the sounds will be bad.

As I hold the pen, I should know how to solve every math problem in front of me.

And as I grow older, I start to focus on things that will only lead to achievements.

As I grew older, I didn't know how to make friends.

As I grew older, I learned to keep everything to myself.

As I grow older, all I know is to have achievements and to win.