My body hates me
" If you'd talk to your friends the way you talk to your body, you'd have no friends left." - Marcia Hutcheon

I'm only 17.

I'm 17 and already I have depression, anxiety, PCOS, and now I am insulin deficient.
I'm suffering from major depressive disorder. I was diagnosed this past year but I've had it almost all my life. More than half.

I'm also suffering from anxiety. This is both social and test anxiety. I have to take medication to help me calm down.

I have PCOS. This means I have too much testosterone in my body, causing me to not have periods. It can cause weight gain, diabetes, insulin deficiency, and other issues as well as not being able to have a child.

I am insulin deficient, I can turn diabetic from this. I have to diet and starve myself from what I love most (sweets) to save my body. 

My body and mind hate me.

I hate me.

And I am only 17.