Nya POV ~
It is now Tuesday, a week from when Jay found out I was cutting myself. I haven't cut myself yet but I do have thoughts, but I go talk to Jay when I do.
I have scheduled an appointment with my doctor to check if I need to go into surgery in order to have more kids. I still don't understand why I'm not able to carry health babies.
*PUBERTY WARNING*
When I was in 7th grade, all my friends in school started to get their periods, so they started to get taller and curvier. But I was still 4'10 and had no curves. When I hit high school, I started to get a little taller but still no curves. My first boyfriend only wanted to have sex but I couldn't (not that I wanted to though). In 11th grade I had finally gotten my period, I was excited and never thought of the reasons why I started so late. My boyfriend started seeing other girls behind my back until my friend told me about it and I caught him cheating on me. But anyway, I'm going to guess that's why I'm struggling to carry children.
*END OF PUBERTY WARNING*

Jay POV ~
Nya is I think becoming better and not hurting herself anymore. But it breaks my heart to see her not doing well.
Today Nya is going to see her doctor and I can tell that she's nervous.

A few hours later ~
We are now on our way to the doctors and Nya is really nervous. I can see that she is bouncing her leg and is sweating. I put my right hand on her thigh and gave it a little squeeze to single her that I'm here for her.
Once we got in the building, they called Nya's name and led us to our room. As we walked in our room, there were animated pictures on the plain white walls of pregnant women and couples holding their new born baby. I felt jealous that they could be parents and we couldn't, but I don't want to give up hope yet.

"ok so I'm going to check your cervix and see if it's able to carry another child" the doctor stated

I looked over at Nya and I could see the worry in her eyes. I leaned forward on my chair and gav her a soft kiss on her cheek then I went over to her ear and whispered

"everything will be all right honey, you are not alone I'm right here" and kissed her ear. she gave me a little smile and looked back up at the ultrasound of her stomach(I'm not going into that much detail). 

"ok so your cervix is very thin and it should be thick" the doctor stated

"we are probably going to have to do surgery to get your cervix thicker and stronger. If we do the surgery, you are going to be very weak and you won't be able to be sexually active"

Nya POV ~ 

I was actually calm when the doctor said that. I felt like I could trust the doctor and they knew what they were doing. I finally have faith in me and Jay about having a baby, that we will be able to carry a child this time. I couldn't help but laugh in my head when the doctor said I couldn't be 'sexually active', I mean I know I can survive awhile without sex but I don't know about Jay. My thoughts were soon interrupted by the doctor.

"but after the surgery and your done healing, there will still be a high chance of you conceiving a baby by yourself. We are probably going to have to give you a pill or you will have to get a donor. But of course, there is still a chance for you to conceive naturally" the doctor stated.

I was a little concerned about the conceiving part but my hopes were still high. I look over at Jay to find him smiling at me. He is so cute when he smiles, I wish this process would be easier for him, for us.

After the appointment, we had scheduled my surgery next week and I'm kind of nervous. What if something goes wrong or the surgery doesn't work? I had so many thoughts running through my head but I brushed them off and continued on with my day.

Jay POV ~ 

No sex? I know it doesn't seem like I'd be that kind of person but me and Nya would usually have sex every week. It would be amazing (but we're not going to talk about that today *wink* *wink*)

Since Nya has surgery next week, she must be really stressed so tomorrow I have planned  for us to cuddle and watch a movie all day. A lazy yet relaxing day.

Next Day ~

I woke up at 6 A.M, an hour before Nya usually gets up so I can make her breakfast. Her favorite meal is scrambled eggs, bacon, biscuit and coffee. I got up from bed and went straight towards the kitchen to start cooking. 

Nya POV ~ 

I woke up to the smell of bacon and coffee being made. I could hear the sizzling sounds from the bacon on the pan and the coffee brewing. I slowly got up from bed and went towards the yumminess. When I walked into the kitchen, I saw Jay standing in front of the stove making bacon with his bare back facing me so he couldn't see me walk in. The sun has just woken up, giving the kitchen perfect lighting. I walked over to Jay, wrapped my arms around his waist and gave him a few kisses on the neck.

"good morning beautiful" Jay stated turning around so he could face me. He then gave me a few pecks on the lips and then we started swaying in each others arms to the beautiful song that the birds were making outside.

"what are you doing up so early" I questioned 

"I was planning that we could have a relaxing day if you wanted"

"that would be wonderful" I stated as we were still in each others arms.

Jay then let go of me and continued making breakfast while I jumped in the shower. After the shower, me and Jay ate breakfast and cuddled with each other on the couch watching a movie.

Jay POV ~ 

Me and Nya were cuddled up against the couch. Nya had her legs tangled with mine and rested her head against my shoulder. While I started to play with her hair, she had fallen asleep in my arms and I couldn't help but realize how lucky I am to have a strong and beautiful girl. I smiled while I rested my head oh hers and fell asleep.

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I am so, so sorry that I've posted this late. I know I said I was going to post a chapter last weekend but I was actually busy and had a blast up north. I'm still trying to get a schedule of how often I will be updating this book. 

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