Chapter 10
1 week later Nya POV ~
It was now the day before surgery and I'm excited yet nervous. I'm nervous that something might go wrong or I might not be able to carry a baby but I'm also really excited because there is a possibility that I will be able to carry a child and that I can do it naturally.
Right now, me and Jay are headed up to meet up with the whole team(they knew she was pregnant and getting surgery). To be honest, I miss training with the team and hanging out with them.
Kai POV ~
It's been a few weeks since I last saw Nya and Jay, and so far they are doing good. But when Jay called me a few night's later after they got back home from the hospital saying that Nya was cutting herself, my heart dropped knowing that she wasn't doing OK, all I wanted to do was hug my sister. But now she is doing better and I'm glad Jay was the one to be by her side.
FLASHBACK ~
It has been a week since the whole 'Nadakhan' shenanigans happened, and Jay has been acting weird. He has been avoiding everyone, even Nya. In the middle of the night, I sometimes wake up to find that he is not sleeping in his bunk bed. I brushed it off thinking he was sleeping with Nya but then Nya came up to me one day and said that she hasn't talked to Jay in almost a week. She said every time she walked up to Jay that he would walk away. And this got me worried, I feel like Jay is hiding something from me and the whole team. So one night I woke up to find he wasn't sleeping in his bed again, so I got up and went to go search for him. When I went into the kitchen, I found Jay sobbing on the ground with cuts up and down his arms, with a knife in his hand and blood dripping to the ground.
"Jay? WTF ARE YOU DOING" I yelled rushing over to him, grabbing the knife out of his hand and threw it in the sink.
As soon as I took the knife away from Jay, he got up and started running out of the bounty. I started running after him but also noticed that right behind me was the rest of the team, Jay soon jumped off the bounty and summoned his dragon and flew away. I stopped running and turned around the face the rest of the team.
"guys we need to find Jay quick before anything bad happens" I stated as the rest of the team nodded in agreement.
"Lloyd, Cole, you guys go look through Ninjago. Zane, P.I.X.A.L, You guys go look in the woods while me and Nya go check the junkyard" I stated as we all jumped off the bounty, summoned our dragons and went our separate ways.
As me and Nya were on our way to the junkyard, I looked over to see her crying and quietly talking to herself.
"hey, it's going to be OK, Jay is going to be OK" I stated as I looked over at Nya with a smile.
When me and Nya got to the junkyard, we headed straight towards Ed and Edna's trailer. We knocked on their door and Ed opened up.
"is Jay in there" I asked frantically.
"he isn't in the trailer but he is over by the pile of spare parts" Ed stated as he pointed in the direction where Jay was.
Me and Nya quickly ran over to find Jay with his knees up against his chest and his head buried into his arms. Me and Nya ran over by him and gave him a hug. As we hugged he was startled but then soothed into the hug. As we were hugging, I could hear Nya sobbing into Jay's GI uniform. Jay lifted his head from his arms and hugged Nya back and rubbed her back.
"why are you the one soothing me when you are the one who is hurt" Nya stated as she was still crying
"because I don't want to see the people I love hurt or in pain. I don't want anyone to have to deal with what I have or feel the pain" Jay stated as he continued to rub Nya's back.They soon let go and we sat in a circle. I want to know why he's been acting this way.
"why didn't you tell anyone that you felt this way" I questioned
"because I didn't want you guys to worry or feel guilty about it. I wanted to make you guys were happy but all I did was make you guys feel like I don't love you which isn't true" Jay stated looking down at the ground
"you know babe that you can trust me right? you can trust us" Nya stated as she put her hand on Jay's leg.
"of course I trust you, ugh it too complicated to tell you" Jay stated getting frustrated.
"well we already know that you have been cutting yourself, so there really isn't anything else to hide from us. Right?" I questioned. Jay thought for a minute before answering.
"I keep having bad dreams that Nya could be gone if I hadn't said the wish right. I keep dreaming that she will be ripped away from my arms and never come back" Jay said as he started to cry.
"I have this voice inside my head that tells me that everything happened because of me and I'm only cutting and making myself panic for attention" Jay stated as Nya wrapped her arms around her boyfriend and started to cry with him.
"I am so, so sorry this happened to you and you couldn't trust me, but please promise me, promise me that you won't cut again and whenever you feel the urge to, to come to me or anyone else" Nya pleaded while looking Jay straight in the eyes.
"I-I promise" Jay stuttered and gave me and Nya another hug. After that, we summoned our dragons and flew back to the bounty.
END OF FLASHBACK ~
I'm glad Jay was there for my sister because I know that he has gone through the same pain as Nya is going through. I just hope that neither of them will do that again.
20 Minutes Later Jay POV ~
we have arrived at the bounty and it looks the same from 3 months ago, the only difference is that there are more flowers and decorations. When we walked in the bounty, everyone gave us hugs and wished us good luck for the surgery tomorrow. We stayed there for about 4 hours, we danced and had a little to drink except for Nya cause she was still cautious about the surgery.
After a few more minutes passed by, me and Nya left to go home and went to bed. It took me and Nya awhile to fall asleep because we were both nervous but I held Nya in my arms and we fell asleep like that.
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