Chapter 3 - No Friends
Hey there, warning about the song. It has a cuss word in it, but I didn't type out the cuss word, I just took it out. Just a heads up just in case any younger people are listening or someone just doesn't like cuss words.
I sighed after finishing my project, at home, alone, before anyone else. It's been a few months and I have no one to talk to. I've kinda accepted that's how it's gonna be from now on. Since I stopped worrying about people, my grades went from A's and B's to A's.
Cue Music
'People say I try to hard, People say I come off really awkward. You know I don't mean no harm, I'm just trying to be myself but'
"Sometimes I get confused, cause I can't read social cues, threw my inhibitions out the door." I walk over to my piano and began to play the song from heart. "I don't have an excuse, I'm just living in my youth, don't know why people don't like me more.' I though back to my lonely days at school. "I have no friends but that's okay, I don't need them anyway. I do my best all on my own, and I'd just rather be alone, rather be alone. I have no friends but I'll be fine, I don't need them to pass the time. And when I put my resting face on and I look stone cold, I'd just rather be alone, rather be alone, I have no friends.'
I got my bike out and went to an abandoned park, and just sat down on the swing set. I thought back to all the times I tried to make friends, and laughed at my pitiful previous attempts.
"I have no friends but that's okay, I don't need them anyway. I don my best all on my own, and I'd just rather be alone, rather be alone. I have no Friends." I began swinging slowly, imagining Jamia and her friends. "You'll never know what's on my mind, You'll never know the secrets that I'm keeping. I'll scare you off with my crazy eyes, cause all I need is me, myself and I don't got no shame, cause my life is just a game, and I don't care who's keeping score. Everybody thinks I'm strange, it's just something in my brain. Don't know who they're being normal for."
I smiled at the thought of being alone. "I have no friends but that's okay, I don't need them anyway. I do my best all on my own, and I'd just rather be alone, rather be alone. I have no friends and that's a sign, I don't need them to pass the time. And when I put my resting face on and I look stone cold, I'd just rather be alone, rather be alone, I have no friends."
Soooooooooooo, it's kinda short, but the song is repetitive so I thought the message was already portrayed. Welp, I gtg now, I should be working on some final assignments for school before it ends.
~Rachel❤️
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