{Note :- Mature content. Also trigger warning :Mild NonCon. Will tag it with A/N at the start and end}

"Kiss me Wei Ying... I need you to kiss me. " Lan Zhan says looking intensely into Wei Ying's eyes.

Wei Ying's eyes search his as if looking to understand the unsaid words, but here are none. He stops crying slowly.His breathing is still laboured.

Lan Zhan brings Wei Ying's fingers to his lips and parts them.
"Wei Ying... don't you want to?" Lan Zhan asks as he kisses Wei Ying's finger tips and takes their tips into his mouth.
'Wet.. Warm.. Soft.' Wei Ying's breath hitches in his chest and his mouth replace his fingers.

Lan Zhan opens his mouth willingly and Wei Ying's tongue slides in. He massages Lan Zhan's tongue with his.
Wei Ying's breath becomes heavy.
He breaks the kiss to look at Lan Zhan's slightly redder slightly swollen lips.
Wei Ying doesn't understand the reason behind Lan Zhan's sudden request but he realizes that he isn't really looking for a reason.

Wei Ying hands cup Lan Zhan's face and his lips are back on Lan Zhan's again. His tongue traces lan Zhan's soft moist lips and enters his mouth again.
Wei Ying, in his excitement pushes Lan Zhan to the floor of the cave without breaking the kiss.

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He looms on top of Lan Zhan for a few seconds and then moves to settle on top of him. They fit perfectly like two pieces of puzzle.

Wei Ying's one hand moves to rest on the nape of Lan Zhan's neck and the other caress his jaw and his neck.
When Lan Zhan doesn't resist, Wei Ying breaks the kiss.

Both are out of breath.
Lan Zhan's hands are resting on Wei Ying's back. Gently rubbing soothing circles.

Wei Ying's hand becomes bolder as it travels to Lan Zhan's belt holding his upper garments.

"Hanguang Jun...can I touch you?" Wei Ying asks and starts kissing a line down Lan Zhan's jaw moving to his neck.
"Wei Ying!... Please...." is all Lan Zhan is able to say before a moans rippes out of him as Wei Ying's mouth latched itself to just below Lan Zhan's neck....biting and sucking.

Lan Zhan starts feeling hot... he can feel himself getting hard...He can feel Weird Ying's hardness between his legs. Wei is moving... Creating friction ...He knows that if he doesn't stop Wei Ying now.. he will lose control... He doesn't want to lose control... He can't afford to lose control. He had chosen this way to distract Wei Ying from having the attack again... He had thought that he can control himself... Control his body and his mind... He had overestimated his self-control. Things had gone further than he had planned. He needed to stop Wei Ying.
He removes his hands from Wei Ying's back and balls then into fists and slams them into the floor of the cave.
"Wei Ying... Stop.. Wei Ying... " Lan Zhan says out of breath.

Wei Ying is too far gone. He can't hear or understand what Lan Zhan is saying.
Wei Ying unties the belts holding Lan Zhan's upper garments and his hand comes in contact with Lan Zhan's bare chest.
"Wei Ying... Please.. Stop..." Lan Zhan says again... in a broken voice.
Lan Zhan knows he will lose control any moment... He knows he will hurt Wei Ying.
Lan Zhan closes his eyes in an attempt to close off all his senses.

Bichen's glow withers... Slowly.

Remorse grips Lan Zhan's heart thinking of the hate he will subject himself too. If he loses control and hurts Wei Ying, no one will hate him or dispise him, more than himself.

Bichen falls to the floor. It is barely glowing now.

The clang of metal against the hard floor of the cave attracts Wei Ying's eyes and attention to Bichen.

'What happened? What is wrong with it? Why is the glow so dull?' Wei Ying's mind asks confused and concerned.
He looks at Lan Zhan.
Lan Zhan is shaking, Lan Zhan's robes are open,exposing his chest and torso.. Just under the nap of Lan Zhan's neck is an angry red bite mark... Lan Zhan's hands are balled into fists and are glued to the floor , his eyes are tightly shut and yet they are leaking tears.. His lips are pursed... his forehead is mared with worry lines and beads of sweat are clearly visible on it.
Wei Ying's eyes now travel to his own hand which are on Lan Zhan's bare chest. He looks down at their bodies where he is pressing his hardness between Lan Zhan's legs.

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Wei Ying's eyes fall on Bichen again and he can see that it has lost almost all of it's beautiful bright blue glow.

'I love you Wei Ying... I just need some time.' Lan Zhan's words echo in Wei Ying's mind... 'Kiss me Wei Ying... I need you to kiss me.' Wei Ying's mind starts to clear up.
'He had asked to be kissed... just kissed... nothing more than that...What were you doing?... He is clearly not ready.' Wei Ying thinks as guilt grips his heart.
'He is not ready... He could have thrown me off but he didn't... Why?....I should have not lost myself like that... I must fix things.'

Wei Ying slowly gets off Lan Zhan , covers him up and puts his head on Lan Zhan's shoulder.
"Sorry." Wei Ying whispers sincerely and runs his hands over Lan Zhan's head.
"Sorry, I was stupid Lan Zhan. Can you please find it in your heart to forgive me." Wei Ying says and runs his hand over Lan Zhan's head again.

Slowly Lan Zhan opens his eyes. His breathing evens out.

Bichen floats in the air once again and starts glowing steadily.

"Lan Zhan, I know you are a strong man. I am stupid to freak out about you getting cut a few times. I am ready to do the spell if you are still willing." Wei Ying says ,avoiding Lan Zhan's gaze and smiling hesitantly.

Lan Zhan smiles, but Wei Ying misses it.
"I am willing." Lan Zhan says sincerely.
He holds Wei Ying in his embrace and whispers, "Thank you."

Wei Ying doesn't understand why he is being thanked. He is just glad that the words uttered by Lan Zhan are 'Thank You' and not 'I hate you.'

They hold each other that way for a few minutes. When both of them have calmed down, Wei Ying sits up and starts untying the band from around his wrist.

Lan Zhan sits and holds Wei Ying's hands immediately stoping him.

"Wei Ying, what are you doing?" Lan Zhan asks, sounding concerned.

"Lan Zhan, I need to enhance my senses.... the headband counters how I am supposed to feel. It repels negative energy remember?" Wei Ying explains in a soothing tone.

"Can I.... " Lan Zhan begins, but Wei Ying knows what Lan Zhan is going to say so he doesn't let him finish. He puts a finger on his mouth.

"You can't do it for me Lan Zhan. It has to be me. Only someone tainted with dark energy can summon it." Wei Ying smiles with sad eyes.

Lan Zhan doesn't know what to say so he nods looking dissapointed.

Wei Ying removes the headband and immediately the feeling of heaviness attaches itself to him and his face contorts in pain.
It takes him a few seconds to arrange his face into a smile.

'Your smile is not fooling anyone Wei Ying.' Lan Zhan's mind whispers.

"Lan Zhan, I am Ok. I can handle it." Wei Ying says continuing to smile at Lan Zhan.

"Ok." Lan Zhan says simply, looking at the floor.

Wei Ying stands and Lan Zhan follows.
Wei Ying's hands go to Lan Zhan's belts holding his robes and he undoes the belt. He removes Lan Zhan's dress robes and inner robes and hands it to Lan Zhan.
Then he rids himself of his cloths as well and places them on the floor.

Wei Ying looks around and finds a sharp rock. He takes it to his lips and murmurs something softly.
He looks at Lan Zhan apologetically and mouths a 'Sorry'
Wei Ying puts his hand on nape of Lan Zhan's neck and brings their bodies closer.
Wei Ying kisses Lan Zhan's forehead and proceeds to make a cut just over his heart.

{Note 1 :- For those who are confused as to why Lan Zhan reacted the way he did was because he really wants Wei Ying, but he knows that he can't yet control himself or rather trust himself to not hurt Wei Ying ... there is also guilt in the way he wants to take Wei Ying. He is aware that this is a painful thing if not done right...added to that is the fact that he suspects that Wei Ying is still weak... Not completely recovered.
I hope this clears up the situation.}

{Note 2:- Not very important note so you may skip it...
Ok good to know that some of you are still reading this... Thank you.
So I have been pretty sick for the past few days... I am trying to update everyday but sometimes I just can't ..I would like to inform in advance but I don't know how to reach everyone who is reading this... I will try putting it on the wall but it won't reach many who are probably reading this story... So any suggestions?}

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