You know when you are broken when you have done these things

You cry over someone over someone critiquing you

You worry over people staring at you

You think that the moment you talk people hate you

You always play the what if game

You make a mistake and they think they are going to hate you

You hurt yourself thinking that you don't matter

You've been better off dead

To many things, there is a solution

Seek help

Talk to someone

To make your life more worth it

Wow, to think I would do two author notes in one day. (I promise this is the last time) I know you hear this so many times, see help if you are depressed, have anxiety that you are losing sleep, or think that hurting yourself is the only option. Trust me, it's not. Go to a therapist nearby in your local area, talk to an adult that you can trust, find friends that will listen to you, trust me on that last part. The truth is that anxiety will always come to you when you least expect it, but if you have people that genuinely care about you, they will be at your side, even if you think you are strong, it's ok to be vulnerable, cause like I said, if you surround people that care about you, they won't judge, and will support you.