What to do

What to do

I have no way of knowing

Where to go

Who to love

I wish all the answers

Were written here

Right in front of me

All the steps

To each conclusion

Where do I belong

I don't belong here

I don't belong anywhere

I feel that every time

I step outside that door

Into the world

I have to put a mask on

To hide my true feelings

To hide who I am

And what I really want to be

I live in a world

A life full of illusions

Fake lives

Fake dreams

I live in a world where

Beauty counts

and feelings don't

I feel I have to be perfect

Or no body will notice me

The perfect body

The perfect lifestyle

The perfect person

FUCK

I am not perfect