JOURNAL ENTRY #1

Wednesday, 17th October

12:37 A.M

I could feel it. My failures.

Like a shadow. Covering me, following me, wherever there was light.

It haunts me in my sleep, it haunts me while I am awake.

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if none of this were real.

If I could feel the light instead of the dark.

The darkness suffocates me, drowning me in the black hole I've created.

I can't stand it. My shadow is too dark. It's too big. Too black.

When I close my eyes it's dark. When I open them, it still is.

I just hope that tomorrow whatever light I still have will disappear.

And so will my shadow.

Juniper.