The First day

The Alarm Clock rung. The Annoying sound made Michelle's ears ring. Michelle then slams her hand on the snooze button. She puts the covers over her face.

Michelle's brother came into the room. "I knew this was going to happen. Michelle wake up," Michael says. Michelle groans. "Fine," Michelle says. Michael leaves the room to let Michelle change.

Michelle POV

I got up and went  you towards my closet. I look through it to see what I could wear. There is a 25% chance that we might have Gym. So maybe I should do something comfortable.

Once I finished with everything. Like brushing my teeth and stuff I went down stairs. I grabbed my book bag off the hook. Then left.

At school
When I got to schools their is a bunch of people in the backyard. Hopefully, there won't be any drama here but I doubt it I mean common it's high school I'm just so sick of it. I start looking for my Teacher for the first period. I look to see who was in my class.

Kaylee (my best friend)
Debra
Justin
Derek
Jerry
Davon
Jade
Andrea
Jordan
Angela 
Qwen
Maya
Kyanite
Micah
Riri
Zion
Luis
Kiya
Sebastian
Jaiden

Hmm that's weird I know everyone except Justin. Wow. If you're wondering how do I know everyone is because the elementary and middle schools are connected. If you know what I'm saying. I walk to where my class is. "MICHELLE, MICHELLE," A girl with golden blonde hair and hazel eyes screamed. "Hey best friend" I said as I hugged Kaylee. "You ready for the 2nd year of high school?" Kaylee asks. "Don't be a dumbass you know I'm not ready," I  say. Kaylee smiles. "So have you heard of this new Justin guy," I ask. Kaylee ignores the question because she's to busy looking for someone. "What the hell are you doing," I ask. "I'm looking for Gabriel" Kaylee says.

"He's Toxic. You know that right? You know everything he did. To me, to Angela, to everyone"I say. "He's changed and I love him. All I need is your support" Kaylee says. "I can't support it. Sorry" I say. I walked away from her. He robbed my innocence. And she loves him.

Flashback

"Michelle. It may not feel good now but I promise it will later" Gabriel says

Flashback End

That's the one Kaylee doesn't know about. But she knows about the abuse he gave me in elementary school. The way he forced me to date him in middle school. And she doesn't know how he raped me while they were in a relationship. No one knows. I'm to scared to spill.

My teacher took us to this classroom. This is the class room where everyone gets to know each other.

We all was sitting in circle. I was sitting next to Angela and I think Justin. "I'm the teacher that checks in with all you guys. Three times a week every week. Monday, Wensday, Friday. You guys were put in a class together because you've had issues in the past. In high school things will be tough and I'm here to help you for you don't break down and you can handle the pressure. The first activity will be for us to go around in the circle and talk about yourself, or anything really. Clear?" The teacher said. We all said Clear. "Andrea start" the teacher said.

"I am bisexual and people think it's wrong to be that way. You get teased a lot. And anytime you hang with a girl you immediately have a crush her. It sucks. Next"Sandrea says.

" I'm dark. I'm very dark. People teased me for my skin complexion. I fought a girl because she's lighter then me and then I got dragged by her. Everyone continued to tease me after that" Jordan says

"I gossip and I'm nosy" Angela says

"I have issues. I'm jealous. I have trust issues. My temper is uncontrollable. I guess I've been through so much shit. That it screwed me up in the long run." Michelle says

"Watch your language" the teacher says.

After everyone went. We were headed to Gym. The boys had half of the Gym and the girls had the other half. I watch the boys play basketball. Justin was the best out of all of them. Every time he shot he'd look at me. Justin through the ball towards the hoop. It rolls around the rim. And then went in. The boys who were on his team celebrated. He looked at me and smiled. I smiled back.

Then the worst thing happened. Gabriel came in. My face was filled with terror. I remember the indecent. Things were replaying my mind.

He force my pants down. He pushed down on the bed. He kissed me all over. He took my shirt off. He hurt me.

My eyes were watery. Justin looked at me. He walked over to me.  "are you ok," Justin asks. "No. I'm not. I need get out of here. Justin please get me out of here." I said as I looked at him. He grabbed my hand and took me out of the gym. We went to the janitors closet. "What's the matter?" Justin asks. By this point I broke down. "Y-you g-gotta promise you won't tell anyone," I said as tears Rolling down my face.

"I promise"

"There was an end of the 2nd year of high school party it was at his house. I was at the party with Kaylee. She had gone to get chips and some drinks non-alcoholic drinks. One of his friends told me that I left my very expensive purse upstairs. I want to get it I walked inside of a room and he was there. He grabbed my hand and he put a handcuff of done it and then he put the other cuff on the bed. He forced my pants down. Showing everything. He then forced off my shirt. Touching me everywhere I couldn't scream I was so scared. He took my virginity." At the end of the story, I was crying hysterically.

"He did that. He's 15 and he did that" Justin said. "Yup," I said. Justin hugged me. "I'm so sorry he whispered. I laid my head on his shoulder. I wanted to stay like this forever.
Safe and innocent.

"You have to tell the police" Justin says. "No. Are you dumb. His dad is the mayors best friend so he has a get out of jail card. And have you seen us. I'm black. He's white. He's going to win" Michelle says. "That's true but you have to do something. He could do this to another girl," Justin says. "I already said no and that's my final answer," Michelle says.

Once we got of the janitors' closet we both headed back to Gym. We got in trouble for leaving. And were serving after school detention.

After Gym we had class. We were doing Calculus. I and Justin were the first two people to be done.

Once it was lunch time I was alone. Kaylee decided to ditch me to go with Angela to the library. I sat with Debra during lunch. We talked about Kaylee and Gabriel, All the boys, the Girls, and life in General. She has it so easy. She's never been involved with drama. I don't know how she's even in our class.

I was recess time. Debra went to go and play ball with Jade and Andrea. I sat down and watched the boys play basketball.

I had my eye closely on the game. And I know that Justin knows that I'm watching. That's why he is so focused. I've noticed a difference between him playing when I'm watching and when I'm not watching. He's not as good when I'm not watching. Justin jumps up and scores the last shot. Me and his team were celebrating.

After lunch is was a pretty calm and easy. No drama how I like it. Until it was after school detention.

I and Justin walked in detention to see Rick and Gabriel. "He's my Ex. The one Gebriel forced me to date," I say. "Rick is my basketball rival," Justin says. "I guess we both don't like him.

I was in between Justin and Gabriel and Rick was behind me. I'm not going to lie I felt slightly uncomfortable. A teenage girl surrounded by boys and one of them is her rapist. The other is her Ex who hasn't gotten over her. And one was a cute friend. I'm glad Justin is here because I would have been more uncomfortable and scared.

I feel like I'm on the edge right now. Like someone can just push me and I'll die.

"fucking Rapist" Justin says. "Who are you talking about," Gabriel says. "you know who it her I'm talking about," Justin says. "Calm down Just, " I say. Rick puts his hand on my shoulder. "If you don't get your crusty, dusty fucking hand off of me you gonna get fucked up, " I say as I push Ricks' hand off of my shoulder. "Y'all some ugly ass motherfuckers" I say. Right after that the Detention teacher came in. "You can sit here in silence or you can do your homework" the teacher says. "Okay sir" we all say in unison.

After detention I was walking home. "Leave him alone! He's trying to change" she says. I knew her voice. " what the fuck kaylee I didn't do shit" I said. "Yes you did. Your bothering him and his friends" Kaylee says. "You're so shitty. You put your boyfriend over me. when you fuck around and get hurt I'm going to laugh," I say.

I walked home. Silently. Today was everything I expected.

Tomorrow will be better tomorrow right?

Right?

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