My heart hurts. It hurts.

Sort of spoilers for The Kite Runner

What happened on the day of the kite tournament is hurting me. I hate those boys. And I hate Amir even more for NOT FREAKING DOING ANYTHING TO STOP THEM. WHAT WAS WRONG WITH HIM? THE COMPLETE JERK. THE MORON. THE IDIOT. THE DISLOYAL RAT. I WANT TO KILL HIM AND THEM.

I don't even know where I got that from.