/ Febraury 23rd 2018 /

Dear Diary,

I think I like Alfie. I really think I do, but I'm scared.

I've never liked anyone before, so how do I even know if I actually like them? I did a bunch of online tests and all of them points to me having a crush. A freaking CRUSH.

What do I do??? Do I tell them? No, I can't do that...they'll hate me and it'll ruin the only friendship I have here.

I asked all my internet friends, and they all think I should tell them. I'm so scared though. I'm really, really scared. I've only known Alfie for so long, how could I already have a crush? I don't like this. Not at all. I feel so vulnerable and I don't like it. I don't like it one bit. They probably don't like me back.

Maybe I should tell them on Monday? Ugh. Why does life have to be so hard?

I really don't know what to do. I have two days to think about it, I guess. Ughhh.

I'll write on Monday, I guess.

Bye bye.