It's been a few months since we adopted Levin and Malachi. We are currently on a trip with some of our friends. Levin, Malachi, Kyle, Samson, Starburst and I just get off our flight. We then proceed to find our friends, which wasn't hard then all of us get into cars and start heading to the house we rented. We reach the house and pick our rooms. Kyle and I decided to sleep in different rooms. Levin chooses to stay with me cause he's a momma's boy, Malachi chooses to stay with Kyle cause he's a daddy's boy.

*THREE DAY TIME SKIP*

It's almost 1:00am and my phone starts to ring and I answer it quickly so it doesn't wake up Levin. "Hello?" I say with sleep lingering in my voice. "Hello, sorry to wake you but this is Sargent Blackwell from the marine core. We regret to inform you that you're sister was killed in action about an hour ago. We ask you to come to the base in two days to pick up her dog tags and belongs. Thank you we are so sorry for your loss." I hang up the phone and pick up Levin and carry his sleeping body to Kyle's room. I place him in the bed between Kyle and Malachi and go back to my room. I close the door and lock it because I don't want anyone to see me as I breakdown and cry. I grab my survival knife and start cutting the top part of my wrists so I won't die. All because my sister was the only family I had left and now she's gone and I feel all alone in the world. I cried myself to sleep that night knowing that my sister was dead. I woke up the next morning to a knocking on my door. I then realized that I slept on the floor. I get off my tear stained pillow and get up off the floor to answer the door. I unlock it to find a very concerned Jess (A/N a.k.a Aphmau I love her YouTube channel.) looking at my tear stained eyes and face and sees my bandaged wrists. "What's wrong? What happened to your writs?" she asks me with concern in her voice. I tell her to come sit down on the bed with me. She comes in my room which I kinda trashed a bit. I close the door and lock it cause I don't want Levin or Malachi to see me like this. We sit on the bed that has no sheets cause I pulled them off while I was braking down last night. I tell her about the phone call and my sisters death and how I cut my wrists when I feel hurt. I began to tear up and she starts to rub my back. "I don't know what to do anymore Jess. I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest. She was the only thing keeping me from killing myself after mom died when we were 6." She looks at me with sadness in her eyes. Then puts her arms around me and I cried on her shoulder until I fall asleep again. I woke up an hour later in an unfamiliar room I realized that she carried me to her room. I got up and went across the hall to my room. I found her cleaning up my trashed room and went to help before everyone else wakes up. When we finish we go down stairs and fix breakfast for everyone. Once the eggs and bacon have finished cooking people start to come downstairs to eat. By now my tear stained face and red eyes are gone I wear a sweatshirt to hide the bandages. So no one knows about my break down except Jess. She told me that she wouldn't tell anyone about my breakdown last night. I was thankful to have a good friend like her who I can trust my deepest darkest secrets with. I help her clean up afterwards as payment for cleaning up my room. I go and ask Kyle if I can talk to him alone. We go to his room and he asks me why I brought Levin to his room and I tell him everything that happened last night. We decided not to tell the kids cause it would break their hearts. Before we go downstairs we put a healing cream on my wrists and they heal instantly. When we head back downstairs and find everyone in the living room and we all decided to go to a movie. When we got home I made a promise to Kyle, Levin, Malachi, Salem my werewolf, Foxy my were-fox and Roxy my griffin that I would never try to kill my self ever again.

A/N Sad chapter I know but it gets better so don't worry. A lot of this is from my imaginary world that i have I know I'm weird. Also don't forget to checkout Aphmau's YouTube channel cause I absolutely love her she is my favorite YouTuber.