I don't know why, but I'm tired as hell, but I can't fall asleep no matter how hard I try. I can't bring my self to eat a whole sandwich even though I'm super hungry. I'm loosing interest in things I love the most; writing, RPing, goofing off with friends....

I hope this is just a phase or something that goes away soon. Cause I love all of ya, and I hate boring you with all my problems and I defiantly hate ignoring you because I'm loosing interest even though my minds screaming at me to reply to you in some way.

What's even weirder is the same thing happened to me last year, right around this time too. I just started falling apart, I did some pretty damn stupid things to myself and I drifted away from friends both here and at school because of it.

All of ya promise not to leave me... right?