Dear Yoongi,

I still go to the playground, I saw it. I saw the carving you have done on the swing.

'Y+S' with a heart surrounding it.

For everytime I look at it, my memories keep coming back and I can't stop the urge to cry about you. If you had just stayed for one more year, I would have been sure for you to leave the year after. After the accident, after the deaths.

I know you left me, I know you did it to keep me safe. But the thing is, I want to be loved by you. That's how you'll feel safe, when the your loved ones are around you.

And now you're somewhere around the world I don't know, I have to send these letters to you so I can express my feelings and pretend that you actually read these.

I'm such a depressed girl. Can't you see?

I miss you Oppa,

I miss the one who would tie my shoelaces.

I miss the one who would call me their neck pillow.

I miss the one who would sleep on my lap and shoulder.

I miss Yoongi.

I miss Suga.

I miss my old self.

Come back, that's all I asked, just come back.

         — Kim Soo-Young,
        Your neck pillow.