Dear Yoongi,

After two years, I saw Jungkook coming back from College. The one who first called me as the neck pillow.

As normal, he was sweet. He looked more mature, I was sure for him to get a girlfriend in the next year or before. He's too perfect not to have one, people are too blind if he becomes single by the age of 30.

He knew I was living a depressed life, he immediately gave me a hug and I cried my heart out. You could not believe how desperate I was to have someone to hug me. I loved the feeling, it made me feel warm. But yours was the best, after all, you would snuggle you head into my neck and I would be hugging you like a teddy bear.

He said you were fine, you were living an adventure.

I don't like to hear that, as much as that sounds greedy.

But I felt happy, to know you're happy. That's how I got his number, he said he'll be your replacement.

Not to be a lover, but to be my second knight.

He said, "Your first knight will be the one who will the one to leave for someone else's life."

And immediately I knew it was mine.

You left me, you left so your father's bodyguards won't abuse me into getting you to do an important duty.

I wished you would've told me that we'll get through this, but of course. You being you, you decided to take the most logical choice.

And as much as I want to freaking punch and hit you for that, I can't.

I love you too much that I'll breakdown because I'm hurting you.

Oppa, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being a burden to you.

— Kim Soo-Young,
A sinner to you.