Dear Yoongi,

I hate you.

I hate you for leaving me. I hate you for being so stubborn. I hate you for being so careless for what I feel. I hate you for leaving me when my family died.

Yet, still. I love you at the same time. I love your smile. I love your laugh. I love how you can sleep anywhere, any time. I love how your voice is so raspy. I love how you don't give a shit about anything, as long as it doesn't hurt anybody. I love how you stare at me. I love how you would kiss me. I love how you hug me, your head in my head.

And I hate myself, for being too complicated with my life.

Oppa, why do you do this to me?

— Kim Soo-Young,
Confused.