Dear Yoongi,

I'm too scared, Jungkook has been really tired and depressed as well lately. His eyes were really red, his eyebags were really dark and his had a frown. I let him sleep in my apartment for now, yesterday I asked him what's wrong.

He said, 'I'm suffering Noona, I want my hyungs back. Jin hyung and Taehyung are dead, and our Yoongi is gone. I want to cry.'

I couldn't keep my emotions in and gave him the most caring hug. He was always the one to give me hugs after we met near his College. He would come with Jimin and Hoseok and try to cheer me up. He's so mature for his age, I remember him saying whilst looking through a photo album of you and me,

"Yoongi is so brave, to leave you in order to keep you safe from getting abused. That's my older brother."

I felt like a proud mother, if I were to have a boy, I would call Jungkook and have his nickname V. V for Victory as Taehyung would say, he loved the nickname.

Jimin called for me, he said we're going to watch some Korean dramas to get my girly side back. These boys.

Bye.

— Kim Soo-Young