~Y/N POV~

Earlier I was given an all okay to go home and I've been in my room ever since just relaxing since the boys wanted to take care of me but honest I felt fine. I'm just relieved that the babies are okay and healthy, that's what matters to me.

We had something to eat, watched movies in my room and some how that ended up in having everyone sleep in my room for extra protection as they would say but not everyone could fit in my bed.

Jungkook and Yoongi took the opportunity to sleep next to me and the others curled up on the floor with blankets and pillows. I did try and tell them to go to their own rooms but they insisted and honestly I was secretly loving that they refused. Knowing that they're there with me helps.

Except, not everyone is here.

There's one person missing and I cant sleep knowing he's not in here with me. With us.

Laying in bed, snuggled up into Jungkook's front while having Yoongi curled up into my back did I wait until I was certain everyone was asleep. Listening to their snores around the room and little grumbles from their throats I knew they were peacefully asleep, except for Namjoon letting out a small growl here and there but that could be from dreaming about the latest events that happened hours ago.

Carefully removing Yoongi arm from my waist and shifting Jungkook's leg between mine I managed to peel myself out of their grasp and crawl off the bed but careful to not fall onto Jimin on the floor in the process.

Stepping over him did I tip toe out the room and slowly begin to close the door but not without Jungkook springing his head up from the pillow to instantly meet my eyes. Furrowing his brows as if silently asking me where I was going I just gestured with a head nod to the corridor trying to tell him where I was going but he nodded thankfully and relaxed.

He knows where I'm going.

Once I saw him rest his head back onto the pillow did I close the door quietly and leave the door completely to head towards someone else's bedroom.

Taehyungs.

I haven't spoken to him since I came back and I did try when I came home because I've been worried about him this whole time but he refused to answer the door but now I'm  taking my chances.

We may have had a hard first impressions but I care about Taehyung a lot, hell I actually love that man so I want to be there for him whenever he needs that reminder and that time is now.

He cant be alone after whatever happened with his dad.

Reaching his door I gulped down my nerves and instead of knocking I just opened the door myself, slipped inside the small gap I made and closed it behind me just to be welcomed by the pitch black bedroom. No light or anything in sight but I did catch a glimpse by the hallway light shining in, of Taehyung lying in his bed, back facing the door but laying on top of his sheets instead of inside them and that's not like him at all.

Taking small steps towards him I slipped into his bed, but on top of his covers just to scoot up close to him on my side and wrap my arms around his waist to hug him from behind. I felt him flinch in my hold but he didn't move and that also told me this whole time he has been awake.

For a moment, nothing happened nor was anything said. Just mine and Taehyung's breathing filled the room as I hugged him from behind and leaned up to rest my chin on his shoulder so he can be certain I am right here with him no matter what.

His one hand eventually rested on my hand that hung off his waist and entwined our fingers together letting out a small sigh before he eventually turned his body to face me to which I had to shuffle back a little bit before he pulled me back in, pressing my small body to his chest so he could rest the side of his face to the top of my head. His arms swarmed around me and my face pressed into his upper chest so I could listen to his beating heart.

I gave him a little squeeze with my arms around his waist signally that I'm here even if he knows it and he sniffled a little bit and squeezed me back but pecking my forehead.

"What happened Tae? Are you okay?"

My voice coming out in a small whisper but yet he doesn't speak. Another quiet seconds go by without hearing his voice but instead he let out a little sob. I heard him sniffle back his tears and holding me much closer than before as if I was a stuffed toy comforting a child.

Just hearing him try and hold back his tears, it made me tear up also. His whole body was shaking as he held me and that picture in my head of him covered in blood back at the hospital came back to my mind.

Something horrible happened to him and clearly he's not ready to talk about it or may not ever be but one thing for sure is what ever happened, that wont change how I feel about him.

"I love you Taehyung. So much and nothing will change that okay?"

I felt him nod on the top of my head but I moved back to cup his cheeks and look him in the eyes. Those sad glowing eyes staring back at me as I can barely make out the tear stains down his cheeks and quivering lip. He looked devesting.

Wiping his tears with my thumb I pressed a small kiss to his lips which was short but deep so I could show him my affection towards him.

"You're not alone Taehyung, remember that. We're all family and I love you and so do the others."

He nods again, briefly closing his eyes for a moment before opening them back up again, taking a small yet shaking breath.

"I love you too." Taehyung

I smiled at him, wiping some of his tears from his cheeks before I settled into his chest again, to feel his arms around me once again and closing my eyes to enjoy the night in his warmth.

I appreciate the other's concern and wanting to spend the night with me but in my opinion, Taehyung needed me right now and so here I am, to sleep with him together so he can be sure after whatever happened with his dad, I'm going no where.

I've got an idea what happened to his dad but he will tell me in time, I'm sure. Just not now.