'Well, I'm not cleaning that up.'

Now back to this ass, "get your STD-filled body off of me!" I yelped

"Is that any way to talk to your alpha?" Elijah frowned fakely

Let me explain to you why this supposed to be a magical moment was the worst nightmare. I cannot stand Elijah Westmoon for many reasons.

I was in disbelief, out of everyone in the world, out of all the people in the pack, I had to get stuck with Elijah as a mate. When he touched me, I felt only itchiness instead of the typical sparks. We got up from the ground, and everyone in the room with us was silent.

Elijah's lips curled into a smirk so foul it would put the Grinch' to shame, "I, Elijah Westmoon reject you Bianca North as my mate and Luna of this pack, Kat's already got that job." He declared loudly in an alpha tone. The rejection and humiliation hit me like a ton of bricks. Not only did a whole chaotic scene unfold, but it happened in front of both mine and his parents.
I felt an aching pain in my chest, but I just tried to brush it off. I won't show pain, especially in front of him. Elijah began to walk out of the room, however then turned back around and looked at me, "Oh, and just so I don't have to see your face in this pack, I at this moment ban you from the Westmoon pack."

My heart dropped, to the pit of my stomach. My knees suddenly became jelly and turned on me. I fell to the ground black spots began to cloud my vision.

"Bia."

Everything around me was complete darkness. The sound of my heartbeat was drumming in my ear. Everything was still and then I was falling at an impossible rate.

"Bianca, please wake up big sis," I heard my little brother Philip say quietly, almost as if he was holding back tears. I opened my eyes and shut them quickly due to the sudden bright light. When I opened them again I saw my mother trying to calm my father down, her hand rubbing his back soothingly and she was standing in front of him so he couldn't take a step forward. I turned my head to see Elijah, pinned to the wall by his father. Lois was in tears desperately trying to get Rick to let him go.

I stood up shakily. My parents rushed to my side trying to help me regain my balance.

"I'm okay," I reassured my parents. I walked over and tried to and helped Lois pry Rick off of Elijah. Why might you ask? Because if that ass dies, so do I since I haven't rejected him back.

"Elijah, how could you?" His dad screamed.

"I'm going to kill you," Dad yelled, trying to lunge at Elijah, but mom was holding him back. The yelling wasn't helping soothe my pounding head.

"How could you, Elijah? I raised you better than this. Bianca is the perfect Luna, better than that no good Kat you're always with." Lois cried.

"Does it look like I care? No, this is my pack. My pack, my rules. Bianca get your shit and leave my pack." He ordered

"Look I don't care that you rejected me. But you can't make me leave. My family is here, my life is here. I'm head of the pack warrior for god sake."

"The Westmoon pack is strong. We'll survive just fine, we'll flourish with fewer bitches you."

"Yeah and I'm going to take over the world! The Westmoon pack has strong warriors. Other than that, the pack has nothing going for it, being run by idiots like you." I snapped

"She's right, you know, without Bianca a bunch of people will start slacking," Carson added.

"Shut it, kid."

"Don't you ever talk to him like that." I hissed at him

"I've had enough of this. Go now, or you get executed."

"Hahaha. You're so funny with your pathetic threats. None of the people in this pack would dare try to lay a fucking hand on me."

"Well, I did ban you from this pack. That technically makes you a rogue. You 5 minutes to pack."

'Shit, he's right, we basically trained the pack to kill any rogue they encounter and we can't kill all of them.' My wolf panicked.

I bumped his shoulder on my way out, "Fuck you." I ran upstairs to my room. From inside my closet, I grabbed my large black duffle bag. I poured all the clothes I had from my drawers into the bag.

"Stupid idiot, making me leave the pack. God, I fucking hate him." I was overflowing with anger. I wanted to stain the walls with Elijah's blood.

My brothers were hysterical, they followed me up to my room. "No you're not leaving," Philip cried

"Yeah, we won't let you," Carson joined in.

"I'm sorry guys, but It's not my decision. I have to" I sighed sadly, wiping the tears from their faces. "I promise you, I'm going to find a way to see you guys again. Nothing will keep me from my family." I kissed their foreheads

"No, please don't go," they begged, clutching onto my legs. "Carson, Philip don't make this harder then it has to be. Please." I sighed sadly

I had to shuffle out the door and when I got to the base of their stairs called for my dad. He picked them up and held them. They fought back trying to punch and kick my dad.

"No! We want to go with Bia," Philip cried tears falling down his red cheeks.

"No, the pack needs you both. Promise me you'll train hard and become really strong and protect the pack." I was trying hard to hold back my tears.

"We promise," they both whimpered. I went up to mom, and she hugged me tight and cried.

"Mom please do not cry," I looked at her, "I'm going to call u soon as I'm out of pack territory." She nodded and kissed my cheek, "Be safe."

"I will," I promised her

I hugged Lois and went to shake Rick's hand but instead, he pulled me into a hug, "If you need anything, call" I nodded. I looked at Elijah, "I'll escort you personally off my land." I walked out of the house and Elijah followed. My family stood at the door, in tears.

I had everything and I lost it all.

When we got to the border I took a deep breath, Elijah grabbed my forearm pulling me towards him, "You know Bianca I'm sorry about this."

I turned around and looked him right in the face.

"Let me fucking go before I kill you," I spat at him.

"Well, I really am sorry, if only Kat wasn't pregnant." He looked at me and grabbed my hands with one hand and lifted my chin with the other. I struggled to get away from him. He placed his lips on mine forcefully.

WHAT THE F*CK? HE JUST REJECTED ME, AND NOW HE'S KISSING ME!?

I used my free hand to tangle my fingers into the back of his hair, then I pulled his hair roughly bringing his bottom lip in between my teeth and I pulled until I tasted blood. He pulled away crying in pain. I spit out his blood.

"I Bianca North accept your rejection and I reject you, Elijah Westmoon as my mate and Alpha. I, Bianca North, break off all connections with the Westmoon pack." With that, I crossed into the rogue territory. It was funny and ironic. I've killed so many rogues before. I despised them, but now I was the very thing I hated the most.

'We should be able to cover more ground if we shift.' My wolf said, I agreed and dropped my bag. I removed my clothes and shifted into my black wolf. It blended into the surroundings because the dark forest provides perfect camouflage, but I needed to mask my scent. I didn't want anyone or anything recognizing me, especially another pack.

I remembered a couple of miles, from here was a waterfall. I took the bag in my mouth and I began running full speed, I ran towards the sound of flowing water until I came to a huge waterfall. Throwing my bag to the side, I walked into the water. I splashed around letting my coat get wet and letting any faint scent left, wash off me.

As I stepped out, I shook out my coat, and the water sprayed everywhere. I walked over to my bag and heard a branch break behind me. I started running deeper into the woods but then heard the faint sound of cars and humans talking in the distance. I guess I wasn't actually going deeper into the forest. I picked up my pace and ran towards the sound until I was on the other side of a road in front was a small convenience store. I grabbed my bag and shifted behind the tree. I put on underwear, leggings, a shirt and a pair of sneakers. I walked into the store and found the aisle that sold disposable cellphones. I couldn't risk calling my family on my cell. I know Elijah is horrible enough to make sure I didn't have contact with them and make sure that my family can't contact me.

I also bought some food since I never got to eat dinner. I got one of those packaged sandwiches, a large bag of chips and a bottle of water. I walked up to the cashier, who greeted me with a smile. "Find everything you need honey?" The lady asked.

"Yeah. Hey, where can a person get some rest around here?" I asked.

"Well, there's a motel right around the corner. It's not very fancy but then again that's what a motel is," she laughed to herself as she placed my items in a plastic bag. I pay and thanked her and walked out of the store.

I walked around the corner as she said and I found the motel. It was a long two-story building with rooms opening directly onto the parking lot, which only had five cars parked. The second story had a balcony with multiple stairwells. I found the entrance and walked in.

"Hi, can I have a room, please?" I asked the man.

"How many days will you be staying?" He asked, his eyes never met my own.

"Three days," I told him. "It's 100 dollars." I placed the money on the counter and his shaky hands reached over to grab it while the other under the desk and he handed me a room key. As I reached for it the scent of werewolf hit me. I grabbed the key in my hand and walked off to find the room. I walked all around the first floor and then checked the second. I finally found the room and opened the door letting the horrible, unpleasant smell of sweaty socks and garbage wash over me.

I walked in and placed my bag on the floor. I sat down on the edge of the bed, I wasn't prepared to sit down on any 'mystery stain'. I grabbed the disposable cell and called my mom's phone. It rang for a while but she finally picked up. Her voice was low and she was obviously still crying.

"Hello, mom?" I asked into the phone.

"Bianca?"

"Hey Momma, It's Bianca."

"Where are you staying? Are you all alright? Why is your number different?"

"Mom, I'm fine. I'm staying at a motel in the human town. My number is different because I'm using a disposable phone. I can't risk calling you on my cell and Elijah finding out. I won't risk putting you in danger."

"Bianca, you're our daughter." She spoke sadly.

"I know, but I'm also a rogue mom, the penalty for what we're doing- it's dead, and I won't let that happen," I told her through clenched teeth at the thought of what that prick would do.

"Bianca, your father can work something out...please." Mom pleaded.

"I'm sorry, mom, but I can't, this is for your protection. I love you, I promise I will call you soon as I can."

"We all love you too, be safe. Call me if anything." I hung up and threw the phone against the wall, shattering it into pieces. I placed my hands on my face and finally let myself cry.

"Why did this have to happen to me!?" I shouted, looking up at the ceiling. In one day I lost it all- My family, my home, my pop tarts, my pack status, and my chance at having a mate and a family.

'Hey it's all going to be alright, we are strong.' April comforted me.

'Oh my April I'm so sorry, how are you? I've been worried about me but you how are you?' I asked worriedly,

'It hurts, so much- His wolf. I heard hear him begging, screaming at Elijah not to do it.'

'Oh, April I'm so sorry. It's all my fault and because of me we are going to-'

'No don't you dare think that. We're strong. We'll make it through this together."

'So, what now?'

'Now we sleep.' She let out a short laugh. I agreed and walked into the bathroom to brush my teeth. I carefully placed a sheet on the bed and laid down. Closing my eyes, giving into sleep.

But let's say I didn't get much sleep, I opened my eyes to see the stuttering guy from earlier, his hands clasped on to my throat tightly and trying to choke me. I was struggling to get his hands off, so I just kicked him, and he went flying. I ran over to him and pinned him against the wall by his throat.

"You have a fetish for chocking females in their sleep?" I growled. He didn't say anything, his mouth began to foam up. I tightened my grip.

"Tell me," I demanded.

"Fine then," I held on until he began moving his mouth to speak. "He..he said I could join the...ppp..ack iff...I.I kill you."

"WHO?" I growled.

"The Westmoon Alpha."

'That pussy. That fucking pussy," I released him, "How did you find out about this?"

"Elijah called a couple of hours ago. Said if anyone finds you, we're supposed to kill you and send him proof of your death."

"How does he have your number?"

"Elijah makes sure he has contacts with the nearest rogues that live near his territory."

'Is that even legal?' I pondered

"I'm gonna let you go. Now scram," he nodded and crawled out the door. Then I grabbed my bag and ran out the door and into the woods. The same man jumped on me again.

"I'm going to kill you. I need that spot in the pack," he growled. I got him off me and held him in a chock hold until he stopped breathing and his body went limp. I knew I couldn't leave his body there so I shifted and dragged his body farther into the woods, burying him deep in the soil.

I didn't know what to do so I just ran. I ran without stopping or looking back, but eventually, I got tired and collapsed. The sun wasn't even up yet and I was still tired. My eyes got heavy, and I soon found myself once again falling asleep.