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Xiao Zhan's POV

I was slowly coming back in the here and now and realization hit me right away. Yibo was looking down at me, his eyes still ruby red. His fangs were long and stained with blood. My blood. I could taste Yibos in my mouth and if I wasn't so satiated, I would probably dig my fangs into his neck once more.

Since when did I become so addicted to blood? Where was the original I who thought of drinking it as disgusting?

I was hot, Yibo was hot, and the whole room was hot. And the embarrassment of my body's reaction didn't help the situation either. The only thing that prevented me from killing myself out of embarrassment was the fact, that Yibo didn't have much of a different reaction.

The whole time stood still until I tried to move. Yibo growled and pinned me against the mattress before I would move again. His eyes wandered from my face down to my body where it stopped at the visible stains on my trousers. He didn't take his searing eyes off anymore and I felt as if a huge fire was burning within me. A fire that wanted to break out. A fire that needed to be extinguished before worse would happen.

I finally understood what he had meant when he said that if someone has no willpower, drinking blood was just the tip of the iceberg. It was as he had explained. I felt the tightness in my pants. I was so aroused that, if Yibo would stare at me for much longer, I would make my underwear wetter than it already was.

I didn't believe him. I thought he was joking. I thought if it was true, vampires were weak for getting horny for the stupidest reasons. But look where I was now! Look what was happening here!

Yes, I was horny. Horny as never before. But I wasn't the only one. Yibo was the same, no, he was worse. I could see it. Just looking at him, looking there, and I wondered how he could bear the pain. I wondered how big he actually was because that bulge I saw was ... a sight to be seen.

And what made it all worse was the scent, the sweet scent of our arousals, and the longer I took in the scent, the more I recognized it. It was in the bathroom last night, its scent led me to the sleeping Yibo. I didn't know what it was then but now I did. How could I not realize it? What have I done?

Yibo suddenly lowered his body slowly, his eyes looking at mine. This was the perfect time to stop. I could fight. I could tell him off. I could ask him to let go but somehow I couldn't bring these words past my lips. I wasn't able to say anything at all as I watched him lowering until his body touched mine. The friction it caused at our lower bodies, the heaviness of his body weight on mine. It was too much and I felt a tingle in my stomach. I was so close to release.

What was happening? How did I end up in such an embarrassing situation? Just because I drank from him? But that couldn't be! I drank yesterday but I didn't feel anything. I mean, I did feel something but definitely not like this! Or did I?

"Ahhng..." I widened my eyes in shock hearing the deep moan escaping my lips. Yibo started to move his body, he started to rub our lower parts together. First slowly, but faster with every minute. I had enough time to push him off me .... because this wasn't planned! Hell, I didn't even know it was possible. I never thought I would find myself in such a situation! A situation that I seemed to enjoy even.

With the thought to kick him off me, I raised my legs but my body did what it wanted. Instead of kicking him off, I wrapped them around his waist, digging my heels into his behind so he was pressed even harder against me.

Yibo growled and showed me a smirk that almost gave me a heart attack. I must have been mistaken. Yibo wasn't like that. Yibo didn't smirk. He never showed his emotions! The most he showed was a change of colors of his ears and maybe even his cheeks. But right now he smirked, his searing eyes glowed in an even more intense red and I saw his fangs growing longer before he grabbed my wrist, pressed them deeper into the mattress, and moved. He was like an untamed, unstoppable beast.

He moved rhythmically. Hard, fast, wild. The friction, the continuous rubbing of our lower bodies, the sounds we made, it was maddening.

Our clothes became wetter, our scent more vivid.

I might enjoy myself right now but I knew for sure would die out of embarrassment once this was over. Maybe, just maybe we just needed to continue forever. I would feel good, I would feel as if I was in heaven. And the embarrassment has no chance to devour me.

But soon I felt the tiredness overcoming me. I didn't know how long we had been doing this...

The last thing I saw was Yibo's face, his brows twitching, his eyes glowing up, the lips he was biting hard suddenly smiled and parted, and one of the deepest sounds I had ever heard someone make leaving his lips.

I have seen that sort of face numerous times since we started losing control. I knew what it meant and it left me with a rather satisfied feeling before my eyes closed and I fell into a deep, peaceful slumber.

Would there ever be a time when I wasn't constantly sleeping?

Okay, maybe my body, despite what happened, did have enough of laying in bed because I woke up about one hour later. The first thing I noticed was Yibo laying next to me. He was asleep which I figured out after listening to his rhythmical breathing. Our bodies did not touch but I still felt an electrical spark running through my body. It was a pleasant feeling which must have originated from Yibo's blood. My body felt warm, relaxed, and pretty light. But I still felt a little uncomfortable.

'I need a shower...'

It was indeed much needed but somehow the thought of getting up wasn't a pleasant one. I just wanted to lay here. I felt good. I couldn't remember when I last felt so content but I was sure it was long before the school holidays started.

I looked over to Yibo and studied his expression. He had a hint of a smile on his lips telling me he must have a pleasant dream. It's amazing to see so many expressions of him within such a short time. When I first met him, he was cold and pretty much expressionless. When did he start showing so many emotions on his face?

My eyes wandered past his lips down to his body and I was startled to see so much evidence of our little blood exchange. Did I really bite him that often?

'One... two... three... four... five....' I counted the marks I left on him while drinking. 'Five bite marks!'

I looked down on myself and was surprised to see nothing. Nothing that would tell others what happened. For one, I was relieved. I didn't want to explain to others about my little loss of control, the least Haoxuan who would interrogate me for sure. The other people here wouldn't judge me. They were all like me, they would understand. I wouldn't need to feel embarrassed yet I was exactly that. How could that happen?

Yibo did tell me about this but... I never actually believed him. Who would get horny this easily? Well, now I had the answer.

It was me.

I got horny with something as pervert as drinking blood.

I looked down at my body and saw the stain on my pants. Not only did I see them, I felt the wetness too.

'I need a shower...'

Although I did not want to move, I had to. It felt uncomfortable to walk around knowing how dirty I was but if I wouldn't get a shower quickly I would go crazy. The air in this room smelled exactly like it did when everything started. The scent was strong and if I didn't leave now, I had the feeling the scent would reach deep in my body and it would react as if I hadn't just climaxed numerous times into my pants.

'I am a pervert!'

I opened the door, stepped out into the living room, and closed the door behind me. I got dizzy witnessing the sudden change of air. My body tensed up and for a moment I just wanted to go back. I felt a sudden and huge distance between me and Yibo. It was just a door that was between us but to me, it felt like we were worlds apart.

I grabbed the terrain and forced myself to descend the few stairs, trying hard to contain the growl that tried to leave my body. I walked into my room and quickly chose a few clothes before leaving again and running into the bathroom next door.

I got rid of my dirty pants, underwear, and shirt and threw them on the ground where my socks followed. I climbed into the shower and turned the temperature to cold. A cold shower was exactly what I needed right now.

I scrubbed my body, getting rid of all the stains that were still gluing on my skin. I felt a sudden loss.

My thoughts return to what happened. Would it always be like this? Would I always have to do this whenever I drink from someone?

Yibo said that drinking blood could lead to this, no, it could lead to even more. Not just what we did but it would lead to intimacy. I mean even more intimate than what Yibo and I did.

I felt my cheeks burning realizing what I had just thought. I was intimate with Yibo. He made me like this. And I...

The temperature in the room rose by several degrees when a sudden picture entered my mind. Yibo's face right before I fell asleep, his eyes, his smile, that lip-biting..... and that deep, dark growl....

Out of nowhere my fangs poked out and I barely was able to breathe. A growl left my lips and I could feel my reaction to that one picture. It was difficult to keep myself in control when I actually wanted to run back to that room and attack Yibo. I wanted to jump on him, dug my fangs into his beautiful light skin, and go with the flow.

Right now I wanted to lose control so badly that it was difficult to breathe. I turned the water on to the coldest setting and tried my best to take deep breaths.

'In.... and out...'

I closed my eyes.

'In.... and out...'

Slowly I got back the control I needed.

'In.... and out...'

When I calmed down, I quickly finished washing myself and got dressed. I glanced into the mirror and saw myself looking healthier than ever. My cheeks were rosy, my eyes glowing energetically, and my fangs were nowhere to be seen.

I could have left the room but I didn't. How would I confront Yibo after what happened? I believed that such a situation was probably not uncommon in this world. Vampires needed to drink, if not they would die. And not every vampire was married or had a lover. So they would go to that donation center or let a donor come over and get the blood they needed. And while donating ....

I shook my head. No, only weak vampires would react the way I did. That was what Yibo said. And I wasn't even a full vampire so no wonder I had no control over myself. I wasn't trying to find an excuse or anything.

'Yes, you do.'

I bit my lips. True, that did sound like an excuse. I mean, Yibo was strong, there was no way he would lose it if not for me.

Shit! I forced myself on him once again. This time even worse! What will happen next time!?

'So... there will be a next time?'

I frowned. I felt like I was mocking myself. No, there wouldn't be a next time. I won't force myself on him again. How could I even think that? I just had to go to the donating center, right?

'And what? Do all these things with a stranger?'

I started to feel very uncomfortable.

'Jump on a stranger... drink from a stranger... force yourself on a stranger...'

"I am not forcing myself on anyone! This is my nature, I can't do anything against it!" I yelled at my reflection.

'Exactly. So why feel guilty about what you did with him?'

I started to get angry and glared at myself.

'Isn't he strong? Wouldn't he have been able to push you away if he did not want it?'

I looked around for something to throw at the mirror.

'Someone like him wouldn't get horny with a few bites from a half-human.'

My anger rose and I grabbed the bottle of shampoo. I was about to throw it when I heard Yibo's footsteps. I lowered my arms and concentrate on them. I ignored that mocking voice put the bottle away, and walked towards the door. I took a few breaths and stepped out, confronting a half-naked Yibo.

His eyes returned to his normal golden color and he stared at me. Was he angry?

"I am sorry." I tried to not look into his eyes. "I ... lost it again. I was suddenly so hungry and you were there and..." I bit my lips nervously. "I didn't know it would end up like this. No, I mean, you told me it would but I didn't believe it but now I do because of what happened and-"

Yibo didn't say anything nor did he move.

"That... uhm.... You know, I didn't... uhm..." I was getting even more nervous and started to stutter something. I didn't know what I was trying to say myself. My mind was empty. Well, except for those images of Yibo and me... and the longer these pictures were in my head, the more I felt my fangs trying to break free.

"I won't lose control anymore. It won't happen again, I promise. So... uhm... can you... like ... you know.... Forget about it?"

I felt suddenly slightly irritated, not because of Yibo but of myself. I didn't know where these feelings came from but they were suddenly there all too vivid. And the sweet scent Yibo was spreading wasn't helping in getting rid of these pictures in my head.

When Yibo still didn't move or said anything I carefully looked up. He was still staring at me but now he looked like ... I don't know... as if I punched him or something.

For about half a minute it was awfully quiet in the room. Then I couldn't stand it anymore.

"Maybe.... Maybe you should take a shower too." I stuttered looking to the ground. The scent he was spreading lingered in my nose and from there it traveled through my whole body. I also smelled the metallic scent of blood coming from the marks on his neck and shoulder.

I swallowed hard. How could I still want to drink from him? When would my body have enough!?

Yibo took a step forward and I felt my fangs poking out just a little. He lifted my chin and stared down at me. I forgot he was a head bigger than I was. Once my eyes met him I didn't look away anymore. I couldn't, I was caught in that stare. His beautiful golden orbs were checking me out, luring me to drown in them.

I licked over my parted lips. Yibo's scent, which I felt become stronger than just a few minutes ago, was hitting my nostrils and I grabbed his arms firmly.

For a split second, I had this one perverted image in my head that scared me so much that I pushed him away. He looked at me in surprise before closing his eyes and leaning back his head as if he was trying to feel the on his face. He looked breathtakingly beautiful, especially when a soft smile played on his lips.

"I... I will go to Haoxuan." I managed to say before fleeing out of this apartment.

"Shit! How did you do that!?" Haoxuan greeted me with wide eyes.

"W-what?" I was out of breath when I didn't even run that much.

"That!" He pointed at me. "You weren't here half a second before! I didn't know you can teleport from one place to another."

"I didn't. I used the door." I frowned and pointed at the open door. Haoxuan looked from the door to me and nodded impressed.

"Damn, that is cool! I bet now our gym teacher won't ever yell at you again for being too slow. But please, don't do that again. That scared the shit out of me." He laughed and got up to close the door. When he turned to me he frowned.

"Are you okay? You look ...I don't know, scared. Well, considering what you are, I would be scared as well."

"I ..." I shook my head. "Nothing. I had a ... dream."

"A nightmare here in the world full of vampires? Does that surprise you?" He grinned and returned to my side.

"It wasn't a nightmare," I said as a matter of fact.

"Oh, so a good dream. That is good. You had nightmares ever since that shit happened. A good dream as a change doesn't hurt you."

"What are you talking about!?" I shouted and felt my cheeks burning. "Who said it was a good dream!?"

Haoxuan looked confused. "If it is not a nightmare and not a good dream, then what is it?"

"Just-! Just a dream!" I bit my lips and sat on his bed.

"There are many kinds of dreams, Xiao Zhan." He rolled his eyes in amusement. "Why are you blushing? Can vampires get sick too? Or did you have a naughty dream?" He joked.

"I am not a pervert!" I growled. "It's not my fault! He said such a reaction is normal!"

"Who? Yibo? And what reaction?" He asked and when I naturally didn't answer he looked at me with raised brows.

"You don't have to know." I shook my head and let myself fall into his bed. He watched me for a while, seemingly pondering something in his head.

"Does that mean, it's normal to get hard when you bite someone?" I widened my eyes in shock and jumped out of his bed. I looked at the switch and sighed in relief seeing it's turned on. I then stared at Haoxuan and for a moment I thought my face would start to burn.

"W-what-? Did you- How?" I tried to breathe normally. "Why would you say that?"

There was no way he saw us. No way!

He shrugged his shoulders. "I thought it was kinda weird that my body reacted so positively to Ji Yang biting me. I mean, I didn't hate it and Ji Yang is, except for his unreasonable hate towards me, hot as hell but that didn't explain why I would be so perverted that night. You can't tell me it was only because it has been a while for me and I was sexually frustrated. If that was the case I wouldn't have chosen a guy over a woman."

I blinked uncontrollably hearing my friend talking.

"Don't look at me like this. Although I am not the smartest-"

"You are always ranked in the top 5 of the whole school, idiot." I rolled my eyes at him insulting himself.

"-but even I understood that my reaction was not normal. Come on, you can't tell me I would get hard just because Ji Yang is hot and I kind of get turned on by these beautiful sharp fangs of his? Don't joke with me."

"Shouldn't you find him scary rather than hot and even getting turned on!?"

He shrugged his shoulder. "Can't help it. The way he looks at me is kinda cute. Cute and very intense. Sure, he hates me and probably thinks of many ways he can kill me but... he won't. He seems to be pretty good at controlling his anger and hate and I kinda want to mess with him."

"Stop playing with fire," I warned him. "Once he found out what happened-"

"I am slightly worried about that too. But what does he want to do? It's not like I bit him. He was the one who literally pinned me down and almost drained me. Okay, maybe it wasn't that extreme but you know what I mean. He can't punish me for something he started."

"I can't understand you are not scared."

"I doubt there is anything scarier than my father. Honestly, I would rather get killed by Ji Yang than give my father satisfaction. I think vampires aren't as scary as I thought they would be. Maybe I just met the right ones till now but no one here is scary."

He looked at me. "I know you are scared and honestly I would too. I might not be scared of your kind but I would be frightened to death if I would turn into a vampire myself. I really can't understand my father...."

"I think... I think I like blood..." I admitted.

"Blood is not that bad. If you've never drank it before, of course, it sounds scary and will taste awful but once you got used to it, it's totally fine."

"It's not at all awful. I liked it right away. I liked it so much that I accidentally... used Yibo as my donor. And not just once..."

Haoxuan started to laugh. "I think I know what happened to you."

I glared at him to shut him up but he continued to laugh.

"What? You said Yibo said it's normal. Sure, it is embarrassing considering the two of you are guys but come on, if it feels good and helps you, you win. I know what I am talking about. It was embarrassing but... exciting too."

I looked at him in belief.

"What?" He laughed. "Listen, for you, this all will become reality pretty soon. You will have to keep drinking from someone. You will keep getting these reactions until one day you will go further than just playing around. For you, it will be as normal as brushing your teeth. Not for me. I am a proud human and this little ... let's call it adventure, is just something that happened to me once in a lifetime. Of course, I find it exciting. I won't need to get used to it like you do."

"Do you think I want to get used to it?"I frowned.

"Yes. But even if not, you have no other choice. You said you like drinking blood so that is a plus. Imagine you would have to do something you hate for the rest of your long, long life. You should be happy that your body is supporting you."

I took in a deep breath. Haoxuan is slightly right but still ... just because I seemed to have no problem with being a half-vampire, doesn't mean I didn't wish I was normal.

But ...

What exactly is normal and what is not? I guess it depends on how you grew up. I grew up as a human in a human world and of course, think vampires are not normal. Vampires who grew up as such think humans are not normal.

"Anyway, did you teleport here because of your reaction towards drinking blood?"

"I did not teleport." I rolled my eyes.

"Does it matter?" He laughed. "Was it because of it or not?"

I nodded slowly.

"Did you like it?" He asked seriously and I glared at him.

"I literally jumped on Yibo and did....-" I looked away.

"Did he kill you? Did he push you away? Did yell at you?" He asked me and my silence seemed to have been answering enough. "Yibo grew up as a vampire. He knows this world and how everything works, including the body. Do you really think he wouldn't have known what you would go through once hunger gets you?"

"I doubt he expected to actually have a reaction. He said only vampires who are not able to control themselves would get horny." I mumbled looking down at my feet.

Haoxuan laughed. "I guess he either lied or doesn't seem to be as strong as he always thought. But hey, I am sure once the Queen found you a donor, you won't have to rely on your roommate."

I looked at him in shock.

"What?" Haoxuan asked and then nodded. "Right, they found one. It's that young lady. Don't worry, Xiao Zhan. I met her. She seems to be cool."

I frowned and saw Haoxuan looking at me in confusion.

"What are you glaring at me for?" He asked me.

"I am not."

"Yes, you are." He answered. "But hey, if you don't like her, I am sure you can find someone at that donation center."

"I won't go there!" I hissed and was shocked by the sudden irritation I felt.

"Yeah, maybe that is a better idea. I am sure once they know you are the crown prince they will fight to get your attention. I doubt you can trust anyone over there. That is why I said the lady who was supposed to donate to Ji Yang is a good option. She seems to be nice."

"If that is the case, let Ji Yang drink from her. I ain't drink from anyone I don't know!"

"You know no one here so everyone is a stranger to you." Haoxuan laughed. "But hey, if you feel so uncomfortable choosing someone you don't know, ask Yibo to be your exclusive donor. He was your first after all and when you drank more than once, your taste buds might be used to him."

"W-what are you s-saying!?" I stuttered and frowned at him. "I won't ask him. I don't need him."

Haoxuan thought for a moment and nodded. "True, he might already have an exclusive donor. Or else he wouldn't have survived until now. Honestly, a permanent one is probably better than changing one every time." He jumped up in shock when I growled at him

"What the fuck!?" He asked me.

I was shocked too. I didn't intend to do that.

"S-sorry... I think this might be the aftermath of my hunger...." I apologized and studied his expression and body language. I sighed in relief when I saw he wasn't scared of me but simply shocked by my sudden action.

"Are you sure? Ji Yang didn't do that. I mean, he did growl at me but not like this."

"S-sorry..."

"It's fine. But maybe we should stop talking about blood, donors, and that stuff."

"Mhn. Let's do that." I agreed and took a seat on his bed.

Haoxuan patted my head and took a seat next to me. We then started to talk about different things but somehow I couldn't concentrate much. I felt rather irritated and had the urge to dig my fangs into Yibo*s neck once more.

'Shit... will this hunger ever vanish?'

to be continued....

This ain't just any hunger, Xiao Zhan.  And to answer your question, you might never be satiated from  this  kind of hunger. ^^

As for you, Haoxuan, you should listen (not) listen to your friend and stop playing with fire. No matter what fire, you will definitely get burned. 

Don't say you haven't been warned ^^

I hope you enjoyed this chapter. 

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