Chap 9 - Disappointed
My loud, angry footsteps padded on the floor as I made my way towards Xason's office and knocked on the door. His fucking decisions were enough to ruin my morning. A 'come in' was heard and I entered, slamming the door shut in the process.
I was fucking pissed off.
Xason seemed surprised by my sudden behaviour as he raised an eyebrow at my fuming form. I strode towards his desk, pushing away one of the chairs. I could feel the heat radiating off my body but now I didn't give a fuck if I shifted right here.
"Do you really think you can barge into my office like that?" He calmly asked, putting the pen he was using from his hand.
"Do you really think you can control me?" I gritted out. My patience was on a lose thread.
"I do not have time for such useless matter. Now you may leave." He waved his hand towards the door and I rolled my eyes, focusing my attention on the wooden desk. I took deep breaths. After a while, I was calm enough to talk rationally.
"You do not have time for useless matters then why did you order the patrol men not to let me go outside of the territory without your permission?" My question didn't seem to faze him rather it looked like he was expecting something like this.
"Yes, I did order that cause I can't have you go wherever you wish without knowing about your whereabouts." He leaned back into his chair.
Why was this so simple for him?!
"Why?"
"Who knows when you are going to shift and whose gonna be the next dead person. I can't let that happen." He casually commented and I lost it.
"So you are gonna fucking control me right now! What the fuck do you think of me as?! I am not one of those dolls who are just gonna put up with whatever shit you put them through! I am an Alpha and I have the liberty to do whatever I want, whenever I want. You don't get to choose that for me!" I yelled at the top of my lungs.
All my anger, frustration, restlessness was thrown into that little speech of mine. I was frustrated at him for trying to do everything for me. Like bitch, I have been taking care of myself for as long as I remember. Who the fuck do you think you are?
I turned around, ready to leave the room before I shifted into my wolf and do something that I will regret later. My plans changed when I was turned around like a rag doll and placed on top of the desk.
"What the fuck do you want now?!" I asked irritated.
He just smirked as usual and stood in between my legs. I could smell his familiar scent and feel the heat radiating off him. His silver eyes holding specks of gold and black.
"I would stay quiet if I were you." He whispered, his minty breath fanning on my face. Close up, he was much more hotter. His jaw was sharp, the kind that would make you want to touch to see whether it's actually real or not. His face was clean shaved just the way I liked it and his lips were close yet too far away from mine.
"You should thank me." He whispered, frowning a bit as if surprised that I didn't thank him yet. He moved even closer if that was possible. Just a few millimetres away.
"For what?"I snorted, rolling my eyes. This man could turn me on even if I was on my death bed.
He's my mate after all. Raima sassily commented
Shut the fuck up, you horny wolf.
"For controlling myself, otherwise I would have fucked you right here on this desk. We don't want that now, do we?" He amusedly whispered in my ear.
It was like reading out a story book to a toddler to him while I was fucking wet here. His hands were inching closer to my inner thighs. Small circles were being rubbed on my left inner thigh by his thumb and the electrifying sparks were not helping either. I am pretty sure he could smell my arousal. As usual I didn't give a fuck.
If I needed him,I needed him.
"Then why don't you just fuck me yet?" I moved closer whispering into his ear, placing my hands on his shoulder.
I pulled back, smirking at his tight grip on my thigh and the increase of golden in his eyes. I am sure there were specks of green visible in my eyes as they were the Colour of my wolf's eyes.
"Fuck." With that, he crashed his lips into mine.
The air felt heavy with tension as I kissed him back. My lips moving against his hot, soft ones. I wrapped my legs around his waist, trying to be in as much contact with him as possible. He moaned in response. His tongue exploring every nook and corner of my mouth. I felt hot all over especially with his hands close to my core and the Sparks that were lighting up my body on fire. He tasted like mint and his hair felt soft to touch as I tugged at the ends. His hand moved to my cheek keeping me in place while his mouth devoured mine. I pulled back, heaving and panting. My body felt light as if I had just dosed over some drug.
Opening my eyes, I was Glad to see that I was not the only one in this condition. His lips were a bit swollen and hair sexily disheveled if that's even possible. I was ready to jump on him instead I moved him away and jumped off the table, quietly walking away.
I left the door open behind me. I didn't regret the kiss. I wasn't even mad about it rather I felt disappointed at myself. Disappointed that I lost control. Disappointed that I wasn't able to resist the mate bond. Disappointed that I let my parents down. Mostly disappointed that I kissed the king of rouges out of all people in the world.
I walked out of the mansion to the woods and shifted into my wolf. I ran all the way to my new pack with jumbled up thoughts.
I arrived at the border of the territory to see guards patrolling the area. Walking behind a tree, I shifted back and threw my clothes on. Noticing my presence, they bowed their heads muttering 'alpha.' I nodded my head in acknowledgement and entered the territory to see a whole number of smiling faces. The air felt light as if a dark shadow had been lifted off of here. The new pack members bowed their heads too. Surprisingly, there wasn't any complains of people not wanting me as their alpha. I expected them to select their own alpha or some shit but they didn't. I am kinda Glad about it.
It didn't take Long to arrive at the pack house which was still in the process of rebuilding. Hayden stood infront of the labourers shouting out instructions.
"All that yelling will ruin your vocal cord." I jested and he turned around, raising an eyebrow at my remark.
"Look who's talking." He scoffed and I rolled my eyes.
"How many days till its completed?" I questioned.
"Hopefully within a week from now. Their pace is really good so a week is the maximum it's gonna take." He answered and I looked around at the workers who belonged to this pack.
"They have good cooperation. Did the members voice out any of theirs problems or something?"
"Till now, there's been nothing. They seemed to be satisfied with everything. But there's one issue." He frowned at the end.
"What's that?"
"There aren't much opportunities or ways through which they will be able to make a living. Only one bakery and two or three restaurants are here. There isn't much to do. If it keeps on going like that this pack will again fall." His words were true.
This is one of the reasons why this pack fell before and if this continues it will fall again without a doubt. I had to come up with something to solve this problem.
"I'll think about it. Do they have any sort of special resources or skill that can be used?" I asked and he had a confused look on his face which showed he had no idea about it.
"Let me Know if you find something." I sighed and he shook his head in answer. I turned around, thinking of taking a look around the territory to come up with a solution.
"Hayden."
"Yeah?"
"Bring my belongings back from the King's pack."
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