Honey's POV

Four days later

Its been four days and katie has been taxtong a bunch today wondering what happened a few days ago. At first she thought i was sick and niws shes woried since i havent been at school almost all week.(a/n K: is katie H: is honey)

K: hey honey. Hope your olay im kinda worried simce you have been gone all week. Hope to see you soon :)

H: hiya katie yeah im okay i got suspended for a month for using Nina Hopkins as a punching bag after she said all me and you would do was become like our brothers.... Serial killers. Then she punched and broke my nose so i got pissed and punched her a bunch until the principal pulled me off her

K: dang. Okay thanks for standing up for me. See you in a month keep in touch okay i have to get back to class if you want i can stop by your house and give you the work.

H: that would be great thanks. My adress is 1947 Meadowbrook Blvd Baltimore Maryland.( sorry if your from baltimore maryland i know liu is from maryland so i picked a random city and said a random street)

K:okay see ya after school. I got to get back to class

H: okay good luck bye

K: bye.

(End of text conversation)
After talking to her i clean up around the house only to YET AGAIN HEAR PEOPLE TALKING i sigh and grab a kitchen knife in case someones in the house which there probably are" time to visit our good ol' sister Honey" i turn and see Jeff and.....liu? " Liu.....Jeff hello, what are you doing in my house and why is there glass on the floor" I say as i look behind them to the broken window and glass everywhere. I groan" i just cleaned that room God Damnit. * deep breath* its fine i will clean up AGAIN anyways what did you want" i ask and they explain they juat wanted to stop by and say hi" okay well now you can clean up the window you just broke " i said"okay okay" they say as they clean up their mess" okay thank you now what should we talk about"i ask and we all sit down iys kind of weird having your SERIAL KILLER BROTHERS just chillin' on your couch in your living room. " well we saw you with that bully good job with her. I could see how happy you were when you were hurting her Honey. Its only a matter of time before you snap lime we dod and go insane and we will be waiting."jeff start and liu finished half way through. I laugh " im sorry brothers butni wony become like you and if you don't mind i have more stuff to do and i also hear siriens so might want to get going." I warned and they nod amd leave. I clean up the rest of the house and chill for a bit.

-time skip to three weeks later-
Honey's POV( WARNING SELF HARM AHEAD YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED)

Its been three weeks and i swear in going insane im paranoid and feel like im always being watched again and my
schizophrenia is flairing up, i feel disconnected from reality because of my psychosis, my tourettes syndrome is kicking up again, my anxiety,and depression are kickimg in again too and i feel like I'm going to either kill myself or someone else any second now. I try to ignore thisbwerid feeling to want to harm something and go back to watching Gravity Falls and practically quoting the whole ' Weirdmagedon' episode. I laugh at parts woth bill cipher because hes my favorite character along with the pines twins( a/n f you havent ever seen gravity falls i suggest it. Anyways back to the story) as im watching the want to hurt someyhing just gets to stromg so i pick up a kitchen knife and roll up my sleeves. I smile as i press the cold metal to my wrist and push it down sliding it harshly across my wrist once twice ten times fifteen........and on until this bloodlust calms. I start to laugh at the intese burning pain in my arms from all the deep cuts i just did and go to fix them up so i dont bleed out. Then i go to bed.

- time skip to the morning-
Honey's POV

I wake up with an intense pain in my wrists and move my sleeves to see dozens of scars" oh yeah that was nice and it felt so mice to habe that blade cut into me"i smile remembering the pain at first then how nice it felt to do cut after cut" its better to hurt myself then to hirt others. Maybe if i die to my own hands i wont hurt others. I dont know but i go back to school tomorrow sp i have to be careful woth these cuts so no one notices and lets hope Jeff and liu dont find out aboit me hirting myself" i say and i really fo hope my brothers didnt see me hurt myself. I get up anf find an oitfit for tomorrow so i dont havevto look tomorrow" hmm. How about my black leggings woth a white tank top and one of jeffs hoodies and one of lius scarves with my black nikey that sounds nice yeah we can go with that."i say to mayself lime normal. I go out to the store to get sone grocerys and stuff and pay walking home anf putting everything away then i clean up a bit and watch some NCIS then some stranger things. After that its about 6 o'clock pm so i dp a bit of reaserch these creepypasta like i have been this month and find jeff and lius story exactly as it happened online" wow their exact stories hey im even in these * smiles* cool" i say with a slight sad smile as i feel the bloodlust start up again i ignore it again like yesterday until i can anymore then i cut myself again to relive the bloodlust. I must say it feels good to hurt myself it helps a lot but of course it does hurt. Well time to go to bed i have to be up at 630 for school. I go to my room and fall asleep after bandaging myself up

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Okay guys thats that chapter sorry about the whole hurting self sense there but that might show up in the next few chapters so be warned

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Goodbye

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